Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Then and Now ❯ How they seperated ( Chapter 4 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
4: How they separated
Half a year later (both Katsuya and Seto are thirteen now)
Two sweaty bodies moved somewhat awkwardly against each other.
Half a year later (both Katsuya and Seto are thirteen now)
Two sweaty bodies moved somewhat awkwardly against each other.
Groaning and moaning rang through the room.
“Yes…almost!”
“Yeah, me two.”
Both worked frantically now. Moving faster. Pressing more firmly against each other, trying to give the two cocks squashed between them as much friction as possible.
“Ung…Setooo!”
“Ahh̷ 0;I know, wait…wait for me, just…ahh, yes move that way again…ah…Katsu-chan!!!
With that he came, throwing his head back and shouting his lover's name. The other saw his love's face contracting in pleasure, saw his back and neck arching. Small drops of sweat rolled over his Adams apple, shoulders and chest. He loved to see the brunette like that, and when he felt his lover's juice coating his already sticky body and erection further he couldn't hold it anymore and came too.
“Yes…almost!”
“Yeah, me two.”
Both worked frantically now. Moving faster. Pressing more firmly against each other, trying to give the two cocks squashed between them as much friction as possible.
“Ung…Setooo!”
“Ahh̷ 0;I know, wait…wait for me, just…ahh, yes move that way again…ah…Katsu-chan!!!
With that he came, throwing his head back and shouting his lover's name. The other saw his love's face contracting in pleasure, saw his back and neck arching. Small drops of sweat rolled over his Adams apple, shoulders and chest. He loved to see the brunette like that, and when he felt his lover's juice coating his already sticky body and erection further he couldn't hold it anymore and came too.
“Hey, Katsu-chan?” Seto asked lazily, not moving his head from Katsuya's chest. They had just finished one of their most intense make out sessions and Seto was nowhere near able to move, but his curiosity wouldn't let him just enjoy his afterglow in silence.
“Mhh?” came the equally lazy reply. Katsuya was in heaven right now. It felt so good, so right to do these things with Seto.
“Would you ever want to go further?”
“…what do you mean by `further'?” Katsuya asked nervously. He had a good idea of what Seto meant, but he hoped he was wrong.
“Sex. I've checked about it and know how it's supposed to work. I think it will feel even better than what we just did. Please, let's try.”
Katsuya was quite nauseous by the time Seto finished his request. It was one thing to fool around with Seto, but to actually do THAT. No, Katsuya couldn't bear the thought of being hurt by Seto or hurt Seto in this way.
“I…Set-chan, don't you think we're too young for that?” He knew he sounded stupid, but what was he supposed to say? `Sorry Set-chan, but because of Gozaburo's constant raping I feel so dirty that I couldn't stand the thought of your pure self inside me or dirtying you with my filthy body' or maybe `I don't like sex very much. Oh, you ask why I know that I don't like it? Well, I've already had some experiences with our step father; that's how I know.' No, Katsuya couldn't answer with the truth.
Seto looked suspicious. Katsuya was never one to care for rules or age-restrictions. On the contrary, whenever something was labelled as not fit for minors, Katsuya wanted to do it.
“You can just say that you don't want to. You don't have to lie.”
“It's not like that. I…I just can't do it.”
“You don't want to do it because it's with me.”
“Yes. No, I mean didn't mean it that way, it's just…I can't explain. It's difficult.”
Seto didn't believe a word. What was could be so difficult? “Whatever Katsuya.”
“Seto, don't be angry with me, please! It's not you, really. It's me. I don't…I don't fell ready for that.” Katsuya was almost crying by now. He hated it when Seto was angry with him.
Sighting Seto put his arms around the blond's shoulders. “Shh, its okay. I'm sorry, let's not talk about it anymore.”
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And with that the file had closed, or so Katsuya thought until that fateful evening two weeks later. Katsuya was ordered to KaibaCorp, which was unusual. He wasn't allowed to leave the mansion much, and if Gozaburo wanted `some alone time with his son,' he did so in either his or Katsuya's bedroom. So it was quite comprehensible that Katsuya was nervous during the whole limo drive. The chauffeur tried to cheer him up (he was always very nice to the kids), but his efforts were in vain and Katsuya didn't calm down. What did Gozaburo have in store for him now?
When the secretary let the boy into the CEO's office, he calmed down a bit. There was a woman in the office too. Surely Gozaburo wouldn't try anything funny while they had an audience.
“Do you know this woman?” Gozaburo pointed at her and Katsuya studied her. Then his eyes widened in shocked surprise. “That's…that's my mother.”
“That's correct. She wants to take you home with her.”
Katsuya was perplexed and stared openly at her. That was the woman who had abandoned him all those years ago and now she wanted him back? He didn't understand what was going on.
“Mhh?” came the equally lazy reply. Katsuya was in heaven right now. It felt so good, so right to do these things with Seto.
“Would you ever want to go further?”
“…what do you mean by `further'?” Katsuya asked nervously. He had a good idea of what Seto meant, but he hoped he was wrong.
“Sex. I've checked about it and know how it's supposed to work. I think it will feel even better than what we just did. Please, let's try.”
Katsuya was quite nauseous by the time Seto finished his request. It was one thing to fool around with Seto, but to actually do THAT. No, Katsuya couldn't bear the thought of being hurt by Seto or hurt Seto in this way.
“I…Set-chan, don't you think we're too young for that?” He knew he sounded stupid, but what was he supposed to say? `Sorry Set-chan, but because of Gozaburo's constant raping I feel so dirty that I couldn't stand the thought of your pure self inside me or dirtying you with my filthy body' or maybe `I don't like sex very much. Oh, you ask why I know that I don't like it? Well, I've already had some experiences with our step father; that's how I know.' No, Katsuya couldn't answer with the truth.
Seto looked suspicious. Katsuya was never one to care for rules or age-restrictions. On the contrary, whenever something was labelled as not fit for minors, Katsuya wanted to do it.
“You can just say that you don't want to. You don't have to lie.”
“It's not like that. I…I just can't do it.”
“You don't want to do it because it's with me.”
“Yes. No, I mean didn't mean it that way, it's just…I can't explain. It's difficult.”
Seto didn't believe a word. What was could be so difficult? “Whatever Katsuya.”
“Seto, don't be angry with me, please! It's not you, really. It's me. I don't…I don't fell ready for that.” Katsuya was almost crying by now. He hated it when Seto was angry with him.
Sighting Seto put his arms around the blond's shoulders. “Shh, its okay. I'm sorry, let's not talk about it anymore.”
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And with that the file had closed, or so Katsuya thought until that fateful evening two weeks later. Katsuya was ordered to KaibaCorp, which was unusual. He wasn't allowed to leave the mansion much, and if Gozaburo wanted `some alone time with his son,' he did so in either his or Katsuya's bedroom. So it was quite comprehensible that Katsuya was nervous during the whole limo drive. The chauffeur tried to cheer him up (he was always very nice to the kids), but his efforts were in vain and Katsuya didn't calm down. What did Gozaburo have in store for him now?
When the secretary let the boy into the CEO's office, he calmed down a bit. There was a woman in the office too. Surely Gozaburo wouldn't try anything funny while they had an audience.
“Do you know this woman?” Gozaburo pointed at her and Katsuya studied her. Then his eyes widened in shocked surprise. “That's…that's my mother.”
“That's correct. She wants to take you home with her.”
Katsuya was perplexed and stared openly at her. That was the woman who had abandoned him all those years ago and now she wanted him back? He didn't understand what was going on.
“What…I…why, I mean how…can I?”
Gozaburo was displeased with Katsuya's incoherent speech. To be sure, Seto would be his successor, but all of `his children' were supposed to possess a certain degree of dignity. He would deal with that later.
“This woman has the legal right to take you with her. She never knew of your father's death, and she told the authorities that she hadn't been able to support both you and your sister when she left you behind. Since she left because your father was surpassingly abusive, she didn't lose custody over you.” It was obvious by Gozaburo's voice what he thought about this, and his glare spoke volumes. This woman was in the process of riding him of his favourite pet, and he couldn't do anything about it. He refused to pay that woman any money, and he doubted she would accept it anyway. She didn't seem to care for the boy overly much, but there shad to be another reason which made the woman determined to get her boy back. But Gozaburo would make sure that he would at least get one more night with the boy. “You may wait outside for me now, Katsuya,” he said
“But…”
“No buts. Leave!”
The very frightened and confused boy left the room to wait outside. What would happen to him now? Was this woman really taking him with her? She had seemed so cold and hadn't even said a word.
'It would be nice to see my sister again,' Katsuya thought. `And there would be no more raping, that was definitely a plus.' But then Katsuya thought about Seto and Mokuba. He would be forced to leave them. Leave them alone with the monster that called himself their step-dad. What if Gozaburo turned on them?
When the door to the office finally opened, his mother simply walked by him without giving him more then a curt nod before she disappeared into the elevator.
“Katsuya, come in!” Gozaburo bellowed from inside the office. Once the boy was inside he continued in his harsh tone. “Your mother has agreed to give you one last night at home so you can get your belongings and say goodbye to your brothers…and to me, of course.” He grinned evilly at the boy. He would make sure that Katsuya would never forget this last time. “However, there is something else I want to discuss with you…” He walked over to his laptop and turned the screen in Katsuya's direction. Gozaburo clicked the mouse and a film flashed over the screen immediately. Katsuya's eyes widened. There was him and Seto, both of them naked during one of their pleasure sessions.
“How…?”
R 20;Do you really think I wouldn't realise what was going on in my own house? Do you think I wouldn't keep track of my pet's acts while I was away? You can't be that naïve anymore, boy. However, considering this new development I'm very lucky to have discovered your little secret. I never knew Seto was such a turn on, and with you leaving I will need someone else to satisfy my needs. Seto would look wonderful writhing underneath me, his face contorted in pain while begging me to stop, don't you think?”
Katsuya couldn't believe what Gozaburo had just said. “No.” His heart ached. He couldn't let that happen. “No, please.” He was about to panic. He couldn't let that happen to Seto. It would break him. Katsuya thought desperately for something he could do to prevent Gozaburo from violating his beloved friend.
“Anything, I'll do anything you want if you'll just leave Seto alone. I beg you, don't do that, please!”
Gozaburo grinned. He had the boy right where he wanted him. Little did Katsuya know that Gozaburo had no intention of ever touching Seto. The boy was still frightening, and this was so much better. “You'll do anything?”
Katsuya nodded. “Anything.”
“Have sex with him.”
“What?” He couldn't have heard right.
“If you don't want me to violate, him you'll have to do it. Of course, I will overlook everything.” Gozaburo grinned meanly and taped the computer screen.
Katsuya felt like he would faint any moment. His whole body shivered and he fell to the floor. “I hate you,” he whispered. “You're a monster.”
Gozaburo's grin just grew larger. “You will do it.” It wasn't a question, but Katsuya nodded his head anyway, tears leaking out of the corners of his eyes. Seto's first time was supposed to be something wonderful, with someone who deserved him…not with someone as dirty and used as Katsuya, and definitely not while a perverted monster was watching.
“Aww, now you cry. I have tried to make you cry for such a long time and you never responded. Had I only known earlier…” Gozaburo said mockingly.
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Gozaburo was displeased with Katsuya's incoherent speech. To be sure, Seto would be his successor, but all of `his children' were supposed to possess a certain degree of dignity. He would deal with that later.
“This woman has the legal right to take you with her. She never knew of your father's death, and she told the authorities that she hadn't been able to support both you and your sister when she left you behind. Since she left because your father was surpassingly abusive, she didn't lose custody over you.” It was obvious by Gozaburo's voice what he thought about this, and his glare spoke volumes. This woman was in the process of riding him of his favourite pet, and he couldn't do anything about it. He refused to pay that woman any money, and he doubted she would accept it anyway. She didn't seem to care for the boy overly much, but there shad to be another reason which made the woman determined to get her boy back. But Gozaburo would make sure that he would at least get one more night with the boy. “You may wait outside for me now, Katsuya,” he said
“But…”
“No buts. Leave!”
The very frightened and confused boy left the room to wait outside. What would happen to him now? Was this woman really taking him with her? She had seemed so cold and hadn't even said a word.
'It would be nice to see my sister again,' Katsuya thought. `And there would be no more raping, that was definitely a plus.' But then Katsuya thought about Seto and Mokuba. He would be forced to leave them. Leave them alone with the monster that called himself their step-dad. What if Gozaburo turned on them?
When the door to the office finally opened, his mother simply walked by him without giving him more then a curt nod before she disappeared into the elevator.
“Katsuya, come in!” Gozaburo bellowed from inside the office. Once the boy was inside he continued in his harsh tone. “Your mother has agreed to give you one last night at home so you can get your belongings and say goodbye to your brothers…and to me, of course.” He grinned evilly at the boy. He would make sure that Katsuya would never forget this last time. “However, there is something else I want to discuss with you…” He walked over to his laptop and turned the screen in Katsuya's direction. Gozaburo clicked the mouse and a film flashed over the screen immediately. Katsuya's eyes widened. There was him and Seto, both of them naked during one of their pleasure sessions.
“How…?”
R 20;Do you really think I wouldn't realise what was going on in my own house? Do you think I wouldn't keep track of my pet's acts while I was away? You can't be that naïve anymore, boy. However, considering this new development I'm very lucky to have discovered your little secret. I never knew Seto was such a turn on, and with you leaving I will need someone else to satisfy my needs. Seto would look wonderful writhing underneath me, his face contorted in pain while begging me to stop, don't you think?”
Katsuya couldn't believe what Gozaburo had just said. “No.” His heart ached. He couldn't let that happen. “No, please.” He was about to panic. He couldn't let that happen to Seto. It would break him. Katsuya thought desperately for something he could do to prevent Gozaburo from violating his beloved friend.
“Anything, I'll do anything you want if you'll just leave Seto alone. I beg you, don't do that, please!”
Gozaburo grinned. He had the boy right where he wanted him. Little did Katsuya know that Gozaburo had no intention of ever touching Seto. The boy was still frightening, and this was so much better. “You'll do anything?”
Katsuya nodded. “Anything.”
“Have sex with him.”
“What?” He couldn't have heard right.
“If you don't want me to violate, him you'll have to do it. Of course, I will overlook everything.” Gozaburo grinned meanly and taped the computer screen.
Katsuya felt like he would faint any moment. His whole body shivered and he fell to the floor. “I hate you,” he whispered. “You're a monster.”
Gozaburo's grin just grew larger. “You will do it.” It wasn't a question, but Katsuya nodded his head anyway, tears leaking out of the corners of his eyes. Seto's first time was supposed to be something wonderful, with someone who deserved him…not with someone as dirty and used as Katsuya, and definitely not while a perverted monster was watching.
“Aww, now you cry. I have tried to make you cry for such a long time and you never responded. Had I only known earlier…” Gozaburo said mockingly.
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Later that evening…
As much as Seto tried, he wasn't able to concentrate on the book before him. Gozaburo hadn't allowed him to sleep much the last three days, and had forced him to skip meals in favour of his studying. But being tired and hungry weren't the real reasons Seto couldn't concentrate.
He hadn't talked with Katsuya about it anymore, but it was far from forgotten in Seto's mind. Why had Katsuya reacted so badly when Seto had asked him about sex? Why had he seemed so frightened? Seto was sure there was nothing frightening about sex. Not when you trusted the one you did it with. Did Katsuya not trust him? No, that couldn't be. Seto was sure Katsuya trusted him as much as Seto himself trusted Katsuya, so what was it? Before he could ponder anymore on these things, the subject of his thoughts walked into the library.
“Katsu-chan, what are you doing here?” Seto asked nervously. “You know you're not supposed to interrupt my studying. If Gozaburo finds you here, he'll…”
“He's not here,” Katsuya interrupted. “He called earlier and said he wouldn't be home until tomorrow, so come on. Let's go to my room and relax a little.”
Something was strange about Katsuya's behaviour, but Seto couldn't put his finger on it, so he just shrugged his shoulders and the two left for Katsuya's room.
Once inside, Seto's eyes fell to the nightstand and he recognised one of the items on top of it immediately. A condom.
“Katsuya, what…?”
Katsuya turned around, not able to face his friend. “I have thought about it, Seto, and…and I want to do it with you too. It was stupid of me to react the way I did when you mentioned it.”
“Are you sure?”
Katsuya nodded but didn't turn around.
Seto sighed and moved behind Katsuya and slung his arms around the blond's waist. “What's wrong? You don't seem like yourself today, and you suddenly want to do something that had you almost crying not two weeks ago. Tell me!”
“I…I just want to do it with you, Set-chan. There's nothing wrong.”
“Then why can't you face me?”
Slowly, Katsuya turned around. Seto looked at him concernedly. “We don't have to do anything if you don't want to, Katsuya. I just wish you would tell me what's wrong.”
That was the moment when Katsuya knew for sure that he loved Seto. This boy in front of him was just too perfect. He knew that Seto wanted to have sex and here he was offering himself, and Seto, sensing his uneasiness, offered him a way out. Katsuya made a decision. He would just forget for this one time about Gozaburo. This would just be about him and his love. And he wanted him. He wanted to have sex with Seto, wanted to be as close as possible while he still had the chance to.
He kissed Seto passionately on the lips. His tongue slid inside Seto's hot cavern and the two of them let their tongues dance with each other. They were about the same height and equally strong, so nobody had to fight for dominance. “No, its okay, I really want to do it. I was just nervous.” Seto, seeing his friend's earnest smile, removed his shirt before he walked towards the bed and sat down. “Come on then, show me what you have planned.” He grinned wickedly.
Katsuya grinned too and walked over to the nightstand. “Well, you see these two things?” He motioned to the condom and a tube of lube.
“That one thing is a condom - you're supposed to wear at over your erected cock when you want to have sex, to prevent a girl from getting pregnant or getting any disease - I don't think we have to worry about the first one, Katsu-chan.”
“That's correct. And the other thing?”
“I don't know,” Seto said with a shrug of his shoulders.
“That's lube. When two males have sex this is very important. You'll have to prepare me…down there before you can penetrate me and…”
“Wait, who said I would be the one on top?”
“…I…well, I just thought you would want to, and I…”
“You seem much more prepared than I am, so I think it would just be fair for you to be on top. We can change next time.”
Katsuya tried not to think about the fact that there wouldn't be a next time. Seto's reasoning seemed sensible enough and to be honest, some sick part (or so Katsuya thought) of him wanted to be Seto's first. If he were, nobody could take that away from him, no matter how many came afterwards. Katsuya would always be Seto's first and anyway, Katsuya had the means to make it pleasurable for him. He knew what could feel good, and where and when he should be careful. Making up his mind Katsuya stepped in between Seto's legs and pressed him to the bed.
“I'll be careful Set-chan, I promise.”
“I know you will,” Seto answered confidently and kissed Katsuya sweetly. The kiss soon turned heavy and the two of them were hard within minutes. The blond moved away from his lover to remove his shirt and grab the lube from the nightstand. He placed it next to them on the bed and then he slowly removed Seto's pants and underwear. Seto's breath hitched when he felt Katsuya's hands brushing against his erection. Katsuya looked at his naked lover and couldn't believe that someone so beautiful could exist. His friend's half closed blue eyes had deepened in colour and were now almost black, his chest heaving up and down. His young cock pointed proudly at the ceiling. Katsuya decided to try to distract Seto before he started with the heavy stuff. He moved his head over Seto's cock and gave it a short lick. Seto's eyes flew open.
“What are you doing?”
“I'm about to give you blowjob.”
“A wha…?”
Anything further died on Seto's lips when Katsuya took his whole erection into his mouth. Seto threw his head back and moaned loudly. Why had they never done anything like this before? That felt sooooooo incredibly good.
Seeing that he had distracted the brunette boy successfully, Katsuya opened the lube and squeezed a fair amount of it on his fingers before he rubbed some of it onto Seto's entrance. Not hearing any protest he probed his first finger into Seto, still bobbing his head up and down Seto's erection.
Seto felt the finger entering him. It felt somewhat strange but also very good; however, when Katsuya inserted a second finger, it started to hurt enough to distract him from the pleasure his cock was receiving. He didn't voice his pain though, not wanting to disappoint Katsuya who had suddenly seemed so eager to have sex with him. However, when Katsuya pushed a third finger inside him Seto couldn't help but cry out. Katsuya immediately pulled his fingers out and let Seto's cock pop out of his mouth. “I'm sorry, Seto. Did I hurt you much? Shit, I'm so sorry. I knew you weren't ready…we should stop now. I'm so sorry.”
“No, no. It's okay. It just hurt a little. Just go a bit slower. Please, don't stop.”
Katsuya looked uncertain for a second but then started sucking on Seto again. This time he inserted his fingers much slower and waited longer before he moved his third finger in. He wiggled his fingers a bit inside till he heard Seto cry out again. He was about to move his fingers out again and quit all together but Seto moaned out, “Oh god, do that again. That felt soooo good.”
Katsuya happily obliged. It hadn't been so often that he had felt that pleasure, and when he had it always disgusted him that it could feel good when he was with the monster. But now he was very happy that he knew that spot existed and how to stimulate it.
“Katsu…Katsu-chan if you don't move on soon this will be over in a few minutes. I…I don't think I can hold it in much longer,” Seto panted out.
Katsuya removed his head and fingers. “Are you still sure you want to do it, Set-chan?”
“Yes.”
Katsuya nodded and took the lube again, but Seto stopped him. “Let me do it.”
Even if Seto hadn't know about lube before he wasn't stupid. He knew that Katsuya's cock would need to be covered in lube to make it slip in easily. When he massaged the lube onto Katsuya's cock he smiled to himself. He loved to see Katsuya in pleasure and judging by the groans and moans Katsuya was giving him he was very much so.
“That's…that's enough now Seto. As you said before, we wouldn't want to finish before the real fun starts, right? Lay down for me and raise your hips a bit.” Seto did so and Katsuya laid a pillow underneath Seto's arse to give himself better access. “Tell me if it hurts.”
And with that Katsuya started to trust in. Katsuya's penis still wasn't much bigger than three of his fingers, so it wasn't very uncomfortable. On the contrary, Seto felt full…no, complete. Almost like a piece that had been missing all his life had finally returned to him.
Katsuya had made sure to remember were Seto's pleasure spot was, so when he was fully inside Seto he brushed against it and Seto moaned out loudly. With that the two of them started to rock against each other. Gently and slowly at first but after the two gained some confidence the thrusts deepened and came faster. “Katsu-chaaan, I…ugh…please…faster…I'm about to…Oh god!!! Yesss. I love you, Katsuya!” Seto hadn't meant for the words to come out, but they were true nonetheless. He came loudly and Katsuya, hearing Seto's confession and feeling his love's walls contracting around him, came shortly after.
The whole act hadn't lasted longer than 15 minutes, but considering the youth and inexperience of the two it wasn't really surprising. However, the two of them were sure that there had never been anything better in their life, and that nothing would ever feel better than that (expect for when they would repeat the act, of course).
Katsuya collapsed on top of Seto. “I love you, too,” he whispered. Then he rolled off Seto, not wanting to bother him with his weight.
He opened his eyes and stared dreamily at the ceiling. Suddenly his eyes were caught by a small object in the corner of his ceiling. A camera.
Abruptly everything came back to him. How could he have forgotten? Gozaburo was looking. He had peeped on them the whole time. He looked at Seto's naked form lying next to him. Quickly he gripped a blanket and covered Seto with it. “Don't want you to get a cold,” he said at Seto's questioning gaze. “I…I'll go to the bathroom.”
Just before Katsuya was out of the door, Seto said, “I meant what I said. I love you.”
Katsuya tried desperately to hold back his tears. “Me too,” he said quickly before he closed the door behind him and leaned against it. His tears were freely streaming down his face now. How could he have betrayed Seto in this way? He had stolen his innocence, had stolen it in front of a monster. Never mind it being to protect him. He should have thought of a way out. Instead he had jumped at the opportunity to have Seto for himself. He was a monster himself.
Numbly he dragged himself to Gozaburo's room, where he was waiting for him fully aroused. However, Gozaburo didn't get much pleasure out of the boy this time. He just lay there, broken. Nothing showed in his honey coloured eyes. Not even the usual hate. Disappointed, Gozaburo soon threw the boy out of his room, telling him to get everything ready, since he would leave in two hours.
Katsuya wasn't able to face Seto, who was probably still lying in his room, so he simply walked into the living room and waited for Gozaburo there.
He would never see Seto again.
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Seto couldn't believe what he had just done with Katsuya. He still couldn't believe how good this all had felt and that he had not only confessed his love, but that Katsuya had confessed too. Seto was so happy right now. The two of them may still be very young, but Seto knew that Katsuya was the partner of his life and that he would never love someone else as much as him. He waited for Katsuya to come back, but he was so tired he couldn't keep his eyes open any longer and fell asleep, dreaming about his love and hoping to wake up with him later.
Little did he know that he wouldn't see his love again for a very, very long time.
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Katsuya waited impatiently for Gozaburo. He wanted to leave as soon as possible. He would miss Seto deeply, but if he stayed his guilt would eventually lead him to confess and Seto would hate him forever. It was better this way. Seto would forget about him soon and would never learn about Katsuya's betrayal. This was for the best.
Still deep in his gloomy thoughts, Katsuya didn't hear the approach until someone tapped him lightly on the shoulder.
“Katsu-nii, are you alright? You look so said.” It was Mokuba, and Katsuya felt immediately even worse for totally forgetting about his little brother.
“Oh, Mokuba,” he cried out and flung the small boy into his arms. Mokuba tried not to flinch at the contact. He had burses all over his body but he didn't want to worry the blond. “What's wrong, Katsu-nii?”
“Mokuba…I…I won't be able to live here anymore. I'm sorry.”
“Katsu-nii, I don't understand. Why are you leaving? Did I do something wrong? Please, I'm sorry, I will do anything. Please don't leave.”
“It has nothing to do with you, Mokuba. You'll always be my beloved baby brother. Never doubt that. I've just done something awful and…I just can't stay here anymore. Don't worry though. I have a place to stay.”
Mokuba didn't understand, but before he could ask anything else he heard his stepfather's heavy steps down the stairs. Frightened, he moved away from Katsuya and dashed away into the nearest room, leaving it ajar to see what would happen.
Katsuya was heartbroken. Now Mokuba hated him too. Unknown to him, Mokuba's rash departure had nothing to do with Katsuya, but rather with his step-father. Mokuba didn't know why, but every time Gozaburo saw him he would beat him senseless. When he saw Katsuya's sad expression, however, he felt guilty for just leaving his brother.
“Where are your things? I thought I told you to get them.”
“Se…Seto is still in the room.”
Gozaburo grinned evilly “Aww, can't face him, can you? Well, I have no time to wait. You'll just have to leave without your stuff. Come on then.”
Before Katsuya was out the door he looked back. He had hated this house ever since they'd moved in, but it contained the two people who were most important to him.
“What is it? Have you changed your mind? Do you still need to say goodbye to someone?” Gozaburo asked mockingly.
Katsuya thought about Mokuba who had left so abruptly. “No, there's nobody who would care.” And with that he closed the door.
Mokuba felt very bad. Katsuya thought he didn't care. Maybe he should have tried to persuade Katsuya to stay, but he was such a wimp that he'd just fled when he heard Gozaburo. If Seto ever heard about how cowardly he was, he would hate him forever and make him responsible for Katsuya's departure.
Mokuba decided then never to tell his brother about it. He had lost one brother already; he didn't want the second one to hate him.
The drive to Katsuya's new home was rather long, but they were still in Domino when they finally arrived.
Gozaburo didn't even say goodbye. He just kicked the boy out of the limo and told the driver to escort the boy to the doorway.
“If Seto should ever ask if you know where I am, please don't tell him,” he requested of the driver.
“Are you sure about that? I'm sure Master Seto would love to stay in contact with you even if you're no longer brothers.”
“No, it's for the best this way. Please.”
“Very well, I promise.”
“Thank you, Roland.”
Roland smiled sadly. He felt so bad for the boy. He could sense that Katsuya wanted desperately to stay with his step-brothers, but something wouldn't let him. Roland decided that when Gozaburo tried get rid off the boy's belongings he would gather them and bring them to the boy. Maybe he could find some pictures somewhere.
They arrived at the front door of a one family house and Roland knocked.
Katsuya's mother opened. She didn't even acknowledge the driver, just shoved the boy inside before closing the door.
Mrs. Kavaii looked down at her son. He really looked just like his bastard of a father. When she heard about his death two months ago she had been so happy. Finally the bastard would rot in hell for everything he had done to her. But then she'd remembered the kid she had left behind. She had no interest in her son, but Mrs. Kavaii was a very religious person. As long as the boy had lived with his father everything had been all right, but to leave the boy in the care of a stranger…that was against the teachings of her God and she didn't want to end up in hell just because of her annoying brat. So she had no choice but to take her child back in.
“That's correct. And the other thing?”
“I don't know,” Seto said with a shrug of his shoulders.
“That's lube. When two males have sex this is very important. You'll have to prepare me…down there before you can penetrate me and…”
“Wait, who said I would be the one on top?”
“…I…well, I just thought you would want to, and I…”
“You seem much more prepared than I am, so I think it would just be fair for you to be on top. We can change next time.”
Katsuya tried not to think about the fact that there wouldn't be a next time. Seto's reasoning seemed sensible enough and to be honest, some sick part (or so Katsuya thought) of him wanted to be Seto's first. If he were, nobody could take that away from him, no matter how many came afterwards. Katsuya would always be Seto's first and anyway, Katsuya had the means to make it pleasurable for him. He knew what could feel good, and where and when he should be careful. Making up his mind Katsuya stepped in between Seto's legs and pressed him to the bed.
“I'll be careful Set-chan, I promise.”
“I know you will,” Seto answered confidently and kissed Katsuya sweetly. The kiss soon turned heavy and the two of them were hard within minutes. The blond moved away from his lover to remove his shirt and grab the lube from the nightstand. He placed it next to them on the bed and then he slowly removed Seto's pants and underwear. Seto's breath hitched when he felt Katsuya's hands brushing against his erection. Katsuya looked at his naked lover and couldn't believe that someone so beautiful could exist. His friend's half closed blue eyes had deepened in colour and were now almost black, his chest heaving up and down. His young cock pointed proudly at the ceiling. Katsuya decided to try to distract Seto before he started with the heavy stuff. He moved his head over Seto's cock and gave it a short lick. Seto's eyes flew open.
“What are you doing?”
“I'm about to give you blowjob.”
“A wha…?”
Anything further died on Seto's lips when Katsuya took his whole erection into his mouth. Seto threw his head back and moaned loudly. Why had they never done anything like this before? That felt sooooooo incredibly good.
Seeing that he had distracted the brunette boy successfully, Katsuya opened the lube and squeezed a fair amount of it on his fingers before he rubbed some of it onto Seto's entrance. Not hearing any protest he probed his first finger into Seto, still bobbing his head up and down Seto's erection.
Seto felt the finger entering him. It felt somewhat strange but also very good; however, when Katsuya inserted a second finger, it started to hurt enough to distract him from the pleasure his cock was receiving. He didn't voice his pain though, not wanting to disappoint Katsuya who had suddenly seemed so eager to have sex with him. However, when Katsuya pushed a third finger inside him Seto couldn't help but cry out. Katsuya immediately pulled his fingers out and let Seto's cock pop out of his mouth. “I'm sorry, Seto. Did I hurt you much? Shit, I'm so sorry. I knew you weren't ready…we should stop now. I'm so sorry.”
“No, no. It's okay. It just hurt a little. Just go a bit slower. Please, don't stop.”
Katsuya looked uncertain for a second but then started sucking on Seto again. This time he inserted his fingers much slower and waited longer before he moved his third finger in. He wiggled his fingers a bit inside till he heard Seto cry out again. He was about to move his fingers out again and quit all together but Seto moaned out, “Oh god, do that again. That felt soooo good.”
Katsuya happily obliged. It hadn't been so often that he had felt that pleasure, and when he had it always disgusted him that it could feel good when he was with the monster. But now he was very happy that he knew that spot existed and how to stimulate it.
“Katsu…Katsu-chan if you don't move on soon this will be over in a few minutes. I…I don't think I can hold it in much longer,” Seto panted out.
Katsuya removed his head and fingers. “Are you still sure you want to do it, Set-chan?”
“Yes.”
Katsuya nodded and took the lube again, but Seto stopped him. “Let me do it.”
Even if Seto hadn't know about lube before he wasn't stupid. He knew that Katsuya's cock would need to be covered in lube to make it slip in easily. When he massaged the lube onto Katsuya's cock he smiled to himself. He loved to see Katsuya in pleasure and judging by the groans and moans Katsuya was giving him he was very much so.
“That's…that's enough now Seto. As you said before, we wouldn't want to finish before the real fun starts, right? Lay down for me and raise your hips a bit.” Seto did so and Katsuya laid a pillow underneath Seto's arse to give himself better access. “Tell me if it hurts.”
And with that Katsuya started to trust in. Katsuya's penis still wasn't much bigger than three of his fingers, so it wasn't very uncomfortable. On the contrary, Seto felt full…no, complete. Almost like a piece that had been missing all his life had finally returned to him.
Katsuya had made sure to remember were Seto's pleasure spot was, so when he was fully inside Seto he brushed against it and Seto moaned out loudly. With that the two of them started to rock against each other. Gently and slowly at first but after the two gained some confidence the thrusts deepened and came faster. “Katsu-chaaan, I…ugh…please…faster…I'm about to…Oh god!!! Yesss. I love you, Katsuya!” Seto hadn't meant for the words to come out, but they were true nonetheless. He came loudly and Katsuya, hearing Seto's confession and feeling his love's walls contracting around him, came shortly after.
The whole act hadn't lasted longer than 15 minutes, but considering the youth and inexperience of the two it wasn't really surprising. However, the two of them were sure that there had never been anything better in their life, and that nothing would ever feel better than that (expect for when they would repeat the act, of course).
Katsuya collapsed on top of Seto. “I love you, too,” he whispered. Then he rolled off Seto, not wanting to bother him with his weight.
He opened his eyes and stared dreamily at the ceiling. Suddenly his eyes were caught by a small object in the corner of his ceiling. A camera.
Abruptly everything came back to him. How could he have forgotten? Gozaburo was looking. He had peeped on them the whole time. He looked at Seto's naked form lying next to him. Quickly he gripped a blanket and covered Seto with it. “Don't want you to get a cold,” he said at Seto's questioning gaze. “I…I'll go to the bathroom.”
Just before Katsuya was out of the door, Seto said, “I meant what I said. I love you.”
Katsuya tried desperately to hold back his tears. “Me too,” he said quickly before he closed the door behind him and leaned against it. His tears were freely streaming down his face now. How could he have betrayed Seto in this way? He had stolen his innocence, had stolen it in front of a monster. Never mind it being to protect him. He should have thought of a way out. Instead he had jumped at the opportunity to have Seto for himself. He was a monster himself.
Numbly he dragged himself to Gozaburo's room, where he was waiting for him fully aroused. However, Gozaburo didn't get much pleasure out of the boy this time. He just lay there, broken. Nothing showed in his honey coloured eyes. Not even the usual hate. Disappointed, Gozaburo soon threw the boy out of his room, telling him to get everything ready, since he would leave in two hours.
Katsuya wasn't able to face Seto, who was probably still lying in his room, so he simply walked into the living room and waited for Gozaburo there.
He would never see Seto again.
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Seto couldn't believe what he had just done with Katsuya. He still couldn't believe how good this all had felt and that he had not only confessed his love, but that Katsuya had confessed too. Seto was so happy right now. The two of them may still be very young, but Seto knew that Katsuya was the partner of his life and that he would never love someone else as much as him. He waited for Katsuya to come back, but he was so tired he couldn't keep his eyes open any longer and fell asleep, dreaming about his love and hoping to wake up with him later.
Little did he know that he wouldn't see his love again for a very, very long time.
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Katsuya waited impatiently for Gozaburo. He wanted to leave as soon as possible. He would miss Seto deeply, but if he stayed his guilt would eventually lead him to confess and Seto would hate him forever. It was better this way. Seto would forget about him soon and would never learn about Katsuya's betrayal. This was for the best.
Still deep in his gloomy thoughts, Katsuya didn't hear the approach until someone tapped him lightly on the shoulder.
“Katsu-nii, are you alright? You look so said.” It was Mokuba, and Katsuya felt immediately even worse for totally forgetting about his little brother.
“Oh, Mokuba,” he cried out and flung the small boy into his arms. Mokuba tried not to flinch at the contact. He had burses all over his body but he didn't want to worry the blond. “What's wrong, Katsu-nii?”
“Mokuba…I…I won't be able to live here anymore. I'm sorry.”
“Katsu-nii, I don't understand. Why are you leaving? Did I do something wrong? Please, I'm sorry, I will do anything. Please don't leave.”
“It has nothing to do with you, Mokuba. You'll always be my beloved baby brother. Never doubt that. I've just done something awful and…I just can't stay here anymore. Don't worry though. I have a place to stay.”
Mokuba didn't understand, but before he could ask anything else he heard his stepfather's heavy steps down the stairs. Frightened, he moved away from Katsuya and dashed away into the nearest room, leaving it ajar to see what would happen.
Katsuya was heartbroken. Now Mokuba hated him too. Unknown to him, Mokuba's rash departure had nothing to do with Katsuya, but rather with his step-father. Mokuba didn't know why, but every time Gozaburo saw him he would beat him senseless. When he saw Katsuya's sad expression, however, he felt guilty for just leaving his brother.
“Where are your things? I thought I told you to get them.”
“Se…Seto is still in the room.”
Gozaburo grinned evilly “Aww, can't face him, can you? Well, I have no time to wait. You'll just have to leave without your stuff. Come on then.”
Before Katsuya was out the door he looked back. He had hated this house ever since they'd moved in, but it contained the two people who were most important to him.
“What is it? Have you changed your mind? Do you still need to say goodbye to someone?” Gozaburo asked mockingly.
Katsuya thought about Mokuba who had left so abruptly. “No, there's nobody who would care.” And with that he closed the door.
Mokuba felt very bad. Katsuya thought he didn't care. Maybe he should have tried to persuade Katsuya to stay, but he was such a wimp that he'd just fled when he heard Gozaburo. If Seto ever heard about how cowardly he was, he would hate him forever and make him responsible for Katsuya's departure.
Mokuba decided then never to tell his brother about it. He had lost one brother already; he didn't want the second one to hate him.
The drive to Katsuya's new home was rather long, but they were still in Domino when they finally arrived.
Gozaburo didn't even say goodbye. He just kicked the boy out of the limo and told the driver to escort the boy to the doorway.
“If Seto should ever ask if you know where I am, please don't tell him,” he requested of the driver.
“Are you sure about that? I'm sure Master Seto would love to stay in contact with you even if you're no longer brothers.”
“No, it's for the best this way. Please.”
“Very well, I promise.”
“Thank you, Roland.”
Roland smiled sadly. He felt so bad for the boy. He could sense that Katsuya wanted desperately to stay with his step-brothers, but something wouldn't let him. Roland decided that when Gozaburo tried get rid off the boy's belongings he would gather them and bring them to the boy. Maybe he could find some pictures somewhere.
They arrived at the front door of a one family house and Roland knocked.
Katsuya's mother opened. She didn't even acknowledge the driver, just shoved the boy inside before closing the door.
Mrs. Kavaii looked down at her son. He really looked just like his bastard of a father. When she heard about his death two months ago she had been so happy. Finally the bastard would rot in hell for everything he had done to her. But then she'd remembered the kid she had left behind. She had no interest in her son, but Mrs. Kavaii was a very religious person. As long as the boy had lived with his father everything had been all right, but to leave the boy in the care of a stranger…that was against the teachings of her God and she didn't want to end up in hell just because of her annoying brat. So she had no choice but to take her child back in.
“Your room is upstairs on the left. Your sister's room is next to yours. Stay away from her. Dinner is already finished. If you're hungry you'll have to wait for breakfast. And to make one thing clear from the beginning, you have no right to call yourself a Kavaii. You will keep the name of your father.” With that, she disappeared into the living room.
Katsuya sighed. He had left one awful home to land in the next. He turned to the stairs and there was a small girl standing on the top steps. “Onichan?”
Katsuya heart fluttered. His sister hadn't forgotten about him after all these years. “Shi-chan.”
Shizuka jumped down the stairs and flung herself into her brother's arms.
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Two weeks later…
Katsuya sat outside on a lonely park bench. It was past the time a little boy of not even fourteen should be outside, but he didn't care. Nor would his mother. He was looking at a small pendant, which held two pictures. One showed Seto, Mokuba and him and the other one showed just Seto. These pictures had arrived one week ago along with other personal stuff and some clothes. Katsuya had no doubt that it had been Roland who had sent it to him, and he was very grateful.
God, he missed the two of them so much. He missed Seto's closeness, he missed Mokuba's affection.
“Well, well, well, what's a small boy like you doing all by himself at this hour?”
Katsuya looked up. In front of him were three boys. Two older ones- about 16 or 17 maybe - and one about Katsuya's age. He had brown hair which was styled in a fin. He loomed behind the two older ones, looking intimidated.
“Kid, answer me!” the tallest of the three said. He seemed to be the leader of the group.
“I have nowhere else to be,” Katsuya said, trying to sound uncaring but it came out as almost a sob.
“What's your name?”
“Katsuya Jounouichi.”
“Jou it is, then. I'm Hirutani. If you want, you can tag along. See Honda here?” He pointed at the brown haired boy. “He just joined today too. He seems to be your age, so you two will probably get along very well - are you coming?”
Katsuya didn't have to think about it twice. He was so lonely and it would be great to have someone to talk to.
“Sure.”
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Same time, at the Kaiba Mansion...
Seto was lying on his bed, staring angrily at his ceiling. Where was Katsuya? At first he'd been frightened, fearing that something had happened to him, but then Gozaburo had told him that Katsuya had left of his own free will, that he'd been bored of his life here and had gone back to his mother. He didn't believe that. He thought maybe Gozaburo had done something to the blond. When he voiced his fears to Mokuba, the boy broke down. Sobbing, he confessed that he had seen Katsuya before he'd left and that he indeed left on his own free will.
Soon Seto was forced to believe what Gozaburo had said. That Katsuya had been bored with him. There was no other explanation for Katsuya's abrupt departure. He had to believe that Katsuya did leave on his own free will. Just after they had sex, just after Seto had confessed his love.
“He lied to me. He didn't love me at all, otherwise he wouldn't have left me without a word.”
Even Roland seemed to know something. Was he the only one who was left in the dark? Why had Katsuya left like that? Why did he give Seto such hopes just to crush them immediately?
“He played with my feelings. I would have never thought he was capable of such mean actions, but now I see how much I know.” He rolled on his stomach and punched his pillow. “He played with me from the beginning. He made me believe that he was my friend, my brother, my lover and now he's gone. Probably laughing at my stupidity.”
At that moment, he decided to never believe anyone again, to never fall in love again and to never trust anyone. No one expect for Mokuba, for he was his only family now, and because he had been left by Katsuya too even if he had at least gotten a goodbye.
“Never again will someone make a fool of me.”