Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Patience ❯ Don't take him away from me ( Chapter 6 )

Patience

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, it will soon go up.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not,mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it. The song Patience belongs to Guns N' Roses.

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC for Youji, angst, illness, disturbing content, some scenes are not very nice to read since the illness and the state of the sick character is gonna be described.

Pairings: Youji/Ken, Aya/Ken (one-sided), Omi/Nagi, ¿hints? of Schu/Ken. There'll be some changes and new pairings.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Ne, today's thanks and glompable Nagis go to: gale (arigato for reviewing! *glomps* I understand what you said 'a bit'. It's happened to me that I stopped reading certain fics because I didn't like the end, BUT I admit that if you know the end, the fic loses the charm *sighs* am I making any sense? Anyway, I had decided an ending but changed my mind and still don't know how this is gonna end, but whatever you chose to do at the end, I'll just say thank u for reading and stopping by to review and I'm taking note of your suggestion! ^^ ), Whisper Reilman (arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I'm sure that most of the things you think can be done with lemon jelly have been done by SchuSchu and Ken *remembers herself not to talk too much* specially and concretely the suggestive things *hentai grin* About Ken friends, it's not their moment yet, but all the story will be told soon. I just hope you don't expect much from it, since the thing's not that great, but well… thank u for reviewing! ^^), Deora (arigato for reviewing! *glomps* oi… Schu likes to cook, and brad-chan likes Nagi [but who doesn't?]. hope ya like this chappie!! ^^), sara-chan (arigato!! *glomps* it makes me really happy that there are AyaKen people out there that like YK and SK!! I dunno how your're gonna feel for Aya in next chapters cuz he isn't being bad yet, but I promise I'll try to give him something to make him happy. Thank u!! ^^) and Hikari (yo! arigato for reviewing!!! *glomps* hope ya update soon and like this chappie!! *agrees* Poor Yo-tan!).

Chapter 6: Don't take him away from me.

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you

I'm still allright to smile

Girl I think about you every day now.

("Patience", Guns N' Roses [From the album 'Lies'])

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"Nnnnn… Hen'en…" Youji murmured in his sleep.

Ken sighed and reached to brush a few blonde curls away from his lover's face. He wondered if he was dreaming. Youji had been so different since he fell ill…

It was almost impossible to understand what he said (though Aya said it wasn't that hard). He also went to sleep soon, and was up again early at morning.

He got desperate when one didn't understand what he tried to do and started to cry whenever Omi talked to him or anyone visited them.

He, who had never asked for help before, now needed the others to do something as simple as blowing his nose or taking a sip of water.

Of course, he couldn't move himself, but at least now they had a wheelchair Omi had gotten them. How he could get it this soon? Ken didn't know, and had a feeling that he wouldn't want to know.

Anyway, the brunette hadn't left his side if it wasn't absolutely necessary since they came back home a week ago, and was always awake while the other slept. He was afraid that if he closed his eyes, when he opened them again and looked at his lover he would find him dead, or worse, how he found him that day.

But he was exhausted, in fact he hadn't slept well since that night Schuldig visited him, and being so tired couldn't be good for their missions, but he wasn't going to leave Youji unattended.

And since Omi had volunteer to take care of him for a few hours after lunch so Ken could rest, he wished those two or three hours of sleep did something to him (even if he was very aware that they did nothing).

Youji started to whimper softly, draping his good arm around Ken and unconsciously trying to bring him close.

"Yotan… it's okay don't worry…" he tried to soothe him, caressing his face and patting it gently when he didn't wake up.

He forced a little smile on his lips when those green eyes fluttered open slowly.

"'sh'ka?" he murmured sleepily, not crying anymore.

"It's not Asuka, it's Ken." He scolded gently, molding his body with the blonde's in a way he wouldn't bother Youji and would be comfortable himself. But the truth is that he didn't care for his own comfort as long as Youji was okay.

Youji sighed contently and wrapped a long leg around the brunette's, as if making sure he didn't put away, which, of course, Ken didn't plan to do.

He just tucked his head under the older man's chin and pressed his face against his neck, savouring that moment as the other fell asleep, feeling happy that Youji was somehow accepting him. He pressed a little kiss to the soft skin of his neck and curled the fingers of both his hands around the not responding bad hand. He smiled sadly when Youji put him a little closer in response [1].

They continued like that for the rest of the night, until Youji woke up and a new day started for them.

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Once Ken had changed Youji's diapers, dressed, washed him up a little and feed him, he sat on the tv room and proceed to drink his coffee and and take a bite at his toasts with nuttella while Youji watched one of those talk shows where a guy was telling his mother that the boy they had always thought was his worst enemy was really his lover and they were going to get married in Holland.

That made him chuckle as he remembered how they told their teammates that they were together, or rather, their teammates caught them on the couch doing more than kissing.

The looks on their faces had been precious though, Omi's face lit up with a wide grin and he said that it was the first time he saw RPY (Real Person Slash). Aya had a look of shock and something else he couldn't define and stormed towards his bedroom, leaving them there with Omi, who was jumping and screaming about how kawaii they were having sex on the couch.

He had never feel so ashamed on his whole life!! And he felt even more ashamed when Youji asked Omi that 'if he would be kind and give them some privacy to finish'.

After the kid left they disentangled their bodies and moved it to Youji's bedroom.

Ken couldn't help but blush at the memomies of that day. He didn't know what flashed through his mind, but he placed his hand on Youji's shoulder. "Ne, Yotan." He said cheerfully. "Do you remember that day when Omi and Aya caught us here on the couch?"

The blonde blinked at him and pointed to where Ken was sitting. "The'e?"

His lover nodded.

"The'e ch'bi n' a'o yiii os?"

Ken didn't understand him. "I don't understand you koi."

"Yee!! S'hka n' I-I-I! 'ere ch'bi n' aaaho?"

"Yeah.. The found us here… Do you remember?" he asked softly.

Youji thought about it for a moment and shook his head.

Ken looked down sadly. Youji didn't remember that… But what did he remember? What exactly did he know about their relationship?

He stopped musing when the doorbell rang. He went to open the door (Aya was on the Koneko and Omi was out) and was surprised to find that it wasn't the nurse that went everyday to check on how Youji was doing. There were two male nurses, and they were there with Manx.

"H-hello." he greeted them nervously.

"Good morning Siberian." Manx was the one who started talking. "Is Balinese ready to leave? We promised Abyssinian we would be here at night, but we have to come before, but I'm sure there'll be no problem about that, hn?"

Tsu zu ku…

[1] I'm not absolutely sure if all the people with that illness can feel those zones, but lots of them can (if they couldn't, they wouldn't regain the movement of those parts).

And another chappie done! This time I've been quicker! I just hope you like the chapter even if it's short and almost nothing happened. But it just had to end there.

For next chapter… well you know what you can expect. Trouble!! I'll try to have it done soon *sighs*.

And before you leave, remember to leave me a comment! Ideas, criticism, suggestions and things like that are gladly accepted and considered!! ^^