Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Confused Consiounce ❯ Question And Answers ( Chapter 3 )

CHAPTER 3

Disclaimer: I don't NOT own Yugioh or any of its characters except for my own- Jadyn, and this story.

I would like to thank my reviewers for reviewing lol----obviously and umm….. yeah for giving me ideas and stuff so yeah thanks. Okay I have decided to take up kaibajoey1's idea and incorporate jou/seto into this story, like they will get together later on and then I will do a side story focusing on them and their relationship. Okies onward to the story. Cya.

QUESTION AND ANSWERS:

From both sides

The door slowly swung open revealing a speechless and devastated Mokuba; with tears still feverently streaming down his already streaked face. Seto stood there staring at Mokuba, a blank expression on his face. Now that he had his chance to console and question his brother, what was he to say and how was he to say it? Both brothers stood there; time spanning over a few long and silent minutes, before Seto decided that he needed to say something or his brother would more then likely slam the door back in his face again.

"Mokuba?"

"Seto." Was all Mokuba managed to say, before he dropped to his knees, feeling his tears now flowing freely.

Seeing his little brother drop to the floor, giving into the overwhelming onslaught of emotions; Kaiba slunk down next to his brother, gathering him in his arms and rocking him slowly back and forth. No matter how unprepared Seto seemed to be in a situation such as this, he could not stand to see his baby brother cry; he wouldn't.

"Shhh, Mokuba, it's okay." Seto soothed, hoping to calm the younger boy down.

"Big brother, what's happening to me? Please don't be mad. Don't send me away, I promise I can change. I'm so so sorry. Please don't hate me Seto….." Mokuba rambled, panic taking over.

"Mokuba, Mokuba, shhh, it's okay, your not going anywhere. Now just calm down and let's talk about this." Kaiba said, cutting Mokuba off from his self-loathing accusations.

"O-okay Seto." Mokuba said simply, breathing heavily to gain control of himself and his jumbled thoughts.

Both Kaiba and Mokuba had questions they needed to ask and answers they needed to give.

Dragging Mokuba to his feet, Seto helped his brother to his bed, while he sat down next to the boy, awaiting him to speak when he felt he could do so.

Kaiba, realising Mokuba wasn't going to talk about it, decided this needed to be figured out….now!

"Mokuba, what's going on? Start from the beginning and tell me everything." Kaiba softly encouraged.

"W-w-well." Mokuba started, through his sobs. "About 3 months ago when Jade's and my class went to the beach for a school assignment, we had some swimming time so we went into the water and, and…." Mokuba broke down as more tears sprang to his eyes and rolled down his red cheeks.

"And…?" Kaiba urged. He already had a good idea of what had been happening to Mokuba and what had been going through his mind, but his brother needed to talk about this, face it and accept it.

"Well, I…. we ….when we were first getting ready to go into the water, I noticed that I was….I was…that I was…"

"Checking his body out?" Kaiba offered, with a small smirk.

"Y-yeah." Mokuba confirmed with a blush. "I didn't really realise that that's what I was doing, and forgot about it, until when it was time to leave and we had to get out, I watched him as he dried himself off and…and caught myself…"

"Thinking about things that you wanted to do to him?" Seto offered again, making Mokuba's blush deepen significantly.

"Yeah." Mokuba said, looking up into Seto' eyes, searching them for something, anything to let him know what his brother was thinking. Disgust? Understanding? Disappointment? Approval? Anything. All he found was a soft, warm smile and was that……satisfaction?

Seto was relieved and proud. His brother had confessed and confided. But they still had a long way to go and still many questions, answers and explanations.

"Go on." Kaiba insisted, wanting Mokuba to continue.

"Anyways, that's when I realised that I was.. thatiwasattractedtohim." Mokuba spat out quickly.

"What was that Mokuba?" Seto questioned, genuinely not hearing what it was that Mokuba had said. This of course embarrassed the boy beyond belief.

"That I was attracted to him." He finished, lowering his head and staring at the floor.

Reaching two fingers under Mokuba' chin, Seto lifted his head up, and looked him they eyes.

"And the problem with that would be…….?"

"B-big brother? You don't hate me?" Mokuba questioned with confusion reflecting in his eyes.

"Why would I hate you Mokuba? I could never hate you. You are my baby brother."

"It's just that, it's just, well, isn't it wrong for two guys to like each-other?"

"No, not at all. Not if you truly love them and they love you." Seto finished, turning his head away as if he had been hurt or burned…badly.

"Seto?"

"Its nothing." Kaiba quickly reassured. "Anyway…go on."

Mokuba stared at his brother a few more seconds, wondering what it was that Seto was hiding from or not telling him. Oh well, he would ask about it later.

"Well, I thought that it was wrong and that people would hate me for being this way; and I didn't even know what Jadyn would think about it. I didn't want him to hate me either. He's my best friend, I couldn't stand it if he...if he pushed me away. So I got really quiet and I wouldn't look at him when I talked to him. He kept asking me what was wrong. So today when he came over to do our assignments, he asked me if he had done something wrong. I told him that everything was fine, but he didn't believe me. Anyway, when he came over to the bed to talk to me, he lost his balance and fell on me and then….." Mokuba trailed off with a beet red blush, knowing that his brother got the idea. "I was just so scared that everyone would hate me. I was confused and didn't know what was happening to me at first. Then I got angry `coz I didn't know why it was happening to me. Tell me everything is going to be okay big brother?" Mokuba questioned, looking up, his eyes pleading with his brother to say it was alright.

"Of cause Mokuba. I would never let anything or anyone hurt you." Kaiba reassured, pulling his brother into his arms again, and soothing him with the warmth his arms provided. "So, how does Jadyn feel about this? I mean he obviously knows, you two were making out." Kaiba said, smirking at his brother who once again turned into a vine-ripe tomato.

"I-I don't know. I mean he just, he just kissed me back. Oh Ra Seto, what am I going to say to him?" Mokuba queried, tears threatening to spill down his cheeks once again.

"Don't worry so much about it Mokuba. I promise that everything will turn out. Anyway, by the looks of it, I would say that he wasn't about to push you away." Kabia said with a chuckle.

"Big brother." Mokuba said, slightly pushing his brother on the shoulder, for embarrassing him. Of cause, Seto was right about that; Jadyn did the exact opposite of pushing him away…quite literally.

Mokuba and Kaiba sat there in silence for a few minutes, both feeling somewhat better and much relived. Mokuba because he had gotten this burden off of his chest and also with the knowledge that he had his brother's support. Seto because his brother trusted and confided in him. Now maybe, Mokuba wouldn't be so distraught and distant each day. After another few and silent minutes Mokuba piped up.

"Does this mean I'm gay Seto?"

"I would say that that's a definite possibility." Seto stated matter-of-factly, a smile gracing his lips. "Do you ever find yourself attracted to girls or reacting to them?"

"No, not really. I mean I've never thought about them in that way. To tell you the truth, I've never though about guys that way either, just Jadyn. That's what had me so confused." Mokuba finished, drifting off into deep thought.

"Well then baby brother, looks like you and I are one and the same."

"W-what?" Mokuba quipped, snapping his head up in question of his brothers confusing statement. "What are you talking about Seto?"

*Time to come clear I guess.* "Well it would seem that both you and I have no preference. That means that we like what we like. We aren't gay nor straight nor bi-sexual. We have one person that we are meant to be with and that's it." Seto trailed off, a far away look in his eyes.

"…Seto, does this have something to do with your past, when you were Yami's high priest?"

"Yes Mokuba. I had a soul mate back then, they too have been reincarnated but have no memory of our past. I want him to remember on his own or not at all."

"Seto………………? Who is it?"

"…."

"It's Jou isn't it?"

Kaiba snapped his head up in question to look at his brother.

"Don't be so shocked. I know how you look at Jou, it's the same way I look at Jadyn. Don't worry, I'm sure he'll come around, I mean if you were together in you part lives then you will be together in this one." Mokuba said with a reassuring glint in his eyes.

"Hay, I thought I was the one suppose to be helping you, not the other way around. Since when did you become so smart anyway?"

"Come on big brother, intelligence runs in the family." Mokuba said playfully, eliciting a small and very rare laugh from Seto.

Kaiba suddenly turning serious (which wasn't hard to do since he was almost always serious anyway) looked back to his brother.

"If you saw how I felt about Jou, then why were you so worried about you having feelings for Jadyn."

"I-I don't know. I guess I didn't understand that look until I finally realised I like Jadyn……a lot."

Both Kaiba' fell into a comfortable silence when Kaiba finally spoke up, the content of his confession surprising Mokuba.

"I knew." Kaiba said simply.

"W-what? What did you know?" Mokuba questioned, although he had an inkling that it was about him and his being attracted to Jadyn.

"I knew what you were going through. I've known for months. I honestly didn't think that you would care about it. When you began to get worried and then angry and silent, then finally becoming distant, I thought that you would come to me. That's why I was so angry when I caught you with Jadyn." Kaiba confessed, making Mokuba blush at the memory of what him and Jadyn had been caught doing. "I mean, I didn't give a shit when I figured out that I was in love…." Kaiba cut off, realising what he had just said.

Mokuba's eyes widened at his brother declaration.

"Y-you mean…? You're in love with Jou? I mean I knew that you liked him, but I didn't know you cared for him so much."

Kaiba giving in with a sigh, realised that there was no use in denying his brothers questions, finally said. "Yeah Mokuba, I'm in love with Jounouchi, that mutt, I could kill him for making me feel this way about him." Seto finished with a small smile, remembering the boy he hated yet loved so much. "Come on Mokuba, let's make dinner, it getting late." With that Kaiba got up from his position on the bed and held out a hand for Mokuba to join him. Mokuba gave Kaiba a thankful smile and followed him out the door. Yes, he was thankful for both helping him up but more importantly for saving his sanity and pulling him out of his black hole before he fell in too deep to be helped out.

"Big brother?" Mokuba piped up.

Turning around, Kaiba looked at his little brother with a quirked eyebrow.

"Mokuba?"

"Thankyou." Seto smiled fondly at his brother.

"No Mokuba, thank you." *Thank you for trusting in me little brother.* a frown coming to Seto' lips. *Even if it was after I caught you and Jadyn making out.* Remembering that, it brought a small smile to his lips once again. It should be smooth sailing from now on. Oh how VERY wrong Kaiba would be.

Okay that's that chapter. Hopefully it was a little longer then the last. I was going to finish the story there because I had done what I had intended to do. Many people break under the pressure of questioning their sexuality and so I thought it would make a good story, because in the end everything is always alright. And so by putting Mokuba in this situation a lot of people could probably relate. Not to mention I absolutely LOVE yaoi XD: anywho I think that maybe I will do a few more chapters, continue the story, helping Kaiba and Jou on their merry little way and get them finally together. So its gonna turn into a Kaiba/Jou story but it will still have a fair bit of Jadyn/Mokuba. Then the side story to this will kinda be from Kaiba's point of view i.e. POV from before he gets with Jou to after. Well that's just my main theory right now, it may change. Anyways I would like to say thanks to my reviewers and expect a new chapter soon. Ardios amegos.