Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Father, Mother, Lover II ❯ Father, Mother, Lover II-Chapter 10 ( Chapter 10 )
HUZA sorry for the late update but anywho I hope you like chapter 10 to "Father, mother, Lover II" I've been on vacation so I couldn't update please check out my new fan fiction "Youth" and sorry about me not updating "Regret" or "Abnormal Lemons" I'll work on them as much as I can now that Youth is finished (at least "Abnormal Lemons") anyway I hope you like it! ENJOY!!!
"Dallas I…I can't stay here, I have a job and school…I need to go or…" Ryou began but Dallas stopped him.
"Don't worry about it Malik talked to your job and school they understand, and he'll send your makeup work over here so you can do it and he'll turn it in for you too…I don't want you to worry I want you to just relax and get better." Dallas said bringing the covers up over Ryou tucking him in tightly. "All right?" He asked
Ryou rolled his eyes "If I had a choice I would have left by now but you won't let me…so I'll just deal with you for now." Ryou smiled softly at him.
Dallas smiled back ruffling his hair lovingly as he left Ryou alone.
Ryou bit his lower lip sitting up in bed worried with what Dallas confessed to him…
~"I never intended to do anything to you tonight Ryou…I don't think I would ever without you wanting it and I'm sorry for doing it the first time." He said holding Ryou tenderly.
"Why?" Ryou dared to ask
"Because I love you." Dallas answered simply holding Ryou strongly.~
'How could he possibly love me? Why would he even conceive loving me? For crying-out-loud I work for him in a whore house doesn't he realize I am nothing but trash?' Ryou said not really helping the situation by bashing himself but nonetheless he did it anyway. He looked around the room and glanced at the phone dialing his home phone number.
"Moshi-moshi?" Malik said on the other line
"Malik? It's me Ryou, are you all right?" Ryou asked worried for his friend even though Dallas said he was fine.
"Am…am I all right? Are you out of your mind Ryou! You were the one who nearly got killed by that sadistic maniac! How could you possibly be worried about me after what he did to you!" Malik said almost outraged that Ryou was worrying himself over him when he was the one truly injured.
"Well…are you?" Ryou asked not sure if he should ask again but still wanting to know.
"…Yeah I'm fine you baka…" Malik said rolling his eyes rubbing the back of his neck and wondering if Ryou was crazy for asking such a stupid question on the first place. "How about you, you feeling okay?" Malik asked
"Still a little sore but I'll be okay I guess." Ryou said sighing "Remind me next time not to try that again." Ryou said jokingly hoping to bring Malik better spirits.
"I'll bring your school work over tomorrow and um…Dallas asked me if I knew anything about your past…" Malik started to trail off a bit.
"You didn't say anything did you!?" Ryou asked frantically.
"No, of course not, that's your place not mine but…I think you should tell him, it would be a lot better for you if he knew." Malik said.
"How the hell would it be better if he found out what I went through?" Ryou asked now thinking Malik was the crazy one.
"For one he would be able to keep you away from those who would use you like George did also keep others away that your father sold you too. I know George he will tell everyone else who used you about where you are just to hurt you…Dallas can keep them away from you, he wants to take care of you." Malik said softly "Besides it will help him to better understand you, your really complicated sometimes you know." Malik said.
"I guess…" Ryou said solemnly "Um…I wanted to thank you for before…how you tried to stop him in all." Ryou said
"Don't mention it, I'm not even sure why I did it…in the end it really didn't help you know." Malik said sighing deeply on the other line.
"Well it's the thought that counts you know." Ryou said "I've got to go, I'll see you in a few days hopefully." Ryou said.
"Yeah, bye and I hope you feel better soon." Malik said as they hung up on each other.
Ryou looked at the phone again remembering what he was thinking of while George was abusing him. All he wanted was to be with Yami, Yugi, and Bakura again to see them again one last time…he shouldn't be thinking such things but he was, he all the sudden felt the urge to be with them again to stop his selfish behavior and ask forgiveness…the only problem was it was a little late, he was already caught up in this life and it was his fault…just like Malik he was trapped in a life he didn't want and could do nothing to escape it. Dallas's voice broke his thoughts when he asked what was wrong.
"Ryou? Are you all right? You look so sad…" Dallas said
"Sorry, I was just thinking was all." Ryou said softly
"I wanted to ask why your father let George do that to you…I need to know a little more about you if I am going to help you." Dallas said
"I don't want or need your help, I can handle myself." Ryou said
Dallas simply rolled his eyes. "Listen to me Ryou, I'm trying to be nice about the situation but if you continue to be difficult I'll find out through other resources…Malik knows your foster parents and I can find out through them if I must and…" Ryou cut him off.
"So you would go behind my back to get information about my past and very personal life…you have no right." Ryou said obviously bitter.
"I'll do what I must to protect my employee's and I believe that this info will help me to help you." Dallas said "And obviously it must be traumatic if you wish to protect it so much." Dallas said
"Exactly that's why I don't want to talk about it." Ryou said sighing deeply
"Would you rather me ask them?" Dallas said
"I ran away from them Dallas, why would you risk getting arrested?" Ryou said hoping to find a loophole in talking.
"Ryou…I wouldn't go myself, I'd have a few of my people go in for me to get the information, for all I care they can break in and knock them out then trash their household looking for their adoption files and…" Ryou cut him off again
"All right! Jesus why can't you just threaten like a normal person?" Ryou said becoming cross with Dallas very quickly.
"Talk…from the beginning to end and we'll be fine." Dallas said sitting down.
"Promise me something?" Ryou asked softly
"I suppose." Dallas said furthering his brow curiously
"Anything else you want from me, leave my family out of it." Ryou said
"Deal" Dallas said nodding his head softly.
My mother had died in a car accident when I was about six…I think and my father didn't take kindly to her death quickly abandoning his work and becoming a horrible drunk and of course taking most of his anger and frustrations out on his only son…me." Ryou said.
"So you were abused? How long?" Dallas asked
"Until I was thirteen and he put me in the hospital and the state held him in question of abuse, much more to tell though." Ryou sighed and began again. "It was only physical abuse at first but when I turned eight he began to sexually abuse me as well…he raped me on the night of my ninth birthday." Ryou stopped seeing Dallas expression.
"How do you remember all this?" Dallas asked
"You can imagine it traumatized me, I wish I could forget but I remember it like it happened yesterday…it was his idea of a birthday present. Can I continue?" Ryou asked and Dallas nodded.
"Anyway…that night was not the only night he used me and it only got worse really and when I turned ten he started to sell me to other men making me his own personal whore practically, he didn't have a job so he sold me to make money. George was someone my father would sell me to when I misbehaved or didn't do as I was told, etc. etc." Ryou said simply "But he put me in the hospital one time making father not sell me to him again. My neighbor and school noticed I was absent quite a lot and they sent someone to investigate, hence the theory I was being abused." Ryou said.
"Then it stopped?" Dallas asked, "You were adopted?"
"Um…no not right away I met a kid my age named Yugi and we became close friends quickly I had problems trusting other people and was often bullied a lot by other foster care children like him and his father was also abusive just not sexually…but I was taken into a foster family but soon after they took Yugi too just help me out…to make a long story short to protect Yugi, my father regained custody of me it all started again…the abuse, the whoring, all of it." Ryou paused "He got a hold of Yugi as well and sold him to George…who was supposed to have me." Ryou stopped. "But I got back to my foster family a long with Yugi and they adopted us soon." Ryou said softly
"Um…who were these new parents." Dallas asked
"I was adopted by Yami while Yugi was adopted by Bakura…" Ryou said trailing off slightly.
"Your lover…" Dallas said softly
"Yes, but I left him, I left all of them so I would stop hurting them." Ryou added
"And you become what you probably hated most in the world." Dallas said closing his eyes softly then looking at Ryou sadly.
"Its what I know…what I grew up with even you said I acted as if I knew what I was doing, that's because I do…I needed money as did Malik this was easy and in the long run better, maybe not now but hopefully soon I won't be ashamed of all this."
Ryou said bringing his knees to his chest.
Dallas looked at Ryou for a moment admiring his innocence for a moment. He was a shinning example of a fallen angel, lost, alone, scared, all these characteristics showed who and what Ryou was at the moment and it broke Dallas's heart to see such a beautiful being reduced to…nothing. Dallas sat on the bed and embraced the boy gently.
"Let me change your mind…show you there's more to life than suffering." Dallas said softly kissing Ryou on the forehead.
"You sound like Bakura…will you be different and not hurt me?" Ryou asked
"Never." Dallas whispered as he rocked Ryou gently in his arms.
"We've discussed this Bakura! You can't find someone who doesn't want to be found!" Yami yelled.
"I love him Yami! That's all I need to know and to keep me going until I find him and make sure he knows this too…if he doesn't love me fine, but I have to tell him because he doesn't know." Bakura said heading out the door.
HUZA! Sorry it took so long I've been on my vacation :P even I need one now and then (the beach rules) anyway here is chapter ten and I'm leaving it up to you if you want Ryou to be with Dallas (not forever but for a little while) or not at all. Dallas and Bakura meet in the next chapter ^_^ not sure how that will turn out so till next time!
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