Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Bittersweet Goodbye's ❯ Give and Take ( Chapter 11 )

Bittersweet Goodbye's

By: Lady Jade

Warnings: I don't own Yugioh. Damn. Anyways, I'm not making any profit off this, and my hat is off to all the talented ppl who worked so hard to make Yugioh successful. If you sue me, all you'll get are my student loans. Have fun This is Yaoi boys and Girls. Boy boy interaction. Explicit stuff. NO kiddies or ppl with heart conditions. Swim at your own risk

Please review. Note: All flames will be used to line the cat box. Don't waste your breath Please review. I get five reviews, you get another chapter. Works good for me, helps me get some feedback as a writer. Thanks everyone, hope you enjoy. This is my first attempt at a Yugioh yaoi, so bear with me ^_^

Love

- Wataris_Girl

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The next morning dawned warm and bright, not that the two new lovers noticed, since it was more around noon that consciousness struck. Both were still wrapped in each other's arms, until a beam of mid afternoon sun spilled across them.

Yugi was the first to wake. The events of last night filtered through to him slowly, and he couldn't help but smile as he nuzzled against Yami's smooth chest. He smiled because he knew the true sacrifice the pharaoh had made. He knew that the dark spirit was usually the one in control, he had to have been, it was his nature. To let Yugi take him, to put up with his fumbling and uncertainty, it had been the gentlest gift that Yami could have given; to let him learn without feeling frightened or embarrassed. More than that, it left him with the feeling of being wanted, and safe. Yami had given himself to Yugi as a promise, a promise that he need never be alone again. It was amazing to the point of tears, but all Yugi could really do was smile. He felt more alive this morning then he had in nearly a week.

Yugi sighed aloud in relief, then moved to stretch and had to stifle a giggle. He was still stuck to Yami; the nature of last night's activities very plain. Yami stirred at the snicker and the sensation of Yugi disentangling himself.

"Aibou?" Yami whispered sleepily as he half sat up, then hissed, and laid back down. Yugi felt the sudden lance of pain through their bond.

"Yami, are you alright?" Yugi whispered as he was instantly kneeling next to his koi. Yami laughed ruefully.

"I am fine Aibou. Just a little sore!"

"Sore…I hurt you! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to and…"

"Koi…it's just been a while. You did not do anything wrong."

"But Ya…mmmph." Yami drew Yugi into a tender and deep kiss that cut off all objection and anxiety. Yugi could feel Yami's renewed arousal pressing firmly against his thigh as he was drawn to his darker half's broad chest.

//You talk too much sometimes Aibou!//

Yugi sighed regretfully as he sat up and offered a hand to Yami.

"I need a shower, and so do you." Yugi laughed.

"I suppose it might not hurt." Yami stated ruefully as he surveyed the damage done to the sheets and to his lover and himself.

"Alright then, but I hope you don't take cold showers, because I can't stand them." Yugi warned.

Yami followed Yugi to the bathroom, laughing the whole way.

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Yugi pushed a now damp but perfectly clean Yami backwards onto the clean top sheet of the bed and then took a flying leap with one of the cotton blankets that had been kicked off onto the floor before last nights romp. He pinned the dark duelist to the bed with a laugh, and then proceeded to cover them in the blanket, enjoying the clean smell of soap as he crouched over Yami, and then the taste of fresh skin as he nipped gently at the soft part of his darker half's mostly exposed neck. Yami laughed and then pulled Yugi into a bruising kiss that left both gasping. Yugi curled up along side the pharaoh then, nuzzling a moment before he drew him into another sultry kiss that he knew did little in the way of soothing Yami's raging desire. Yami broke the kiss off at its most passionate point, and rolled out from under and away from Yugi, who sighed with regret at the loss of his darker half's soft lips. The dark spirit grasped Yugi's hips and with a devilish smile flipped him onto his back; taking the liberty of crawling on top of him.

/Yami?/

//Don't think Aibou, just let things happen. It's so much better that way!//

/*laughter* As you wish great pharaoh!/

//You should never mock a pharaoh little one! *snort*//

/Don't call me little one and we have a deal!/

Yami simple laughed aloud, and then bent and began to nibble a trail down along Yugi's collarbone, stopping at where he had marked the smaller duelist last night, and then grinned devilishly. He nipped the mark, nearly drawing blood, and made Yugi yelp.

"Yami!"

"Yami what?" The dark spirit asked, feigning innocence as his mouth wandered lower across bare skin and lean stomach muscles. Yugi dissolved into unintelligible gasps.

"You were saying something Aibou?"

"Was I?" Yugi pleaded disorientedly. "I don't remember."

Yugi could only stare at his lover's lean form, bathed in afternoon sunshine, ever cut and curve, every inch was beautiful. He licked his lips without thinking about it.

Yami smiled as he glanced at Yugi through lowered lashes, knowing damn well what his Aibou was thinking.

"I please you then?" Yami asked aloud as he let his fingers trail across Yugi's blanket draped arousal.

"Uhhhn. Yes!" Yugi gasped as Yami began to tug the soft fabric away from his hips, and his now very hard member.

"Its just as well Aibou, I'm afraid that you wont be able to be rid of me now." Yami chuckled as he bent to pay attention to the part of Yugi that he knew needed the most concentration. The dark duelist lowered his cheek to Yugi's want, and nuzzled against the soft curls at the base until Yugi groaned, a sound that had come from deep in the back of his throat.

"More…Yami? Please" Yugi pleaded. Yami smiled as he moved to let his fingers play up and down his Aibou's shaft, once, twice, until he could feel the growl of desire building in Yugi's chest all the from his perch at the smaller duelists hip.

Yami guided his light's erection to his lips, letting his tongue flick across the head, and then trail down the underside.

"Ahh!" Yugi cried as he twisted one hand in the sheets, and then lowering the other to Yami's shoulder.

"You taste good Aibou." Yami murmured as he pulled away briefly. "I think I will taste all of you now." He stated as he lowered his mouth to Yugi's erection, taking in an inch at a time until Yugi's length reached the back of his throat; Relaxing, Yami took Yugi in the rest of the way until his lips brushed against soft curls; he swallowed tenderly. Curiously, Yugi had not made a sound, but Yami could see that where his hand was twisted in the sheets, his knuckles had no color.

//Aibou?//

/Feels so good Yami. Please don't stop!/

Yami suctioned up to Yugi's tip; and had to pin the younger duelist's hips as he reflexively sought the warmth of Yami's mouth again.

//Aibou, before we go any further…I need to ask you something…//

/*gasp* Yes?/

//Will you let me take you? I want to be inside you. I want to be your first.//

/Oh Yami, I don't want anyone else, I am yours to take, you know that!/

//Aibou. No lies between us. This won't be easy for you.//

/I trust you Yami./

//That's what I'm afraid of.//

/Yami, whatever you are going to do, you had best do it soon!/

//Aibou, what am I to do with you?// Yami snorted.

Yugi's mental reply made Yami chuckle.

//That can be arranged!//

Yami bobbed his head, creating a small rhythm that Yugi caught onto quickly. He could feel Yugi quivering, but to his surprise, his vocal Aibou made no sound, though from time to time, the hand resting on his shoulder would convulsively tighten. While he had Yugi distracted, he fished with his free hand off the side of the bed until he found the bottle of oil. He popped the cap, and then let the oil run into his palm. Shutting it with a click, and figuring he had enough for his purposes for now, He tossed the bottle up onto the bed within easy reach.

He watched Yugi's eyes track the bottle, and then come to rest back on him.

//Aibou, you know what I am going to do now, Yes?//

/I think so./

//This frightens you?//

/No…Yes…I don't know!/

//You are still certain?//

/Yami, yes, please, just, just…/

//I will be gentle Aibou.//

/You promise?/

//Promise.//

Yami titled Yugi's hips more towards him as he released Yugi's shaft from his mouth. The smaller duelist sighed regretfully at the loss, and then tensed as Yami let one hand tenderly caress his sack, while the other let the oil run out of his palm over Yugi's entrance. Yugi shivered with uncertainty.

//Easy Aibou, I need you to breathe for me and try to relax, yes?//

"Alright." Yugi whispered as he felt Yami kiss the inside of his thigh reassuringly. He felt one finger gently probe at his entrance, and he had to fight the urge to jump. When that finger wriggled inside and past the tight ring of muscle, he gasped.

"Yami!"

"I know Aibou. Does it hurt?"

"Doesn't hurt. Feels strange." Yugi trembled a little.

Yami gently moved his finger in and out. When Yugi had begun to relax into the sensation, he slipped a second finger inside.

"Ahh!" Yugi barked.

"Hurts?" Yami asked gently as he moved his free hand up to cradle Yugi's hip.

"Getting there." Yugi stated stiffly.

//Aibou, You have to relax. This will be so much better for you then, try koi, please?//

He felt Yugi force the slower rise and fall of his chest, and one by one, he felt the smaller duelists muscles relax, inside and out.

//Good Aibou, good. Now listen to me. This will get better from here, understand? But this will hurt. Cry if you need to… I know I did.//

/Yami? I'm not as strong as you… I'm… /

//Scared? It's ok to be. Just try not to get tense, it will be worse then.//

Yugi nodded and took a shuddering breath to steady his nerves.

Yami took great care as he scissored his two fingers, trying to carefully make room for a third. He paused and poured a little more oil over his third finger, just to be sure, and then cautiously pushed them home. Yugi let loose a shuddering cry of pain that made Yami wince. His light was so sensitive; this had to be killing him.

"Aibou. Talk to me."

"Yami…GODS!"

"Its alright Aibou, its alright."

Yugi pushed himself up on his elbows, arching convulsively around Yami's fingers, biting his lip and trying not to fight his Koi.

"Yami." Yugi heaved for air. "Its ok. I'm sorry I cried."

"Aibou, there is no shame in it. Are you ready? I want to show you how good this can feel."

Yugi fought back tears as he let his body slowly sink back to the mattress. To his surprise, the pain seemed to be lessening. Yami gently pushed his fingers a little further into Yugi's tight passage, and then let them curl upwards, finding the spot that would make his Aibou see stars. And he did.

"Good!" Yugi barked as Yami gently caressed him from the inside until he felt as if he would explode from sheer need. When he thought he could take no more of the exquisite touch, Yami withdrew his fingers and left Yugi bereft. The smaller duelist fought not to cry out in indignation at the loss, and forced his eyes open to see what was happening now.

He managed to focus again just in time to watch Yami coat himself with oil. Yugi whimpered then, his eyes large and uncertain.

//Do not fear Aibou. I promised you, remember?//

/You said you would be gentle. I believe you./

//It will all be alright, Now trust in me Aibou, as you say you do.// Yami whispered into his lovers mind. //I will go slowly. Believe me when I say that.//

/Will it…?/ Yugi asked meekly.

"It will hurt the same for a time, and then feel better than what I just did. I promise you." Yami whispered as he drew Yugi into a tender kiss before moving until he knelt between his legs. He let his oil-slicked fingers caress the tense muscles of his Aibou's hips, Kneading all the anxiety from the clenched muscles until he could use his knees to nudge Yugi's legs further apart. Moving forward he cover the smaller duelist's body with his own, pulling them into a comforting kiss.

Yugi could feel Yami then, his tip pressing gently but firmly against his opening. He was not prepared for the sensation of something so big filling him though, and when Yami pushed inside just a little, Yugi had to fist both hands in the sheets to keep from screaming and Yami had to pounce him to keep him from trying to pull away.

//Aibou, Aibou…relax, your fighting me!// Yami whispered into his koi's mind.

Yami sighed at the sight of Yugi's anxious tears.

//Just let me in…I will not hurt you, nothing bad will happen. Just trust!// Yami soothed.

Yugi hiccupped in pain as Yami slid a little further in, biting his lip in concentration, he tried to get his body to listen to what he was telling it. Yami nuzzled against his jaw and worked his way up to his tear stained cheek, kissing each of the crystalline droplets away tenderly. He let his fingers drift in slow, soothing circles against Yugi's pain tensed sides and stomach.

"Breathe Aibou. Relax…" Yami whispered, and then dissolved into speaking ancient Egyptian; it was a sing-song and gentle language, and from what Yugi could gather from Yami's feelings through their bond, it was only words of love and adoration that he was uttering.

Yugi concentrated until the soft words seemed to take on a meaning of their own, and his body relaxed down to the blankets bonelessly. He tilted his head back and closed his eyes trustingly. Letting is fingers move to caress Yami's shoulders.

Yami sighed with relief and was quick to take advantage, letting his hands slip underneath Yugi's firm globes, and with more reassuring whispers; used the pressure to push himself in further, inch by inch, until he slid all the way home.

"Ahhh. Gods!" Yugi whimpered in pain as he forced his fingers to uncurl from the bruising hold they had on Yami's shoulders. He could barely breathe. The pain felt like it might overwhelm him for a moment; so he focused on Yami.

//The pain will pass Aibou, the pain will pass, relax for me, relax. The worst is over now.//

Yugi closed his eyes again, and took a deep breath that he let out slowly. He could feel Yami inside him then, stretching him, filling him. It was as if the part of him that had been empty as being filled. The pain in his soul, all of his loneliness; was fading. He was finally one with Yami. He could feel his lover's heart beat, his soft breath on his face, the silky brush of his fingertips on his skin as they slid back from cheek to his sides, the trembling caress of soft lips at the hollow of his throat.

/Is this what you meant Yami? This is nice./

//It gets better Aibou. Is it starting to hurt less?// Yami asked as

He let his fingers play across Yugi's warm stomach and sides. He could feel Yugi evaluating.

/It…isn't so bad now…?/

//Good. I need to move so badly I think I'm going to faint.// Yami laughed.

Yugi could hear the relief in Yami's mind voice as he let his hands move down over Yami's hips. He let his thumbs caress the soft skin there.

/Move then Yami./ Yugi reassured.

He became aware quickly when Yami began to move, that he was not prepared for the sensation. He had never felt anything like it before. He let a hissing breath out through his teeth as Yami pulled out, and then ever so slowly, thrust back in. It hurt. Maybe. But not like it had before. This was a different kind of hurt, a sharp one that dissolved around the edges into pleasure.

"Hurts…strange… Yami." Yugi whispered.

"I know Aibou, bear with me."

Another careful thrust, and Yugi began to relax a little. Yami started at a slow and tender pace, slowing down, sometimes even stopping when Yugi hissed in pain.

//Move with me Aibou, it makes it better.//

Yami encouraged Yugi until he caught on to the rhythm, but they did not truly click until Yami bent and pressed a hot, open mouthed kiss to his Koi's chest. Yugi arched up reflexively under Yami and then they were moving in complete time as Yami slid deeper, The motion went from rough and uncertain, to fluid and tender.

/Yami. It doesn't hurt anymore. Better, better, so…good./ Yugi sighed with relief.

//Oh Aibou. I am glad. Now how about what I promised you?//

/Please?/

Yami dropped his hands from where they rested on Yugi's sides, and instead, coaxed Yugi to let him raise his knees and hook his arms under them. Yami felt Yugi buck into his thrust just as he angled himself deeper. Yugi gasped, but this time, not in pain.

"Yami, feels good!"

"Better?" Yami questioned as he bit back a moan himself.

"Y…Yami…nhhh. Please! do that again!"

Yami smiled and thrust obligingly as he let his lips meet Yugi's, capturing each little moan and cry, aware that despite everything, he was bringing his Koi pleasure.

"So beautiful, so wonderful Aibou…so tight. Love you." Yami gasped as he increased the strength of his thrusts, needing all of Yugi, desperately. Yugi was soon wrapping his legs around Yami's waist, and letting his fingers run up and down the toned muscles of the dark spirits back.

"Nhhh. So good Yami. Like you inside me!" Yugi praised. Just that statement nearly pushed Yami over on the spot. He knew he was nearing the edge of his own pleasure, his self-control was not boundless, and he could feel the slight shiver that had started inside Yugi. Part of him knew that it would be soon, and he should be trying to bring Yugi before himself if he could. The other part wanted this to last forever. Yami went with the first voice, but not without a tinge of regret. He gasped as he began to thrust convulsively; so hard he thought he might faint. He reached between them, and captured Yugi's neglected erection and pumped in time to his thrusts. He has pushing deeper and deeper, feeling as if he were completely one with his lighter half, as if they would meld together. The sensation was too overwhelming, and within seconds, Yami came with a cry, spilling out inside his Koi.

Yugi arched his back as the white-hot wetness filled him, felt Yami's satisfaction through the bond all the way to his toes. He felt his body suddenly relax, as if any chance of reaching his climax had died; and then it took him, like the storm after that calm. Yami's hot breath on his chest, and the wet pulsing inside pushed him over the edge. He came hard. So hard he thought for sure he must be dying. He heard Yami groan, felt his passage constrict on the dark spirit where he was inside of him. He tried not to make a sound, but what came out was a throaty scream of satisfaction, mingled with a relief of terrible tension.

He could hear Yami's mind voice in the distance, but he could not concentrate. He was floating in a sea of haze, bonelessly. When he drifted back, he opened sleepy eyes to find Yami rubbing a soothing circle on his shoulder, the weight of his body pressing him comfortably into the mattress.

"Aibou?"

Yugi snuffled back a few overwhelmed tears and then reached over and pulled a blanket over them both, he was starting to shiver as the sweat cooled.

"Aibou…I love you."

"I love you too." Yugi whispered, his voice hoarse.

"Aibou, this may hurt, I'm going to…"

"Oh." Yugi stated as he caught Yami's drift.

Yami tried to be gentle as he slid out from Yugi's still tight body, but he heard the smaller Duelist hiss anyway.

//I'm sorry Aibou!//

/Don't be…one question though?/

//Yes?//

/Would you be offended if I fall asleep?/

//*laughter* No, I'm a little sleepy myself, and besides, we need another shower anyways, and I'm relatively sure I'm too shaky to stand up for that long!//

Yami rolled over onto his back and pulled Yugi to his chest. Yugi nestled with a soft sigh as Yami pulled the blanket a little tighter around them both.

/Hold me tight?/

Yami chuckled sleepily.

//Always.//

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TBC: Ok, was that a little better? Heh. Anyways, more to come, this plot bunny isn't dead yet. Still needs a little loose end removal…anyways, mulling over a Bakura, Yami Bakura Lemon. Tell me if I'm completely off my rocker and the Idea doesnt appeal; but the ideas been nagging me for a while. Review, tell me what you think. And once again, try to overlook spelling errors. I don't have a beta reader >_<

Cheers!

- Watari's_Girl