Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Father, Mother, Lover ❯ Father, Mother, Lover-Chapter 15 ( Chapter 15 )

So that no one is confused this chapter does not mean that Yami and Ryou are a couple and Yugi and Bakura are a couple this chapter is not about the couples its about the angst. I have not decided on couples yet and this fic will have no effect on the outcome of my decision, I do this to keep up the suspense and angst to its fullest. Don't worry usually majority rules and I have kept count on how many want Ryou/Bakura and Yami/Yugi (and vise-versa) but I have a very active imagination and this is what its come up with so far, this fic will not determine the couples!

Yami's P.O.V.

Such fear…I have never seen someone so afraid before. I don't want to hurt him, I care about him as if he were my own son but in this situation I really have no other choice.

FLASHBACK

"Then I'll destroy the camera Ryou, just tell me where it is." Yami reasoned

"No, you don't understand Yami, I don't know where the camera is and even if I did do you think destroying it will do me any good? Onegai…just take me." Tears breached Ryou's eyes. "Just do it! Unless you want to cause me even more pain, just take me already!" Ryou screamed

"I…Ryou I don't want to hurt you." Yami said "I cant rape you don't you understand that I simply cannot do that to you?" Yami said

"It's not rape if I'm letting you do it Yami…you can't rape the willing." He looked at Yami and gave a small smile "We really don't have a lot of options, please I don't want my father to take me in place of you." Ryou said

END FLASHBACK

If I don't do this then Ryou's father will rape him again and I can't let that happen even if I have to serve myself as a replacement.

"I'll try not to hurt you." I whispered softly to him

"Don't, he'll be suspicious if you hold back…he'll notice in the video that you were trying to be gentle and we cant risk you not being able to come back. Don't worry and don't hold back." Ryou voice cracked

I closed my eyes tightly; this is so unfair I can't do anything to make the pain less because if I do I'll screw everything up more than it already is. I look at him and could see the fear etched in his face and cursed myself because the fear was because of me…he was afraid of me. I took him into my home and promised to protect him and now I was disregarding everything I swore to him. I swallowed, I wanted him to open his eyes and look up at me but he kept them firmly closed. I pray that he knows that I don't want to do this and that I never meant to hurt him ever but also that he will forgive me for what I am about to do. He grabs my shirt and pulls me on top of him and I freeze knowing what he is doing but not wanting my body to react. I needed my mind to be in charge of this not my body although I'm not sure how long I will last.

Normal P.O.V.

Bakura sat in the living room in front of a small fire as he buried his face in his hands, he was worried and all he could do was sit and wait until Yami cam back and he felt so useless. The two fathers got to good of a look at Bakura so if he was to go up to them they would recognize him in a second and it would probably end up hurting Yugi and Ryou more…Bakura was worried sick about Ryou not to say he didn't care about Yugi but what Yaten had done to Ryou in the past was probably being done to him now and all Bakura could do was pray that he would be okay.

Yugi sat in the bed rocking himself gently and all he could think about was Ryou. He heard a small cry through the wall across the room, which was Yatens room where Ryou was with a 'customer' currently. He gritted his teeth holding back the anger that coiled in his stomach and tried to erupt from his throat as he fought to hold it back.

Yami's P.O.V.

I froze when Ryou cried out when I thrust myself inside him. The look on his face was enough to make my blood run cold as I felt tears sting the back of my eyes. I felt him pull me close hiding my face in his neck and shoulder as he thrust himself against me and he whispered softly to me,

"Onegai Yami, don't cry and don't stop." He breathed

I nodded my head and fought back the tears that wanted to fall down my face. Ryou's eyes were red from wanting to cry but not letting them go a small part of me wanted to know why he didn't cry but he had a reason for all his actions knowing probably all to well the consequences of his every movement. I continued my movements and my body soon took over my actions although I tried to restrain myself from hurting him it was all unavoidable in the end.

Normal P.O.V.

Ryou felt as if he had been thrown into hell by the very hands that healed him. Everything in Ryou's life was going downhill till Yami and Bakura came into his life…they took his scars away but now Yami was only making new ones. Ryou was not ready in body or mind for contact such as this…and Ryou could do nothing to stop him as Yami thrust deeper and harder into him every time. Ryou tried to hold back his tears for Yami's sake so that he wouldn't cause Yami anymore pain. He felt responsible for everything that was happening to the people he loved and wished he could set things right. Ryou choked out a sob trying his best to hold the tears in his eyes but a few nonetheless escaped his tightly closed eyes. He felt Yami once again stop and Ryou forced himself to thrust against Yami.

"Please Yami ignore me, you…you can't stop, don't stop." Ryou managed through the tears as he felt warm drops fall on to his face.

They were not Ryou's own tears but Yami's. Yami was crying, thankfully his hair covered his face from all angels so that the camera wouldn't be able to notice but it broke Ryou's heart to see him like this. He swallowed as he gripped the sheets beneath him in desperation to keep from screaming, at least he wasn't holding back and hopefully all this wouldn't end in vain and it would all be over soon. I felt his pace quicken and prayed he was close so that all this would end. I screamed when he climaxed inside me unable to hold it inside as he collapsed on top of me tears still falling form his eyes. He looked at me but I looked away as soon as our eyes meet feeling shame wash over me in a monstrous violation that I simply couldn't stop.

Yami's P.O.V.

I look at Ryou and felt my stomach tie in knots when he tore his gaze away from mine and pulled away from me falling to the floor with a yelp of pain. I took all my willpower not to reach down and gather him into my arms and tell him everything would be okay, but I couldn't show him affection it would only hurt him more. I swallowed the rest of my tears as I finally looked up hoping that my eyes were not red. Someone banged loudly on the door and it caused me to stand quickly as the door flung open.

"Your time is up." Yaten said sternly and looked down upon Ryou on the floor "I trust he wasn't much trouble." He said smugly

I wanted to kill him wanted to charge and rip out his throat but I fought it back "No trouble at all a perfect tenshi." I replied coolly without emotion

"Tenshi?" Yaten said with a scoff " He is nothing more than a whore, my personal dorei to give to whom I please." He said walking out

"Chotto matte." I say before he leaves the room "I will make it worth your while should you allow me to take him to my home next time." I say quickly

"That would cost you…but I might be able to come to some sort of agreement." He grinned at me and then down upon Ryou.

"I have a friend too…I could care less about the cost but I simply cannot let my friend use the same body as myself." I say frowning slightly "

"I could sell you the other one as well I suppose…this will put a permanent dent in your pocketbook I'm afraid." He said smugly

"I want to know the earliest date they will be available and you will receive your price the day I come to pick them up." I say faking a grin.

"Deal, let us talk in the living room." He said leading me away form Ryou

Normal P.O.V.

Ryou's eyes went wide at what Yami had said. Ryou couldn't believe that his father had believed every word Yami had said and the two of them were being allowed to go to Yami's house and Ryou couldn't help but break down into joyful sobs. He felt warm arms wrap around him and instantly knew them to be Yugi's. Ryou stood up and took Yugi's hand leading them into their room where no cameras were. Ryou smiled broadly at him and giggled slightly at Yugi's confused expression.

"Did they put you on drugs or something?" Yugi asked

"Everything will be okay now Yugi…I promise this will all get better." Ryou said hugging him strongly

"For both of us?" Yugi asked meekly

"For both of us." Ryou answered embracing Yugi again.

Yami's P.O.V.

I shook that mans filthy hand and left the house breaking down in the car as I drove home almost unable to steer because of my body shaking with sobs. I felt so selfish for crying not able to ease the pain for Ryou in the slightest. I breathed deeply as I tried to get my tears under control as I walked inside the house as Bakura rushed to my side and bombarded me with questions but stopped upon seeing my face,

"Yami? Yami are you all right did everything go according to plan?" He asked

"Y-yes, I will pick both of them up on Friday." I managed to choke out

"Well then what's wrong? Did everything go smoothly?" He asked

I looked at him sadly for a moment but forced a smile "Yes it's just hard to see both of them in so much pain is all." I lied feeling even worse using them as a shield.

I felt my stomach churn as I brushed past him going upstairs and running to the restroom falling to my knees feeling extremely sick at the moment. I tried to calm myself but I couldn't stop myself from vomiting until I had nothing left in my stomach. I panted as I heard a knock on the door.

"Y-yes?" I managed

"Yami? Are you okay in there you sound like your sick." Bakura said concerned

"I'm fine just a bit queasy is all." I said as I flushed the toilet and laid the seat down.

"You sure?" He asked concerned

"Yes." I said laying my head against the cold porcelain letting it cool my face "I'll be okay." I said as I closed my eyes not having the strength to move I fell asleep right where I sat.

Oh Yami angst! Huza sorry if the point-of-views got annoying but hey this chapter was longer than most was it not? Anyway I'm sorry for the late update but I've been at my sisters house over spring break and she doesn't have a computer yet so I couldn't uphold my promise "gomen, gomen, gomen, gomen infinity" anyway I hope you liked it!

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