Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Revenge ❯ Part 15 ( Chapter 17 )

My Revenge

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, evil plans.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. |Whatever comes like this is what someone's saying from the other side of the phone|

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Today's thanks go to: Wildfire2 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Hn… I'm starting to get confused about Youji. I don't know who's the bad one anymore… About Ken's reasons… well, he's not really that much of a bastard. He explains it himself in "Halloween Night", but, in a quick explanation, he's just VERY insecure and is scared of the things that happen around him.), KyraEnsui (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* hope you like this chappie! ^^ Oi! And thank you for reviewing "Halloween Night"! *glomps*), Schu (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* You can do whatever you want with Yo-tan as soon as the fic is done ^^ Sorry for the delay! I don't find it that weird for Yo-tan and Schu to sleep together *hentai grin* I absolutely agree with you, Omi needs to listen to Ran more often. ^^), Hikari12 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* *hands her a kleenex* Thank u! I'm working on the other fics, and hope that I can update "Patience" sometime this week ^^ I'm waiting for more Darkness Falls! ), Black Kitten's Dream (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* *hides Ken* Please! Wait until the fic is done to kill the charas! About Schu, I think I stated it but he didn't sleep with Youji only to get answers, he also did it 'cause he wanted to *grin* Thank u!! ^^ ), AolaniDathomir (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* guess I have a thing for writing Schu naked, ne? No, I don't think Ken would believe Ran, maybe not even Omi, I'm starting to suspect that the guy has a brick instead of a brain.. hehehe couldn't help but make Schu and Yo-tan spend a night together *grin* but Youji and Ken haven't done anything yet. I'm taking note of your prediction, you won't have to wait too much for the end [I hope] ^^ the truth is that with the way things are going, the SchuKen looks like something rather hard to happen, ne? Nagi? Interesting suggestion, I like the SchuNagi pairing, but it doesn't fit in this fic, and poor Nagi will stay loveless, and he probably won't be the only one [but don't worry, Nagi-chan isn't bothered by it and he's pretty happy and all that stuff]. Oi! Thank u for reviewing "Halloween Night"! *hugs* Nothing really happened between Ken and Schu, but at the same time, all the things about Ken's feelings we don't see in "Revenge" are told in there, and in his manner, he confesses to Schu that his reasons to be like that was that he liked what he felt too much. Also wanted to show that there was a little chance that someday Ken might get a mind and do things correctly… About Ken's costume… I didn't really know what to put on him so the best name would be "sexy Ken-chan in leather for Schu's viewing pleasure")

Part Sixteen

Ken turned the volume of his cell phone lower after he received the last sms for the night from Omi. He grinned as he thought about how happy the news of he and Youji getting together seemed to make the chibi.

His day had started badly, with the fight with Schuldig, but things had gone well after that. Youji… he had asked him if he wanted to be his boyfriend and of course, he had said yes. Then the blonde had kissed him for countless minutes until one of his classmates came looking for him, saying that Takatori-sensei wanted to lecture him some more.

Afterwards, Youji was waiting for him outside and they walked home together until they arrived to the place where they had to separate to continue their respective paths, and before that Youji had kissed him again.

So now he was daydreaming and giggling like a teenage girl as PG-13 rated images (his anti-hentai mind wouldn't let any perversion invade his thoughts) of him and Youji floated around in his mind. He wasn't a hentai freak like others and wouldn't become one now.

Ken felt stupid, but at the same time there was this weird feeling that he couldn't identify that made him grin like a drunkard even if he hadn't drank anything with alcohol that day.

He'd never imagined that his first boyfriend would be someone like Kudou. The brunette had always thought that his first lover, had it been male or female, would be someone nice and normal, but no, at the end things were rather different, and instead of that he had a gorgeous playboy that seemed to find the act of teasing, no, making fun of him as something he had to do every day.

He wasn't complaining anyway. He liked Youji the way he was even if the blonde was a jerk sometimes.

His mind didn't continue working for long, and soon he was sleeping soundly, forgetting about everything as the slumber rested his body and mind for the next day.

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After taking a long, refreshing and absolutely relaxing shower, Youji felt better than he had half an hour ago. He tied a towel around his waist and threw the door of the bathroom open. He smirked at his cousin Kase, who was waiting to go in and take a shower himself. "Why that face Kase?"

"You've been there for half an hour! If you wanted to jerk off, do it in your bedroom where you don't bother anyone and won't be wasting the water." The older man scolded him.

Youji chuckled to hide his real nervousness because his cousin had no idea of what he had really been doing during those long thirty minutes but he preferred to have his family think that instead of letting them know that he was back into something he had wrongly thought he had gotten over. "You just want more time to do it yourself. Poor guy, you can't get laid or anything so you need your hand." He patted Kase's shoulder. "I pity you man."

Kase glared at him. "You talk about me but you don't look happy either." The corners of his lips curled up on a smirk. "And you're worse than me, with your obsession with getting your revenge on the Hidaka boy and those gaijin guys of yours…"

The blonde shook his head, reaching up to tuck a few damp curls behind his ear as an evil grin appeared in his face. "Whatever you say Kase, I'm in no mood for wasting my time in you tonight, so you will have to wait until tomorrow to hear my intelligent comments, good night."

"Of course…" the darkhaired man murmured chuckling as he entered the bathroom.

Youji headed for his bedroom, closing the door as soon as he was inside. He dropped the towel to the floor and put on a pair of black boxers he took from his closet.

Still feeling a little dizzy, the playboy sat onto his bed, ignoring his stomach ache and the lingering bad taste on his mouth. He reached out for his agenda to see when was his next session with the psychiatrist, writing the day and the hour he had vomited when he found the page, noticing that he had done it two times in the last few days.

He thought that he was completely cured, but he was obviously wrong. Anorexia couldn't be cured so easily, and he still had a lot to do, a long fight that he hadn't won yet.

Youji continued going to the psychiatrist and trying to keep himself in control. When he asked the doctor why he wasn't completely cured yet if he didn't see himself ugly or fat the psychiatrist always gave him the same explanation, an explanation that didn't seem to reach his brain. He didn't hate himself anymore… but he couldn't stop it and was scared that he was getting into that hell again.

Reaching out for his cell phone he sighed softly. Sometimes he felt like talking about his problem with someone other than his family, but there was nobody else he could talk to.

He wanted to tell Brad, but that wouldn't do him any good. Not when he wanted much more than a friendly conversation with him.

The others, including Ken whose fault was that he was in such a situation now, were out of the question, so at the end he settled for sending a message to Schuldig, who would at least say something intelligent to him.

He hadn't received any reply yet by the time he fell asleep.

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Ken scrubbed his eyes and yawned loudly as he closed his home's door.

He was halfway out of his garden when he heard the Ullrich's door open, but didn't turn back, acting offended and not stopping walking while he waited for the usual 'Ohayo Ken-chan', something that he didn't hear that morning.

That didn't bother him anyway, so he didn't give a shit about what his ex-best friend did or didn't do.

He just wanted to arrive to the school and see his boyfriend.

His boyfriend…

A bright blush stained his cheeks every time he thought of that word.

Youji… he wanted to see Youji. He wanted to hear his voice, to look at his gorgeous face and, his blush darkened, wanted to be kissed again like the blonde had kissed him the day before.

Before he could realize it he was into the bus, sitting behind Ran, who sat by Schuldig and looked grumpier than usual. "Oi Ran!" the brunette said a few minutes later. "What's with you today?"

"Hn." The redhead stared at him in an odd way, as if searching for something on his face. "You look happy."

"Why wouldn't I?"

Ran smacked him hard on the head. "We have to talk very seriously."

Ken blinked a few times.

Tsu zu ku…

*sighs* I'm sorry I couldn't update before. I was out for a lot of days and it was impossible to write during that time. I'm also sorry that this is so short, but after I came back I downloaded the new fics and chappies from the fics I usually follow and didn't start with this until I was done reading everything (that wasn't as much as I would have liked, but less is nothing, ne?). Thinking about it, the wait wasn't really THAT long (not I you read "Halloween Night")

Anyway, those days out weren't completely unproductive 'cuz I put my notebook to use and have started working on a new thing called "Tales", a WK fic that will consist of 12 chapters (one for each month of the year 2004). I can't say much more about it, only that each chapter will be a one shot with a different pairing and universe, and that the January one will be called 'Stay' and will be SchuRan.

Talking about other things, what do you think of this chapter?

In next chapter, Ran and Ken will talk, Omi will overhear Youji and Schuldig talking about our playboy's problem and Youji will think about how his plans are going.

Until my next update, leave me comments with your opinions, ideas, suggestions, predictions, etc. Any comment will be gladly accepted, so review!

Hasta luego!