Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Eternal Youth ❯ Facing the Truth ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Why would they trust me anymore. I've lied to them. Hiding something so serious for so long… Omi and Ken will never understand. I'm surprised Ran's being the way he is "Will you make it?" He has been so sweet carrying me and helping me. I Knew he had a side like this to him.

But I want to be strong now, so I smile, "Let me try. I always got myself home after all the other bad doctor appointments before. Sometimes I'm not sure how, but I always made it home." Taking a deep breath I get out of the car a bit wobbly, but I stood up. Kind a feels like I'm drunk. What a trip. Its a good feeling. My Angel, Ran, follows behind me. He is so beautiful. So perfect in everyway.

"They'll be in the shop." He said as he opened the door for me.

Of course. Shops still open for another 4 hours. I nod in my drunken tired state and head towards the shop. Slowly straightening up my walk and hiding any signs of pain or weakness that I currently have. hehe I am such a good actor. I should get an award for this. I reached the door and looked in at the crowds. The fan girls await. Shit I don't want to do this. But I have to so it's time for that Kudou charm. I put on a playboy smile and I enter the domain of whinny teeny-boppers.

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Omi was the first to see them and smile. "How long did you plan on being gone! It's packed in here!" He stated as he gave some girl a bouquet of flowers. Ran just gave him a look and walked past. Trying to ignore the frantic teens that frequented the shop. Today wasn't the day to put up with any of them.

Yohji, on the other hand, all smiles and shows no sign of what's been going on in his life. "Awe Omi you missed me that much." he acted like he was touched "And I bet. These pretty young ladies came to see how little old Yohji was doing?" he started doing his flirting to get them to buy flowers.

Aya and kept his bag of 'goodies' out of the site of everyone as he slowly went through the store towards the back room. Grabbing Ken and Omi's arms and pulling them out to the back. "We need to borrow you." He knew Yohji had to tell the others, and Momoe would take care of the shop while they were gone. Yohji watched as he pulled the two towards the back where the flowers were stored and knew to follow. Apologizing to the old woman and the dissapointed teens. Yohji waved at the beautiful girls and walked into the back room and leaned against the counter losing his ability to stand.

It takes a lot of energy to fake being well. Ran was at Yohji's side almost immediately. "Are you okay?" He asked showing concern in front of the other two. Eliciting four very wide eyes staring at the two of them. Omi and Ken both looked confused as to why they were dragged back there, especially since this seems to be a personal matter.

Yohji smiled and plopped on the floor. "Just tired. That took a lot out of me actually. Its hard to fake being able to walk straight."

Ken looked at Yohji and then Ran. Then shook his head to clear his mind. "What's going on you two?"

Aya looked at Ken. "He'll explain it if he wants to." Those amethyst eyes of his fell onto the blond. "Right?"

Yohji smiles "Yes Aya…" he turned around. and held up his bag of pills. "I am kind of sick in a way. I have a physiological disorder because of something that happened in my past when I was a kid."

"Sick?" Omi looked a little shocked. Coming out of his lala land and putting on that concerned motherly face the youth tended to wear. "Why didn't you tell us Yohji? We could have helped..."

Yohji chuckles "What was I going to say? 'look guys I am taking pills because I can't handle certain things' I couldn't ... couldn't tell... anyone. I was afraid." he bowed his head and tried not to break down again.

"Yohji you idiot. You shouldn't hide things like that." Ken blurted out. "You know we could handle anything." He didn't seem too sure about that statement. Biting his lip and shuffling his foot.

"He has his reasons." Ran stated as he looked at Ken. Omi just kind of backed away from the red head. As they were getting an Ran glare of don't-ask-to-many-questions.

Yohji looks up in fear as Ken doesn't take the hint to back down. "Aya he could have told us though! When did you know? I mean. Were ASSASINS… isn't this a Job risk?!" Ken didn't know when to quit.

Yohji curled up into a little fetal position again. "don't... yell..." he sniffled starting to cry.

Ran knelt next to Yohji to comfort him, glaring back up at Ken.

Ken sighed as he looked at Ran and Yohji. "What's going on with you two? Please.. tell me." There seemed to be something in Kens eyes that Ran just couldn't place. Regret? A shattered heart? No. Just concern. Its not every day your told the person you have been trusting with your life is crazy.

Yohji leans into Ran's chest trying to stay awake. "We...I...Me…us…." he didn't know what to tell them. `Yeah I slept with Aya, were in love, and his name really isn't Aya its Ran' yeah that sounds good and anyways he was getting very tired now.

Ran noticed the droopy eyes and relaxation settling in Yohjis body. "We'll tell you later. He needs rest." he looked up at Ken with a look to let the subject drop.

Ken complied as he turned to leave and take Omi with him. Finally staying quiet.

"Aya.. I didn't take my meds again...." Yohji mumbled as he looked at his watch.

"You can take them when we go upstairs." Ran lifted the man up into his arms knowing Yohji wasn't going to be able to walk it.

Moments later….

After wading through the mess Ran gets Yohji to his bed. Glowering about the messy status of Yohjis bedroom. "You're taking your medication now." A hint of irritation in his voice.

Yohji sat up on his bed and rummaged through the bag of medication, finding all the pills that said take three times daily or Take Before going to bed. He stopped when his stomach growled and chuckled slightly. "I think I forgot something else today." and he started to laugh at himself slightly.

Ran chuckled, a rare occasion, but he did. He looked back at Yohji as he headed towards the door. "What would you like to eat?" He was going to baby Yohji for the time being.

Yohji grinned, "Would I get in trouble... if I said you?"

"When you get better. You can have me all you want." Ran stated with a smirk.

Yohji smiled "A sandwich would be fine."

Ran went downstairs to get Yohji his sandwich. Blushing slightly at the offer he had left Yohji. He would give himself fully to the blond when he gets better fully and 100%.

"Guess I better get better soon." Yohji stated to himself as he looked at all the pretty colored pills he had in his hand. "Now how is it suppose to be healthy to take all these. I'm going to be a drug addict one of these days."

Ran got himself and Yohji a ham and cheese sandwich and glasses of juice before heading back upstairs. He looked at the blond on the bed and placed the plate down in front of him. Back to that cold exterior and demanding mood. "Eat."

Yohji looked at the sandwich and smiled. "Thank you, Ran ... I'll make dinner tomorrow after I work Kens shift ok? I feel like I owe you... a lot." he set the pills down on the plate and started to eat his sandwich slowly. Dreading the pills. And the fact that he had to work Kens shift tomorrow. He was just so tired.

"You're not working tomorrow. You need rest." He drank some of his juice before eating part of his lovely yummy ham sandwich.

"But.. I don't want to be babied... I should be fine. After a good nights sleep." Yohji continued eating "I ... never rested after wards before...."

Ran just looked at Yohji as he stuffed more of the sandwich into his mouth. He swallowed what he chewed then poked at Yohji with his finger. "If you can manage, then work. But I don't want you to push yourself anymore."

Yohji looked at the finger poking him and finished his sandwich fast. "I wont overwork myself anymore." Why would he? He needs all the energy he can get to please his Ran. he crossed his heart with a hand. "Cross my heart. Scouts Honor." he blushed slightly realizing that yes they told the about the meds but not.. not the fact their together and not leaving each other anytime soon. "Are you going to tell Ken and Omi? About.. us?"

"Doesn't matter, they can figure it out on their own." Ran's cold coutanance showed through slightly until he reached forward and brushed the beautifully soft blond hair out of his lovers face and that warmth came back into his voice. A warmth only Yohji and his sister have heard. "Now take your pills and get some sleep." He took the plates and piled them up neatly before taking them downstairs.

Yohji picked up the pills and stuffed them in his mouth a couple at a time using the juice to wash them down until they were all gone. "Ok all done. Are you gonna come back?"

"If you want me to." Ran took the glass from Yohji then lifted the plates heading towards the door to the room.

"Yes please... I want to hold you...."

"Mm Yes." He smiled faintly as he left the room to take the dishes downstairs. Thinking of nothing but what he was going to do with Yohji.

After Ran left Yohji alone, he set up his pill bottles on the nightstand and stared at them "So many. Maybe I should start seeing a new doctor this can't be healthy." He also grimaced at the site of his very, very dirty room. "I should really clean this up to." he watched the door watching for ran and crawled to the side of the bed and started to pick stuff up from the floor. Folding his clothes and trying to figure out what everything else was in the mountains of mess. Slowly feeling a bit awkward and sleepy.

Shortly returning with a small knock to the door before he entered the room. Closing it behind him quietly and seeing an odd sight. Yohji never cleaned his room. "Clean later." A bit curious what the occasion is that would get Yohji Koudou to clean his room.

Yohji looked up and smiled seeming to know what was on Rans mind. "It was getting to me." He shrugged a bit playfully. "But if you insist." he placed his folded pile of clothes next to the bed for pick up in the morning.

"At least you're making an attempt." A slight smirk crosses Rans face.

"Yeah. I'll clean the rest of it tomorrow. After work and I call the doctor to see about getting a second opinion"

"That might be a good idea. This is just to much." He lifted one of the bottles to look them over. "You're going to get sick if you keep taking all these."

Yohji scratched his head "I kind of figured as much. They seem so strong and I don't even know why I am on half of them."

Sitting down on the edge of his lovers bed. "Anti depressants and chemical balancers..." When he was in his accident he took some of these. Especially to help him get over Aya-chans condition. "You don't really need this one, or this one." He pushed them behind the others.

Yohji looked at the two "What do they do? "

"One makes you really tired and the other gives you an energy kick. They cancel each other out if you take them."

"Then I wont take them...I wonder if the others are necessary.. I only have problems with flash backs and night mares... and past couple months been having those headaches." he started fumbling looking at the bottles

"See a different doctor, but I'll go with you. Dr. Lee knows of Weiss because Kritiker contacted him. If you see a new doctor, you can't tell him about it." He looked at Yohji with a soft expression.

"I told the doctor about Kritiker?" Yohji started thinking "I.. I don't remember telling him anything about Kritiker."

"Didn't you know.. you get put under hypnosis..?"

Yohji shook his head no. "I don't think I ever was put under anything like that. There are sometimes I would have an episode at the hospital and wake up in a bed upstairs but I never let them..."

"Maybe you just don't remember it. But he knew about Weiss. Maybe you should talk to Kritiker."

"I guess I should. I never told Kritiker about my problem though." Yohji was getting a bit scarred. "What if they say I can't be in Weiss anymore?"

"They won't say that." Though he wasn't sure if they would or not. "I'll go with you, if you want me there."

Yohji smiled and grabbed Ran wrapping his arms around his lovers neck "Please... I don't want to leave Weiss. Not yet. I still have things to do."

"You're not leaving." He said bluntly and pushed Yohji onto the bed. "Now rest before you have a mental issue."

He sighs and did as he was told. laying down and crawling under his blankets. "Alright...where.. are you sleeping when the shop closes?"

"In my room." He looked down at the blond and into Yohji's eyes. "Unless you want me here for tonight."

Yohji smiles and opens his blankets to Ran. Inviting him into his bed.