Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Patience ❯ New Situations ( Chapter 10 )

Patience

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, it will soon go up.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC for Youji, angst, illness, disturbing content, some scenes are not very nice to read since the illness and the state of the sick character is gonna be described.

Pairings: Youji/Ken, Aya/Ken (one-sided), Omi/Nagi, Crawford/Nagi, hints of Schu/Ken. There'll be some changes and new pairings.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk. "Things written this way are radio talk"

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Today the thanks and glomps will go to: Hikari12 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* ^^ *hands her a kleenex* Daijobu! Things are going to stabilize a little from now on! Hnn, I have to agree, Manx is a bitch in here… I don't like her too much [her hair freaks me out] And no, I'm not going to kill them or anything, but that doesn't mean that I couldn't change my mind and do it. *glares at herself for being such a bitch* Hope ya like this chappie Hikari! ^^), Schu (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* yeah, go Omi! Persia… well I don't know if I'll actually write the conversation between him and Omi or put the chibi to tell the others whatever Persia said, it depends of how much inspiration I have at the moment to write that part *glares at herself* I'm sorry this took me so long to update! *sighs*), Turin (Arigato for reviewing three times!! *glomps* I'm glad you're liking it even if you aren't a usual WK reader! I'm sorry the chapters are so short. I personally prefer to read AND write long chapters too, BUT if short chappies take me so long, imagine what would happen if each chappie I write were 20 pages long! Aya… he's a fucking bastard, and he's going to do even worse things! Yeah, it's gonna be a long story and I promise it's going to be finished!!), Hele (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* That's a pretty complicated thing, ne? Youji would get better medical care at the clinic, that's true, but I know by experience that people with that illness need more than the medical care, they also need family, and in Youji's case that would be Ken and Omi. A nurse can change his diapers and feed him, but won't give him the affection he needs. He wasn't unhappy because he had been there for a short time, but I suppose he would feel worse later. About Aya... you wouldn't feel sorry for him if you knew what he's going to do in later chapters *here's where Anna shuts up before she spoils anything* Oh, and thank you ^^ English is my second language, guess I'm getting a little better at it with time, but my writing still sucks.)

Chapter 10: New situations.

Ken watched his lover sleep. He was sitting on a chair near the blonde's bed. Two days had passed and he hadn't moved from Youji's side unless it was absolutely necessary.

He didn't dare.

His eyes felt heavy and it was hard to focus them anymore. The soft padding of feet startled him. Actually, the smallest of sounds put him in full alert.

Ken turned his face to look at the newcomer. "Aya?" his voice was barely a whisper, hoping he wouldn't disturb his lover.

The redhead approached him silently and left the cup of steaming tea he was holding onto the little table next to the brunette. He cast Youji a long look before he turned to Ken and silently wrapped the thick blanket he had tucked under his arm around the younger man's shoulders.

Amethyst eyes locked with chocolate brown ones and a pale hand reached out to stroke a tanned cheek lovingly. "Aya?" the claw-wielding assassin asked softly, surprised at the strange show of kindness from the redhead.

His voice brought Aya out of his trance. He reluctantly stopped the contact of his hand with Ken's skin. He took the cup from the table and placed it between his teammate's hand. "Drink this and lie down for awhile." He whispered.

Ken shook his head. "No," he said sadly before taking a long sip at the tea. "I'm not going to take my guard down Aya. I can't lose him." His eyes took in the sight of the greenish liquid on the cup.

The former soccer player looked up when Aya sat at the edge of Youji's bed, in front of him. The redhead arched a fine eyebrow up, silently encouraging him to talk if he wanted to.

"I don't know Aya." he took another sip at the tea and pressed the warm cup against his cheek to take some warmth from it. "It all happened so fast… One minute we were here, and then Manx arrived and took him away like that… And when he was there in the clinic… I thought she was going to kill him Aya, if Omi hadn't been there…" he was speaking slower by the moment, and his eyelids were so heavy… his whole body… "I don't know what to do anymore…" he yawned and his mind barely registered that Aya had taken the cup off his hands, placed it on the table and took Ken's hands in his.

"You're going to fall asleep there Ken?" He asked helping the younger man up.

"N-n-n-noo…" he tried to push Aya away, but the only result he got was that the blanket fell to the floor. "I'm not sleepy, I have to watch over Yooooj-" he yawned loudly again and his eyes closed.

If Aya hadn't been there, Ken would have fallen to the floor. The redhead caught him by the waist and sat him onto the chair while he prepared the bedcovers so he could lie in there. "Baka…" he murmured as he slid an arm under Ken's knees and back and hauled him up. Then he placed the claw-wielding assassin onto the mattress and covered him with the covers and the blanket he had used before to keep him warm.

Aya glared at the pair of lovers for a long moment, then he took the nearly empty cup from the table and left the room. He didn't even close the door.

.::.::.::.::.

Nagi closed the door once he was out of Crawford's bedroom.

He leaned his back against the wooden door and sighed deeply. The Japanese boy rearranged his clothes and headed towards his bedroom when he heard the sound of the stream of the precog's shower, intending to take one himself and get rid of the feeling of the older man's touch.

He felt so dirty, cold, sticky, humiliated… that's how he felt every time he submitted to Brad. And the thought that he did it so meekly that it looked like he was willing to do it just made him feel sicker than he already felt.

Once the little brunette was alone in the relative safety of his bedroom he stripped of all his clothes and threw them into the dirty laundry basket, place where they would remain for the following week until it was his turn to do the laundry. Since Schuldig, who was the only done that knew how to use the washing machine properly, had moved into a nearby apartment a year ago or so and stayed at the Schwarz quarter only after missions, he and Farfello had taken turns to do the laundry, but after a few non too pleasing 'surprises' he had found the first time the one eyed psycho had done laundry he didn't dare let him put his hands on his clothes.

Luckily they didn't have to touch Brad's clothes, the American was obsessive when it came to his personal appearance and wouldn't leave his expensive clothes near the knife-licking Irishman or his little sex toy.

Nagi approached his computer (that he had turned on before going to Brad's bedroom) and a little smile adorned his features when he saw that he had an email from Omi.

He activated the screensaver again and entered his little bathroom to take the relaxing shower his body was screaming for.

.::.::.::.::.

Aya sat on a chair by the kitchen's table and for the first time in nearly a year. He placed a cigarette between thin lips and proceed to lit it.

The first puff went down his throat and into his lungs. He left the lighter on the table and took the cigarette off his lips to release the smoke.

He let the delightful feeling of the tobacco wash over his body and mind, soothing his angry nerves.

He had been so close to separating Youji and Ken… But no, Omi had to put in the way to the point of scaring Manx.

And that was a VERY bad thing for him, because if Omi discovered (if he hadn't already) what was on his mind… he would be in deep shit.

The redhead hadn't even looked at Ken since he came back home with Youji and Omi. He had felt so frustrated then that he was sure he would have taken his katana and given him the shi-ne scream.

All his plans, all his hopes of having Ken in there for himself, seemed to vanish after what had happened.

Aya crushed the cigarette against the ashtray, watching in fascination how easy it was to make the ashes disintegrate, to spread them… It would be great if life were that easy, but it obviously wasn't.

He wished it was that easy to break Youji and Ken apart, to kill Takatori, for his sister to wake up from the coma…

But no, nothing was easy for him, every thing he wanted, everybody he cared for… Everything was against him, why couldn't he be happy?

Was he asking for too much? He only wanted his sister to get cured, and Ken to love him.

It didn't depend on him for his sister to wake up, he was realistic and was aware of that, but why couldn't he have Ken? He wasn't asking for much, and now that the Youji was ill, what would stop him from getting what he wanted?

Aya opened the fridge and took out a little bowl of jelly. He had actually never eaten that, but after hearing Ken insist that Omi bought lemon jelly and prepared it, he was curious to know how that thing Ken was so addicted to tasted. *hentai grin*

He took a spoonful of jelly and closed his mouth around the spoon. The jelly felt cool and delicious as it slowly melted over his tongue. He swallowed it and took another spoonful. "Oishii.." he murmured as he sat on the chair again.

The swordsman made a note to himself to bring Ken one of those bowls when he woke up, that would enlighten his mood and he'd have an opportunity to talk with the brunette for a while.

Now he had to do things slowly until he was sure he could make a move and attack like he wanted to.

And whether he wanted it or not, Ken was going to be his.

.::.::.::.::.

"Oi Yo-tan!!" Ken scolded his boyfriend playfully. "I already told you that you look great as always so stop looking at yourself on the mirror koi!"

Youji looked at him and grinned. Ken's own grin faltered when he saw that expression, the way the corners of his lover's lips twisted, how part of his face almost didn't move… Every time he saw that expression his heart hurt like he was being stabbed on the chest with Aya's katana. "'kaa sad?" he asked suddenly serious.

Ken forced a little smile on his face as he shook his head. "No, Youji, I'm so happy now that we are together again.." He said softly but his expression brightened soon as he threaded his fingers though the blonde's hair. "But don't worry Yo-tan! Everything's okay now! C'mon, I'm going to put you on the chair and we can go downstairs to wait for the nurse, kay?"

"'ayt!" the older man beamed at him and left the mirror on the bed.

"Then let's go downstairs!"

Tsu zu ku…

*sighs* this took me fucking forever, but here you have the new chapter! I actually wrote it this weekend and typed it when I came back home. And since I have so many chappies from other fics to type, it's taking me longer to update, but I'm fully back to work and should finish with Revenge's and/or Obsession Confession's new chapters in two/three days.

Did you like this chappie? I feel frustrated with my writing lately, dunno, this chappie wasn't easy to write and I'm not happy with the result.

Remember to leave me comments with your opinions, ideas or anything ya wanna say, you know they're always welcome, so review!! ^^

Hasta luego!