Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Can you give me a reasone to live ❯ Confessions? ( Chapter 11 )

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After everyone calmed down they ate dinner, but not with out Kagome and Hiei sending death glares at Kurama and Botan.

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`Just grate!!' Kagome though as she landed some more punches on the punching bag. `My family is staying with me, my sister is missing.' She though furiously throwing a string of kicks, and punches at the punching bag (I feel sorry for the punching bag) `Not that I'm upset about having my family here, but it's because I can't search for Tenmei! But I have to leave it up to Koenma to find her!! And I just can't have anyone else get hurt because of me but I have no choice.' Kagome thought landing one more punch before the bag ripped open. Kagome calmed down a little, and started to clean up the mess she had made. After she was done, Kagome silently walked out of the room being careful not to wake any of her guests. Since Tenmei had been taken, Koenma had insisted that the spirit detectives stay with her also, just incase Naraku tried to strike again.

Kagome stopped in front of her room, and opened the door. She quietly shut it, and went over to her dresser. She picked out a black shirt that said. "To save us both time, assume I know every thing." After that she went to her closet, and got a pair of black jeans. Kagome made her way to the bathroom, and took a shower. Before long she heard her mother wake up, and soon could smell breakfast being cooked. Getting out of the shower Kagome got dressed, and put her hair into a low pony tail with a few strands framing her face. Kagome then walked out of the room to the kitchen, like she had done every morning prior to all the guest she now had. Kagome got to the kitchen, and saw her mom cooking up a storm. She also saw he Step-Dad sitting at the table drinking some coffee.

Kagome's mom looked up and smiled. "Good morning Kagome. How are you?"She asked. Tai looked up from his coffee still some what asleep, and smiled at Kagome too "I'm doing ok" Replied Kagome. In the short time her family had been at her home (Which was about three weeks now.) She had talked to Tai, and found out he wasn't mad at her at all. That kinda shocked Kagome, and she wondered how he was so calm. Tai explained that he loved her and thought of her as his own daughter even if she really wasn't. This made Kagome cheer up a great deal, now all she had to do was wait for Koenma to tell her were Naraku was, but that was taking a while since he hadn't cause any trouble. Kagome could only hope Tenmei was all right.

Kagome sat down at the table as Hiei came walking into the room. He was as stoic as ever, making little to no noise as he walked towards the corner of the room closest to Kagome. He leaned against the wall, and looked at everyone but didn't say anything. "Good morning, Hiei." Kagome said trying to start a little conversation, with the fire apparition she had started to get attached too. Kagome wasn't sure why she was so attracted to him, but she just couldn't seem to help it.

Hiei glanced at her, saying his world famous word. "Hn." Kagome looked at him some what annoyed. Was that all he could say? I mean sure she thought the word was cute and all, but couldn't he say some thing else once in a while? Kagome's mother looked at the two, a small smiled played across her face as she watched the two demons.

"Is that all you know how to say."Asked Kagome. Hiei was now glaring at her a little. "No, apparently I can say something else, since I'm talking to you now." He said in an icy voice, that sent shivers up Kagome's spine. Kagome glared back looking straight into Hiei's crimson colored eyes. "You didn't have to be so mean." Kagome said in her own icy voice. Hiei was just about to retort when Kagome's mother interrupted. "Kagome, Hiei would you both please wake the others up? It's time to eat." Tai looked at his adoptive daughter, and the demon. Both Hiei, and Kagome answered at the same time. "Fine." They looked at each other for a moment, then went off to wake the others while growling at each other.

Kagome's mother sighed, Kagome and Hiei reminded her of how she and her first husband had been towards each other.

"What is your problem?" Kagome growled out between clenched teeth, while walking down the hall beside Hiei. "I don't have a problem, you stupid woman."Hiei growled back. "I'm not stupid you pompous Jerk!" Kagome growled back, her voice gaining volume as they fought. "You're right, you are a stupid bitch my mistake." Hiei's voice now held venom.

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`Who the hell dose she think she is, talking to me like this.' I thought right after calling her a stupid bitch. `How the hell dose she keep making me lose my temper? No one has ever been able to provoke me this much in such a short amount of time, let alone live after doing so. What the hell is going on?!'

`I thought we went over this? You are in love with her! Get it through your thick head'

`Why do you always seem to bother me when your not needed?!' I thought pretty irritated. Every time I tried to think about Kagome it never worked, my troublesome conscience would all ways bother me.

`Because I can. Also you had better claim her soon dammit! Mating season will be here soon, and we wont let some other demon claim her.'

`I have told you before I don't want her!'

`You lie I know you want her even if you won't admit it! I'm your conscience for goodness sake, I know what your thinking, and what you want! But you seem to be too dense to under stand that!'

(Isn't that sad? Hiei still wont fess up to how much he loves Kagome. Oh well they will finally start making big advances in there relationship, in this chapter and more to come. I'm thinking of writing a lemon for later chapters, but I don't know yet so tell me what you think in your reviews.)

I looked at the demoness walking beside me. Her face was now red with anger , and her growling had gotten louder while she moved in front of me.

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Kagome's honey/gold eyes burned with anger, as she brought her hand up and smacked Hiei full force leaving four bloody claw marks along his face. That was it Hiei snapped pushing Kagome against the hall wall with lightning fast speed, and brute strength. He pulled out his katana, and held it too her throat while holding her arms above her head with his other hand. "If you ever strike me again, I will not hesitate to kill you. Do you understand?" Hiei bit out while pushing his katana against Kagome's neck drawing blood.

Fear flashed through Kagome's eyes for a brief second, but then her eyes went blank and held no emotion at all. "Go a head do me a favor, and kill me now." Kagome's voice was calm like they were just talking about the weather or some thing. From what Kagome had heard when she talked to Botan, Yukina, and Keiko, Hiei would kill any one that defied him. But every time she had done something, Hiei only threatened her. So Kagome figured He wouldn't kill her now after threatening her for so long, but the look in his eyes was making her have second thoughts.

When Hiei heard Kagome's answer he was a little shocked but not much. Some how he had figured she would still welcome the idea of dying. Hiei once again was about to say some thing till Yusuke, Kurama, and Kuwabara came out of there room to see what was going on. Yusuke looked extremely annoyed, and unhappy. "Hiei let her go." Yusuke said fiercely. Hiei looked at him, and glared but none the less he let go of Kagome's wrist he wasn't in the mood to fight the idiot detective at the moment, Hiei then disappeared in a blur.

Yusuke, Kurama, and Kuwabara turned to the still some what pissed off Kagome. "Are you ok? Hiei didn't hurt you to bad did he?" Kurama asked with concern in his voice, when he saw the blood running down Kagomes' neck. "No, I'll be fine I just need to clean my self up." Kagome said impassively. She then started walking down the hall pushing Kuwabara as she passed him. Kuwabara fell to the ground in a heap with a loud groan. Yusuke and Kurama just shook there heads, the idiot had fallen asleep with his eyes open, and on his feet.

"You know Kurama, something tells me that were going to have a hell of a time dealing with both Hiei and Kagome." Yusuke said delivering a kick to the sleeping Kuwabara. Kurama shook his head in agreement, as Kuwabara jolted awake with a yelp. "I do believe your right Yusuke." Then all three of them heard Kagome's mother call them to break fast. Kuwabara and Yusuke rushed off to go eat, while Kurama shook his head and walked down the hall to wake Botan since Kagome never got around to do so.

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I knocked on Botan's door I could here her mumble something, and then I heard her roll over in the bed. I laughed a little. I found out in the three weeks we had been staying here, Botan was anything but a morning person, and it was dangerous to wake her up before 7:30 A.m. when she wasn't working. That had been one of the most terrifying things I had ever experienced.

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Every one was awake early that Saturday due to Hiei, and Kagome fighting once again. They did this continually one would piss the other one off, and it was like the next world war had started. Kagome's mother had started break fast, and requested me to wake up some people who weren't awake yet. I first walked to Souta's room and knocked on the door, I heard him get out of bed while cursing a few times. Next was Botan's room. I knocked on the door a few times and got a string of murmurs, and curses. Stupidly I knocked on the door again calling her name. All of a sudden I heard someone land on the ground with a thud, and angry foot steps coming towards the door. Next thing I know the door flew open, and right in front of me was screaming half asleep Botan.

I had about run away from Botan , but she stopped yelling at me once she knew who it was.

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I quietly opened the door, and walked in. I looked at Botan, who at the moment was sprawled out on her bed sleeping, with the blanket on the floor. I moved over to the bed and sat down on the edge, Youko was pleading with me to let him out. I knew better though, and pretty much blocked him out of my mind. "Botan..." I called quietly, while brushing a few strands of blue hair from her face. She gave a small groan but refused to wake up. "Botan time to get up..."I called again, giving her shoulder a light shake. This time Botan opened her eyes they were glazed over, and unfocused not really able to see anything at the moment. She blinked once, twice, then a third time before she actually knew where she was. Botan looked at me. "G'morning." She said her words slurred together, then she proceeded to yawn, and stretch from her laid down position on the bed. I Shook my head as I watched her fully wake up.

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Kurama was about to say good morning back, but just then he heard Yusuke yell. "Kurama, Botan hurry up or were going to eat with out you." Kurama shook his head. He knew if the didn't get out there the food would be all gone. Botan groaned "I Don't know if I want to sleep more or have breakfast." She said , the red head looked at her sympathetically. "If you don't get up you wont get to eat till lunch." He said. Botan again groaned, and rolled off the other side of the bed she looked at Kurama. "Alright then I'm coming, tell them I'll be there in a moment." Kurama nodded his head then got up to leave, but right before he did he went over to Botan and gave her a quick kiss. Then he left the room, a slight blush on his cheeks. Botan also had the same blush on her cheeks.

A few minutes later every one was sitting at the table, ready to eat. Even Hiei had come to get some food. All they were waiting for now was for Kagome's mom to put the last plate of food on the table Yusuke's was pretty much drooling. The very moment Kagome's mother sat down, and said it was time to eat Yusuke and Kuwabara dived for the food.

After every one was done eating Kagome got up, and left the room with out a word. Only a few people noticed that she left, and one of the people decided to follow her decided to follow her. Kagome walked to a store room got a pretty big bucket of raw meat, and proceeded to walk towards the forest. The figure followed after her quietly not noticed at the moment.

Kagome got to a clearing, and sat down. She whistled not to long after the sounds of barks were heard. Then all of a sudden her pack of dogs appeared. Kagome smiled, they knew she had brought them food, and were eager to get some. Although Kagome fed her pets dog food, they always did like meat better. King walked up her licking Kagome's cheek affectionately, Then waited for her to give him food.

The others waited knowing better than to eat before the Alphas, even though they were dogs they acted more like wolves. Kagome gave King, and Udine there food. Then passed it out to Leake, and kora. Last she passed little chunks to the pups.

~So what have you guys been up too? I haven't seen you by the house for a while.~ She thought to all of them while they ate.

~We were tired of the two idiots fighting.~ King answered

~Yeah they are some thing else.~ She thought about Yusuke and Kuwabara for a moment.

~They could wake the dead~ Meka thought

"That would be bad, because then Hiei would have to fight off all the zombis of the demons he killed." Kagome said starting to speak out loud, since they all could understand her. The person that had followed her listened intently, He had already been listening to the mental conversation. (You should all know who it is by now.)

~So what do you think of Hiei?~ Udine asked Knowing there was a bit of a connection between her mistress, and the demon.

"What do you mean?" Kagome asked playing dumb.

~Come on Kagome, I know you like him.~

"It's true okay? I do like him a lot." Kagome gave a defeated sigh, was it that obvious to every one? First Rin, then Keiko, after that Botan, next Yukina, and last her Mother. She just wouldn't, and couldn't deny it any more. "I don't know why, but I think I love him. I'm really attracted to him. Although he makes me mad constantly, I just can't help but forgive him. I can't even tell him how I fell to his face though, I'm afraid to be rejected." Kagome confessed. She may not ever tell any one besides her dogs but what she said was all true.

The figure had a shocked expression on his face he wasn't sure what to think so he just sat there. "He probably hate me any way so I have no clue why I'm saying these things. I know I'm only making it hard on my self, but I just can't help it." Kagome said quietly. Then she got up, and started to walk back to her house. Kagome felt so stupid at the moment, but oh well.

The figure darted off so he didn't get caught by her he now had a lot to think about.

When Kagome finally got to the house, every one ran out to meet her. They all had a look of urgency on there faces. Then they all said in unison. "Kagome. They found him..."

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Okay I know you all hate me now, and probably aren't reading the story any more. I'm sorry it took so long for the update, but things have been getting real bad. So my time has been really taken up. I'll be reviving my other chapters, I saw lots of typos and things that need fixed so I'll get that done as soon as possible. But any way thanks for being patient, for those of you who are still reading this. I'm planing on this being a pretty long fic so ya'll know. So again thanks and please don't forget read and review ^_^

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