Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Forever Is A Long Time ❯ Confusions of the Soul ( Chapter 3 )

Title: Forever is a Long Time

Series: Yu-Gi-Oh!

Author: Magician of Black Chaos

Type: angst/romance

Timeline: three years after the tournament in Dualist Kingdom

Warnings: shounen ai, shoujou ai, OOC, MAJOR angst on Yugi's behalf, Bakura angst, YxR (Yugi x Ryou), JxH (Jounouchi x Honda), AxM (Anzu x Mai), RxR (Rokou x Ryou), SEX!!

Plot: Yugi's life turned downhill when the one he loved didn't love him back. Now, three years later, Ryou transfers to a different college where Yugi has the reputation as the most ruthless teenager there. Can Ryou bring back the sweet Yugi he knew or is Yugi destined to wander in darkness forever?

Disclaimer: Do I look like I own Yu-Gi-Oh? Nope, I'm just a poverty-stricken fanfiction writer like the rest o' ya. I only own the fic and my fragile little mind. And Rokou Chang *grinz and hugs Rokou* The song "Run To You" is by Roxette, one of my favourite bands of all time.

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"Run To You" -- By Roxette

Baby, sometimes I feel like dying

Driving when I'm closing my eyes

Moving in and out of hiding

Trying to catch some truth in my life

Watching your stars and your moonlight

Come tumbling down from the sky, take it now

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna come to you

I wanna find you

In everything that I do

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna count on you

I'm gonna follow you

Baby, what else can I do?

Sunday morning, my town is sleeping

Lying all alone in my bed

There's not a sound, I can't help but listening

Wishing I was somewhere else instead

But sometimes they're too hard to handle

These voices inside my head

Listen now

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna come to you

I wanna find you

In everything that I do

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna count on you

I'm gonna follow you

Baby, what else can I do?

Take a walk inside my dream; a church, a lonely road

All the people come and go and come and go

Do it now

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna come to you

I wanna find you

In everything that I do

I'm gonna run to you

I'm gonna count on you

I'm gonna follow you

Baby, what else can I do?

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Chapter Three:: Confusions of the Soul

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Ryou smiled, then giggled, leaning against the bar for support. Three hours had already passed and he was drunk out of his mind. He was actually half on his stool, the bottom half of him was sprawled on the floor. He felt strong arms heft him up and wrap around his waist from behind. Soft lips pressed against the side of his neck, his eyes catching a glimpse of a small brown unibang.

"I think you've had quite enough, Ryou-chan," Rokou's voice purred into his ear. "Come on, I'll take you back to my place." A cold smirk curled as Ryou complied and he led the silver-haired boy out of the club and to his car. He usually didn't work this fast with new students, but Mutou was right; Ryou Bakura was very special. More vulnerable than anyone had ever been in his arms.

Inside the millennium ring's soul room, Bakura scowled. He knew that creep couldn't be trusted, but he was going to bide his time before he took action on his aibou's behalf.

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Yugi watched his two ex-friends leave, giving a small sigh before following. Sure, Ryou had Bakura to save him, but there was no way the silver-haired tomb robber could get him home alone. At least Ryou was drunk. The only ones who'd know it would be Bakura......and Rokou. He normally didn't care about who the bastard took to bed, but Ryou was his former best friend, a fellow Item holder and.........

He shut his eyes tight and shook his head. No. That was in the past. He wouldn't......could never love anyone again. Not after being used and tossed away.........

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Yugi had fallen prisoner to Rokou's passionate kisses. The whip long forgotten on the floor, he let himself be carried away by his hunger and lust......lust he'd held only for Ryou Bakura.

But Ryou no longer held a place in his heart, not since the rejection. Not since he'd moved away from Domino. Not since he'd begun living alone.

He gave a small yelp when Rokou bit a hardened nipple, then groaned as that ever sensual tongue swirled over his chest. He didn't care who it was anymore......just as long as he wasn't alone............

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Yugi shivered from the memory and the cold air as he stepped out of the warm club. The cold night wind whipped the ends of his trenchcoat around, swirling it around his feet and up around like he remembered how Kaiba's did back during the tournament. A bitter smile curled as he began to walk in the direction of Rokou's place. 'Why did I even bother going to that stupid thing? I should have known I'd loose grandfather sooner or later, but of course I was too stubborn to accept that.........'

One crystal tear slipped down his cheek and dropped to the ground. One lonely tear that was the only trace of the kind teenager he'd once been.........

Elsewhere, the millennium puzzle glowed............

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Ryou leant against the doorframe of Rokou's bedroom, trying to blink the blurr of the alcohol away. In the centre of the room was a king-sized bed, complete with a canopy and it was covered with black silk sheets. Chains were on each post and an assortment of sex toys lay on a shelf at the left side. He knew something was wrong with the picture, but with all the alcohol in his system he couldn't think straight.

The strong arms were back, one hand wandering down to his crotch while the other wandered up to his chest. A warm tongue began caressing his neck, leaving a trail of sticky saliva along the side. A cheek nuzzled against his as he was led over to the bed. "I'm sure you'll love the accommodation I've prepared just for you," Rokou's voice purred in his ear. He was laid down and placed in the middle of the bed before being stripped of his clothing.

Including the millennium ring.

Ryou tried to struggle away, but found he was chained down. He began to sweat, becoming aware of his situation. "Rokou," he whispered, brown eyes showing drunken fear.

A hand trailed down his chest, a cruel, sadistic smile curling on Rokou's lips. "Yes, my dear?" He tweaked a nipple, earning a yelp from the gorgeous boy beneath him. He leaned forward to whisper in his ear. "It's only a matter of time........." He grinned at the next yelp. Yugi would be coming for his newest slut, he knew it.........

And that's when he'd have both of them trapped.

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Yugi ran down the street, the newly formed rain beginning to dampen his multicoloured locks to his face. The rain hadn't started all that soon after he left the club but it felt somewhat right. It felt right that he should be coming to Ryou's rescue. But why should he? That question still went through his head. Nobody had heard his screams for help, nobody had bothered to see what all the noise was about in that building.

Nobody......no one......nothing............

So why should he bother helping Ryou? He'd just be another victim to Chang's sick games, just another little pain slut. He knew that story Chang had told Ryou wasn't true. He was there himself. He was trapped in that place for three weeks before finally being allowed to go home.

And he'd missed his grandfather's death.

Yugi blamed himself for that. He'd probably worried Sugoroku enough to give him a heart attack and he died for it. Now he was all alone with no one, not even Yami.

Because Rokou still had the millennium puzzle in his hands and Yugi had not found the courage to go back to that place until now.

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Ryou groaned as the brunette took him in his mouth and began sucking for all he was worth, warm tongue swirling over the tip. He bucked into Rokou's mouth and the cruel boy just smiled, moving a hand up to grope the silver-haired boy's ass. Ryou gasped as he felt a finger slide through, then another. Finally three fingers were in his ass, brushing against a spot that caused him to shiver. He arched, trying to pull himself up but spread his legs more widly.

"More," he moaned, pushing down on the invading fingers. It hurt so much but felt so good, so......right. He continued to fuck himself wildly on Rokou's fingers, thrusting up into his mouth in turn. The slow burn inside felt so good......

He threw his head back, panting, closed eyes glowing with lust. Ryou opened his eyes, licking his lips and crying out horsely as he came inside Rokou's mouth, seed spilling into that hot, well-trained mouth and dribbling over the corners.

Rokou swallowed it all and the cruel smile returned as he moved up to lay down beside his captive, nestling his head on a stretched arm, one hand on the pale chest.

"We'll play more tomorrow," he hissed, tongue gliding over his lips. Ryou finally began to gain back his senses and blinked, looking around at what corners of the room he could, then realized the heavy feeling on his arm. He glanced down and his eyes grew, horrified. A smug-looking Rokou lay beside him, naked as he was and cruelty lurking in his dark eyes.

"Wh-what's going on here?!" he demanded, tugging weakly at his chains.

Rokou sat up slightly, his tanned hand trailing down. "My dear Ryou, you don't remember? You just had the best orgasm you'll probably ever get." He grinned in satisfaction at the horror in those brown eyes. "And now you're mine. My little pain slut."

The door slammed open, bouncing off the wall revealing a soaking-wet teenager in dark clothing. "You stay away from him, Chang!" Ryou's eyes widened more at the voice. "It's me you want, not him!"

"Yugi......" the silver-haired boy whispered in disbelief.

Rokou only laughed insanely, sliding off the bed and standing, revealing his nakedness. "You fool. You're too late, Mutou! He's already mine and there's nothing you can do about it! So I advise you just go back to your lonely little life, I have no use for you anymore."

Yugi's amethyst eyes narrowed. "No, I'll never go. I won't let Bakura become anything like I am! He deserves a better life than I have, everyone does!"

The brunette laughed, running a hand through his unibang as he walked over. A tanned hand ran down Yugi's pale cheek and he jerked away from the soft but cruel touch. "You're nothing, Mutou," Rokou whispered, tongue sliding across his lips. "You've been nothing since I first raped you. You're just a shadow of the cheerful bitch you once were. Just a little sex to........." Before he could continue, a sharp dagger was driven into his stomach. Yugi breathed heavily and pushed the body away from him, sending blood everywhere as it thumped to the ground. A cold snarl curled on his lips.

"Rot in Hell, you bastard," he hissed, brushing his multicoloured bangs away from his eyes and moving over to the bed. "Are......are you alright, Bakura?"

A small smile crossed his face and he nodded. "Thank you, Yugi. I......I had no idea what I was getting myself into."

He smirked and began unchaining the silver-haired teen. "Alcohol can do that to you. Believe me, he got me the same way. At least you had someone come and help you before the effects were belted in."

Ryou rubbed his wrists and sighed, closing his eyes. "I was such a fool......wait, what do you mean he got you the same way?"

Yugi tossed Ryou his clothes and began searching around the the millennium items. "Played the mister nice guy act, got me when I was vulnerable......" He shook his head. "I haven't allowed myself to get close to people since for fear of betrayal."

"I see," Ryou murmured, pulling his tee-shirt on and placing the gloves in his pocket. "And nobody helped you?"

"No one." Yugi finally picked up the two millennium items and threw the ring to his ex-friend. "Not even Yami. Because he was still in the millennium puzzle ever since then. I've been alone." He slipped the chain around his neck and blinked in surprise when two pale arms wrapped around him from behind. Ryou nuzzled his face into his back.

"Thank you, Yugi." He smiled slightly and placed a hand on one of his arms.

"Let's get going."

"What about his body?"

Yugi looked back over his shoulder and snorted. "Leave it there. The bastard deserved it."

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Ryou sighed and snuggled up to Yugi as they watched the news a couple of weeks later, playing with a strand of multicoloured hair. He was rewarded with a small smile. Yami and Bakura were taking time to "catch up" in their bedroom. The activities were left to their aibou's imaginations, but not too close to what they were actually doing. Ryou smiled back, curling up against his warm chest. Slowly, little by little, the Yugi Mutou he knew was returning, healing from the horrors of the past three years.

<"......And in other news,"> the reporter continued. <"College student Rokou Chang was found dead in his apartment yesterday, but was said to have died two weeks earlier. Police are still looking for clues but the closest thing that has come up is suicide.">

Ryou blinked and looked up. "Anou, Yugi-chan......"

"Don't worry about it. They won't know it was me." He grinned. "I thought about that and covered my hand with the sleeve of my jacket before using that dagger. And the blood stains have washed away."

"That's good." Ryou closed his eyes, content in staying where he was.

Yugi ran a hand through the scraggly silver hair before looking out the window at the night sky and smiled. 'I'm not alone anymore, grandfather.........'

THE END

A/Ns:: How'd you people like that, eh? Sorry, but the whole "ruthless" thing with Yugi was just a cover-up for the pain inside. Sorry if this didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, but maybe I'll do something else similar.........

Want the epilogue? Sure you do. Move onto the next chap ^_^

Magician of Black Chaos

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