Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Human ❯ Snow and Alcohol ( Chapter 5 )

Well! I'm back again to write my lemon! I want to give a big special thanks to *Elizabeth*Marie*Rose* for her incredibly kind review. Though, I really have to question the quality of what your reading if you think my story is that good. Now, on with the story!

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~ KAIBA MANSION: SETO KAIBA'S BEDROOM ~

~ DREAM ~

Seto lay there in his dark room. His giant bed was covered in blue satin, his window, spanning the distance of the whole wall next to him was adorned with black velvet drapes, currently pulled back to show the black expanse of the sky dusted with stars that shone like glittering diamonds. The room was pitch black, but for some reason, he could see the body of the woman next to him quite clearly.

He climbed on top of her and ran a hand through her hair, her raven hair. He then used the same hand to run over that perfect white skin, covering her soft curves. Oh, and how he drank in those eyes, those beautiful, blood colored eyes. He lay a kiss on the woman's soft cherry lips, and something sparked within him. He wanted her. He wanted her with all his heart, with all his being, to be his and his alone. So, he proceeded in marking her as his.

The woman moaned sweetly with every kiss and begged desperately with every touch. Then there was the age-old dance of two bodies perfectly in sync. Afterwards, they lay there in each other's arms, about to share one last kiss before they fell asleep.

"Aishiteru, Seto", the woman whispered to his lips.

Seto replied, "Aishiteru, Li."

(A.N: Lemon is to come!)

~ END DREAM ~

Seto started out of his dream. He was sweating all over, his hand shoved between his legs and his release coating his hand and inner thighs. He got up and went into his black tiled bathroom to take a shower. He was grateful that he had spring vacation. No more annoying teachers for the next two weeks. A week had already gone by since the incident with Mokuba. He hadn't cut himself for 2 weeks.

He just stood there in the shower, thinking about his recent dreams. Every night since he had last talked to Li, he'd been having those dreams. They always had her and no other woman, just her. The strange thing was, he felt more satisfied in those dreams with her, than he had with any other flesh and blood woman. She was like a ghost, continually haunting him no matter what he did. He even went as far as breaking his promise to Mokuba and bringing another woman home. Well, almost. He had turned her away as soon they had landed on Seto's bed. He felt no passion rising in his blood except for the girl in his dreams. 'Li', he thought. Nowadays, he could only think of her in his bed. No other woman had the right. He could have laughed at himself right then and there. In fact, he did. Seto Kaiba broke into hysterics right there in his shower. 'I can't believe it. Me, Seto Kaiba, fawning over some girl. Why?' he suddenly thought. He immediately stopped laughing. 'Why do I think so much about her? Why do I think her as my own? Why do I get this feeling when I think of her or am around her?' He stopped as the horror of realization suddenly dawned on him. 'Oh my God. I love her, don't I? Oh God...' Seto leaned his back against the tiled wall of his shower and slid down to the floor, one leg spread before him, and the other being hugged to his chest.

'Why? Why did I have to love her? Why did I decide to have feelings?' The thing was he didn't just love the girl; he was absolutely obsessed. He had been avoiding her because Seto was unable to determine his feelings and thought it best if he wasn't around her. But try as he might, he found his thoughts and eyes on Li. He even went as far as following her around. He hated how she talked to other boys, how she wasted her breath on them. But that was what he loved about her as well. She was friendly, in a quiet sort of way.

He loved the graceful way she walked, and he loved her clear and sweet voice. He loved Li's long supple limbs, and her ability to persevere. After all, she had gone through quite a tough life as well. Yet here she was, ready and willing to make friends even with the cold C.E.O. But Seto couldn't understand why. His mind wasn't capable of even comprehending the fact that he loved another human being besides his little brother. Well, at least not yet.

As he stepped out of the shower and got dressed, Seto found his mind felt excessively crowded. He needed something to empty his mind. He needed something to free him, if only for a few hours. He knew something that could do exactly that. He went to a cupboard and drew out a bottle of brandy.

Alcohol.

The temporary answer to his problem was alcohol. But he couldn't start drinking yet. Seto would upset Mokuba. But a plan quickly formed in the mind of the blue-eyed teen. He grabbed his phone and dialed one of the numbers that he knew belonged to one of Mokuba's friends. He asked the kid if Mokuba could come and stay the night. The kid said yes. But then Seto asked if the kid could call Mokuba and ask him to come over and not tell him that Seto had called first. Of course, the kid asked why, and of course, Seto lied. He said that he wanted to surprise Mokuba with a gift, but he couldn't unless Mokuba left the house for a while. The kid agreed to the plan and Seto couldn't have been more pleased. Mokuba left within the hour.

Seto then went on the Internet and ordered a motorized scooter for Mokuba. It was to be delivered the next day.

So there he sat with his mind no longer on past happenings or the object of his affections. Instead, he thought about the fine quality of the brandy. And, thanks to a few cups of spirits, Seto was in a good mood. He had a thought. He looked at his watch. It was about 2:00 P.M. Why not give the staff the rest of the day off? He called up the servants of the Kaiba household. There were only a few maids, a butler, a chef, and a chauffeur. He told them in a calm and sober sounding voice that they had the rest of the day off. In the next 30 minutes, Seto was the only one left in the place. During that time he drank several more cups, savoring the brandy's bitter taste. He noticed that there were heavy looking clouds outside. He vaguely recalled the weatherman saying that there was going to be one last snow for the season. Seto remembered something else.

Mulled wine and mulled cider.

He always kept the stuff around for cold days like this for, when heated, the drinks warmed you right up. Of course, Mokuba wasn't aloud to drink the wine. Anyway, he thought it would be nice if he could drink some now. He traveled downstairs to the kitchen.

~ KITCHEN: 2:40 ~

He had drunk several cups of both cider and wine with a side of bread and cheese. He felt like a French person. He was currently working on a cup of mulled wine. He stopped to look at the rippling liquid for a moment. It was red, like Li's eyes. Seto frowned and downed the mug in one gulp.

~ HOUSE GROUNDS: 2:52 ~

Seto had been walking at a brisk pace around the grounds for a while now. He stopped once he was at the front of the house again. He was feeling hot so he discarded his coat. It then began to snow. The air was freezing and was numbing his body, but it felt nice. It was like he was somewhere else, like he wasn't Seto Kaiba. He stopped. 'I know I love Li, but what makes me think that she might love me?' Seto looked up at the sky, as if expecting an answer to his question. The alcohol had left him in a fit of despair. 'She has saved the souls of both my brother and I, yet all I have done is avoid her and push her away.' He spread his arms out like wings and shouted at the heavens. "WHY KAMI-SAMA!? WHY DID I GET BACK MY SOUL!? WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE!?" Then the impossible happened.

Tears fell down the cheeks of Seto Kaiba. He touched his face, not believing that he was actually crying. It was as if his frozen heart was melting all at once right then and there. The combination of alcohol, fatigue, and despair caused him to pass out.

~ GATES OF THE KAIBA MANSION: 3:56 ~

Li had driven down to the Kaiba household to see Mokuba. He said that he wanted a special cake for his big brother's birthday and told her to call him if she had an idea.

Ah, Seto. The cold C.E.O of Kaiba Corp. He had been avoiding her all week. She had sensed him watching her as well, but whenever she looked to find the source of the feeling, Seto's eyes were turned away. Maybe she was just being paranoid. For some reason, his elusion from her presence had wounded her heart. She had feelings for he boy. Li hadn't truly cared for another person since Lily had died. But this feeling was different than what it would have been if it had been Lily avoiding her. It hurt more, in a way.

Li missed the presence of the elder Kaiba's lithe body and his icy sapphire eyes. Oh, those eyes that seemed to look straight to your soul, and made you feel so vulnerable and naked. She shivered at the thought of him. It was a pleasant shiver. Most people couldn't stand to look straight into his eyes. They felt exposed and weak. But Li was a different story. It was as if those eyes could see the real her, not just a cool exterior and a pretty face. She loved those eyes.

But maybe Seto no longer felt the need to be around Li. That thought pained her to no end. 'Why is it that I feel so strongly for Seto when we have known each other for only about a month?' She mentally frowned. 'Maybe I shouldn't call him Seto anymore, since he seems to have developed an aversion for me.'

She had called many times, but each time no one answered. She got worried so she called a cab. Now here she was on the doorstep of possibly the largest house she had ever seen.

She pressed the intercom button. "Hello?" No one answered. "Hello, is anyone there?" Still no one answered. Now Li was really worried. She started about climbing over the gates, but they were too high. She couldn't slip through the bars either. Maybe she could pick the lock. She always kept a couple of bobby pins around just in case she got locked out of somewhere. Where did she learn to pick locks, you ask? Well you must remember that Li had practically lived on the streets when she was younger. One can't live like that without learning one or two tricks.

~ 4:03 ~

After trying again and again, Li was finally able to pick the lock. She started down the long walkway to the main house. As she got a little closer, she noticed a large lump in the other wise smooth surfaced of the now white paved walkway. As she got closer, she recognized just what, or should I say whom, that large lump was.

"Kaiba!?"

Li shook Seto vigorously, and when that didn't work, she started to slap him. "Come one! Wake up! Please, please don't be dead!"

Seto found himself in an engulfing darkness. He couldn't feel his body. The darkness was cold and unforgiving. He heard voices. They told him that he was weak and he was a fool for believing in love. The voices mocked his humanity. He couldn't take it. His heart was weakened from dispair. Just as he was about to let the cold freeze his heart again, he heard a new voice. It wasn't criticizing like the others, but it was filled with desperation. The voice was sweet and loving. Then he was suddenly being pulled out, and he was cold. But he felt warmth as well, and the sent of sweet pastries. He tried to say something, but his throat was incredibly dry. The slapping wasn't helping much either.

He was able to open his eyes. He saw another pair of eyes that looked frightened and panicked. "Oh, thank god you're still alive!" The figure embraced him and sobbed out " I thought you might have been... You don't know how much it means to me that you're not dead." His mind was still clouded from the alcohol. He couldn't quite remember where he was or how he had gotten there. But the figures embrace felt warm and comforting, like the embrace of a lover.

He then recognized the figure's voice. It was the object of his desire. "Li" he managed to choke out. "Kaiba, do you think you can stand?" He wasn't quite sure, he hadn't gained all the feeling back in his legs, but he weakly nodded. He did manage to stay up, but only by leaning heavily on Li. Together, they went through the front door and up the stairs. Seto pointed towards whatever direction his room was in. They finally reached his room. "Where's your bathroom?" Seto looked at Li, a little confused. He pointed weakly at a door close to his nightstand. Once they had entered the bathroom, Li made sure that Seto could stand on his own then started the water in his huge bathtub. She went back to him and was blushing furiously. Exactly why, he didn't know.

"Take off your clothes." Seto looked rather surprised. He managed to say, "Why?" "Well," Li started, "your half frozen and some simple sheets won't do. You need something that' is already warm, like the hot water. Do you think you can manage to undress yourself?" Seto began by taking of his shirt. Luckily, it was a simple polo shirt that you could pull over your head. Next were his khakis. He couldn't, however, quite release the button from the cloth prison. His fingers were still to numb. Li sighed, exasperated. "Here, let me do it." She reached down to his pants. How many of Seto's fantasies started had started like this? He felt his pants shoved down. Then came his boxers. Li stood back up, once again blushing, causing her to look lovely as if she had rouge on her flawless white skin. She looked so lovely that he wanted to see if she was real, and not some wonderful illusion his mind had created. Seto lifted his hand to cup Li's cheek. Her face felt warm. A lovely tingling sensation had formed in his hand now.

Their eyes locked on to the other's eyes. Crimson red met icy sapphire. "Um, I'm going to get you something warm to drink. That was your kitchen we passed before we went up the stairs, right?" Seto simply nodded and, once the girl had helped him into the bathtub, she left.

Seto dunked his head down into the water. He now had a fierce tingling sensation all over his body as he regained feeling. He pondered Li's actions. She had saved him once again from death, though this time it was physical death, instead of spiritual. That meant she cared for him, right? A little voice called doubt cried 'She would have probably saved anyone else had they been in your position.' But then another voice sounded. 'But what about her words, ' I thought you might have been... You don't know how much it means to me that you're not dead.' Would she have said that to just anyone?' The voice was hope, something he hadn't had in a long while.

As he lifted his head from the watery depths, Li stepped through the doorway with a mug of steaming liquid. She kneeled down next to the tub and tilted Seto's head back. "Don't tell me that you can feed yourself and all that other crap. You're still weak from before." Seto didn't complain. He quite enjoyed the girl's touch as the warm liquid poured down his throat. It was the wine from before. The pleasant feeling of being surrounded and filled by warmth made Seto drowsy and he fell asleep. Li lay his head against the edge of the tub, using a couple of folded towels for pillows. She placed the mug beside the sleeping boy. She ticked a stray piece of hair behind his ear, and her hand lingered for a moment. When she realized what she was doing, she reluctantly pulled her hand away. The feeling she had when their skin made contact was nice.

'Maybe I'll stay a little longer, just in case Se-Kaiba needs anything.'

She left the bathroom and sat on Seto's wonderfully comfortable bed. She was tired and the bed invited her to lay her head down and rest. Li removed her glasses and her coat, and she lay her head down on sinfully soft pillows and she fell into a deep sleep.

~ KAIBA MANSION: SETO'S BATHROOM/BEDROOM-5:23 ~

Seto woke up, now surrounded by luke-warm water. His head was groggy and effects of the alcohol still lingered within him, but Seto was able to recall what happened. He stood and shivered from the sudden rush of air on his bare skin. He stepped out of the tub, and wrapped himself in a blue bathrobe.

He stepped into his bedroom and saw Li sleeping in his bed. He sat down next to her softly so as to not disturb her. She had no idea how enticing she appeared when she slept.

Her face was the very image of beauty and innocence. Her head was slightly turned towards him, so her graceful neck was bared. Underneath her jacket she wore a short tanktop, (A.N: She's wearing the tanktop because she was baking earlier and it was hot.) it revealed her flat stomach, as well as a scar. Seto would've wondered about that scar, if he hadn't noticed the way her neck was bared caused the top of her breasts to be revealed. Seto was able to tear his eyes away from Li's chest and he looked at her face again.

Her eyes started to flutter until she sleepily cracked open her eyes. "Kaiba, you're awake." Li looked around and realized where she was. "I'm sorry I slept in your bed, but I was tired and I didn't want to leave in case you needed anything." She looked a little embarrassed. Seto was just glad Li hadn't noticed the telltale bulge that had formed beneath the belt of his robe. "It's alright. It was sweet of you." Seto was trying to be nice to her. After all, wasn't this the girl he loved? Li looked at him a little astonished. "You've changed." He cocked an eyebrow. "You got that from a sentence?" Li shook her head. "No. It's the way you look at me now. Your eyes are... softer."

To him, Li looked like a seductress. She was lying there, completely vulnerable, propped up on her elbows with her ruby eyes half lidded. 'So beautiful,' thought Seto. He was mesmerized by her red lips, slightly parted as if inviting his own lips to pillage their depths.

Seto just didn't care anymore. The alcohol still remaining in his system made him more daring. He bent forward and took those tantalizing lips with his own. The kiss was intoxicating to Seto, like some divine drug. He realized he needed Li, right then and there. Li was too surprised to react as she was pushed back onto the bed.

Seto's tongue dove into Li's desperately, trying to taste her. She tasted like pastries and fresh fruit. Her sweetness only intoxicated him more, and he wouldn't have let up if he didn't need to breathe.

Li lay there with wide eyes, gasping for lost breath. "W-What was that Kaiba?" She would have gotten up, but Seto's arms were currently wrapped around her while his torso was pressing her down. Seto looked at her with lust filled eyes. "That was a kiss." He kissed her, once again expressing his need for her.

(A.N: BACK AWAY, KIDDIES! LEMON STARTS HERE!)

One of his hands found their way to the hem of Li's shirt and he started to lift it. "K-Kaiba, stop that! I-" She was cut off by another kiss. She tried to push him off, but he was too strong. Then again, she wasn't trying all that hard. She thought it was wrong to do this, but her body quite enjoyed Seto's assault.

"Kaiba, what are you-" Li was cut off by a finger to her lips. "Don't call me that." He held her close and he whispered into her ear, "Say my name." He nuzzled her neck and started to leave a trail of kisses. "Seto, I-I don't know if we should..." She trailed off as she felt a hand on her stomach, once again nearing the hem of her shirt. Li aloud him to lift it off, all while stuttering a plea for him to stop. He then removed her bra. "Stop Set-OH!" Seto had started to fondle her left breast. Li put her hands on his backed and arched her back into his touch. Seto grinned slyly at this action. "You like that, do you? How about this?" He then planted his mouth on the now hardened nipple and swirled his tongue around it. He sucked greedily like a newborn babe.

Li gasped. Nothing like this had ever happened to her. Every touch was new to her. Sure, she'd grown up in a bad part of the city, but people often left her alone because her sister protected her, along with her street friends.

She felt Seto's hand creep down to her jeans, undo the button and zipper, and push them down. He then removed his mouth to continue the assault on her other nipple. As soon as he removed her jeans, his hand moved to the waistband of her underwear. He moved those out of the way. Li gasped as she felt a hand stroking her inner thighs. She loved that touch, but she wanted something more.

Seto inserted a finger into Li's womanhood. Li gasped once again. He then found within her a pearl sized nub, the treasure he had been searching for. He started to rub it. "Oh, Seto!" Li moaned. Her body was flushed. So much pleasure seemed to arise from that one spot. She was a pure virgin, and Seto loved that fact. Now, when he took her, she would always be his.

Her body's response to his touches turned him on more than a trained whore's ever could. Li pushed herself into his touch. She was breathing hard and moaning. She was so close, so very close. She wasn't sure to what exactly, but it promised pleasure. Then it seemed as if pleasure seemed to be being drawn from her fingers and toes, all concentrated into that one spot and a feeling like never before erupted in the pit of Li's stomach. Her body shuddered as she cried out and came onto Seto's hand.

He licked off his hand. He loved the way she tasted, just like honey. He kissed her again, this time Li happily responded. Seto now moved his hand to undo the bun on Li's head. The black mass unfurled and reminded him of a sunset. While the hair near the scalp was as black as midnight, it started to turn red at mid-back until the very ends were the color of blood. Just like her eyes. Her eyes were enthralling. They looked at him through a haze of lust and pleasure, but the passion burned stronger than ever.

He positioned himself between her legs and reached over to the drawer of his nightstand to pull out a condom. He stooped down and whispered huskily into her ear, "This will hurt, but the pleasure will come soon, exquisite one." He couldn't help but add that last comment, for she truly was exquisite. She held his eyes with her own for a moment. He adored those eyes that had such intensity as if to burn like live coals.

He then entered her and she stiffened as she cringed. Li gripped Seto's shoulder, leaving crescent moon marks. He stayed still for a while so she could get used to him. Then he started to pump slowly. It took all the control he had to not just pound into her.

'God,' thought Seto. She was hot and tight. His shaft moved in and out slowly, and that nearly drove him insane.

Li gripped Seto. It was painful, but the pleasure drowned out the pain. "Please Seto," she pleaded "faster." Seto was more than delighted to comply. He went faster.

His grunts and groans, and Li's moans filled the room. The friction caused by the rapid pace of his shaft moving in and out of her womanhood was delicious. Seto now slammed his shaft into her at near inhuman speed. Li brought up her hips to meet his whenever she could. He buried himself to the hilt. Her breath was hitching and her eyes were wide and she had an orgasm for the second time in her life.

Stars seemed to go supernova right before her eyes as her vision went completely white. A pleasure she had never known before exploded between her legs. Ecstasy ran in her veins instead of blood. The walls of her vagina tightened around Seto's penis and he could no longer hold in his seed. He climaxed a heartbeat after Li did.

(A.N: Alright, it's ok to look now.)

They both collapsed in each other's arms, exhausted but blissful. Li nuzzled Seto's neck.

"Aishiteru Seto" said Li dreamily.

"Aishiteru Li" said Seto before Li fell asleep.

He realized that no matter how hard he tried, he could not obliterate his humanity. He had to embrace it, or he would be destroyed from the inside out.

Crimson red.

That was his favorite color.

It was the color that declared his humanity, the color that declared his ability to love. It was a way of defying his stepfather, but now he felt as if a great weight had been lifted off his shoulders. He realized he had felt lonely, even with his brother, and had to bear that weight alone.

But he wasn't alone anymore.

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Well, there's the lemon for you. Gomen of it's not very good, but it's my first one. It took me a while to write it 'cause I got lazy. I'm not sure if I'll update.

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