Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Teddy Bears and Darts ❯ oh my god ( Chapter 3 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
Teddy Bears and Darts chapter 3


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I hate tests, the poking the prodding, the questions that didn't seem relevant and the last indignity, peeing in a cup. You know, all the basics. I was told it would be a bit before the results came back, that I should relax. Yeah, right, relax when I can get the worst news of my life soon.
Dr. Hendel told me of my mother. He, unless it was absolutely necessary, avoided the topic of my father like the plague. I couldn't blame him really, the guy just isn't all that likable from every view point I have ever seen him at. There was a beep that apparently signaled the tests were finished. I became really apprehensive, I was afraid that maybe I was dying. I wasn't ready to die yet, there was so much I still wanted to do.
Dr. Hendel came back in with a smile on his face. To me that meant I was ok, I was going to live for as long as my night job didn't kill me!
"I have some great news, I think. You, Mamoru, are going to be a mother." I think my jaw just hit the floor. Mother?!
"Wha? How?!" I was shocked to say the least.
"What do you mean how? You my boy know how. But the experiment is a success, so far." Dr. Hendel looked confused for a moment before he continued. "I'm sorry, is this something that is unwanted?" My thoughts were really jumbled. I loved the idea of kids. Kids were great, but seeing as I never had to think of having anyMales aren't supposed to be able to have kids.
"I need some time to think about this," I replied carefully. This wasn't something I ever thought I would have to deal with, not being gay as I am. The fact that it was it Yohji's was something else I had to consider. I was pretty sure I wasn't even ready to be a parent, hell I'm not even out of high school yet. I had a lot to consider, and already most things were pointing to not even feasible to keep it.
"You have until the end of next month, roughly four weeks to decide if you want to terminate it or not. By then it is illegal. Come see me every two weeks and when that time comes we will take care of it. If you decide to keep it, then we can work with that as well. Now I have some vitamins for you, it is imperative that you take these, regardless of your decisions."
I was still sorting out my thoughts and I felt the tears prickle in my eyes. I wasn't anywhere near ready for responsibility like this. I'm only 17 years old. Dr, Hendel just kept talking, so much information. About me, my situation, my past. It's all too overwhelming.
I accepted all the things he handed me, directions, instructions, bottles. I didn't say anything as I held onto the items. He hunted up a bag for me so it wasn't too apparent why I had been at the hospital. After all was said and done, I left the hospital by 7 pm.
I just started walking home, I dint care it as miles away. I needed, wanted to think as long as it didn't rain I just didn't care about anything but the information I had just acquired. I'm two months pregnant. I hate the father, my father hated me. He had hoped I would die as a result of the experiment. I had about one month to decide if I was going to keep it, carry and put it up for adoption or abort it.