Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Inside ❯ Chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )

-Clears throat- IF YOU DON'T LIKE HOW I PUT IT TOGETHER DON”T READ IT!! RIGHT AT THE SUMMARY IT SAYS ANGST WHAT THE HELL DID YOU EXPECT!! AND WHAT THE HELL, KURAMA CAN CUT HIMSELF JUST LIKE EVRYONE CAN DIE. IF YOU KNEW YOU WEREN'T GOING TO LIKE IT YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE READ IT.

 

O.k. that's all I had to say besides thank you to the reviewers who weren't stupid and please enjoy this chapter.

 

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Yuu Yuu Hakusho. I am merely borrowing its characters for my sick amusement and others as well.

 

 

“Thank you, Yusuke that was fun I haven't done that in a while. I think this is the best I have felt in almost six months.” I said finishing my ice cream.

 

“No problem, couldn't exactly let you kill yourself.” He answered eating his ice cream,

 

“No I suppose not, ahh” I said as my phone vibrated, I quickly answered it.

 

“Hello mother.” I said as my mother said hello.

 

“ I am with Yusuke mother. Yes mother, no I will not come back for a while. What do you mean I have to come home? You can't say that and expect me to listen after what you have made me live through these past few months.” I said my voice rising, Yusuke grabbed my hand and walked me towards his house as I fought with my mom on the phone.

 

“No you make me suffer through that man for six months and then blame me for Shuuichi getting in trouble, No I didn't influence it how could I. You've trapped me in my room for the past six months. I said no, Goodbye!” I yelled as we walked into Yusuke's apartment.

 

“Kurama what's wrong?” Yusuke asked as he locked the door and I tore my coat off quickly to mad to care.

 

“My step brother Shuuichi, he started a fight at school. He said he got the idea from me. Then my mother was a fool enough to believe that human she calls a husband when he says I am a disgrace. She thinks I spend too much time away from the house. When that's the only place besides school I have been for, o I don't know the past six months. I'll fucking kill them.” I growled out. Youko may not be a separate persona but he is a whole different being from this Minamino Shuichi façade and I have a feeling that Shuichi isn't going to be here very long if I become any more dependant on my instincts then I already have over the last half of a year.

 

“Kurama you know you can't do that, just spend the night here and forget about everything.”

 

“Let go of me Yusuke!” You don't know what they did. I'll Kill them I swear it. I will murder them all. Their blood will stain my hands. I'll kill them. Yusuke let me go! I have suffered through this for half a year. I was stupid enough to become weak these past years as a human that is something I regret. They've pushed it too far. All of the previous events and now this. No they will feel my revenge with a vengeance only a gingitsune can possess; ” I yelled struggling against Yusuke's hold.

 

“No Kurama if you kill them, I lose you.” He said whispering the last part. I immediately stopped, my eyes wide.

“Yusuke?” I said,

“ How would you lose me, and besides that what do you care? It wouldn't matter to you anyways.” I continued, It was silent for a moment before what I said suck in, and Yusuke snapped.

 

“I mean Koenma would take you away, and what do you mean ` it wouldn't matter to me anyways' I am probably the only person it would matter to Kurama. I love you!” Yusuke yelled letting go of me as soon as he was done, and turning around. We both stood there in silence. I was shocked and Yusuke was I had to guess mad and embarrassed.

“Yusuke?”

“Leave.” He said firmly

“Yus-“

“Get out Kurama!!” he shouted as he stayed with his back towards me. I went to the door and silently shut it. I silently walked towards Yusuke and put my hands around his waist, nuzzling his neck.

“Yusuke I'm so sorry I don't know what to do. I'm not used to being caged in, you know that I am a gingitsune. I cannot help it you know that.” I said and he turned around.

“Aw c'mon Kurama don't cry.” He said reaching towards my face.

“I'm crying?” I said reaching my hand up to my face to feel my tears.

 

“Odd I thought I ran out of tears.” I finished, and Yusuke pulled me even closer kissing my forehead as I leaned into him. Acting on pure instincts. Shuichi is human, the human mind can only take so much, and after that your body relies on instinct and since I am not only Minamino Shuichi but also Youko Kurama. My instincts will never forfeit my life like a human's normally would.

“C'mon Kurama lets go to bed. Maybe a nice sleep will help, but I am not leaving you a lone so be warned.” He said walking me to his room and laying in bed with me. Any other day I would have protested but my body was acting on it's own. Something it hasn't done since my days as Youko.

 

His scent the light in my darkness. At the time that is how I saw it. I curled up next to Yusuke almost like a ball held in his arms as we slept silently, and what a dreamless sleep it was. One filled with relief not pain or misery, just comfort and energy.

 

I felt like I could sleep forever like that but my body didn't agree with me and before I knew it I was awake. My mind working perfectly and in an instant everything in the last six months came back to me hard, once I realized the darkness around me. It's coming back…

 

Everything from the emotional torture to the mental and physical strain. Every moment of pain in the last six months came back, and suddenly I couldn't help but stand and look. I walked gracefully out of the room as not to wake Yusuke, down the stairs and into the kitchen. He hid them. He hid them all every single knife was gone. I was practically going crazy. He knew I would look so he hid them, but when and where?

 

I looked in the cup-board, the cabinets, and when I found nothing, I walked back up stairs to the bathroom surely he hadn't gotten everything. I thought with hope.

 

I was right; when I opened up the mirror-cabinet in the bathroom there were razors as sharp as any knife. I smiled almost evilly. I knew exactly what I was doing, and I knew I would get away with it. I grabbed a razor and put my arm over the toilet. Taking the razor, I put it to my forearm just below my elbow on the inside of my arm. I pushed down and pulled the razor down my arm but before I could even get half way some one was holding both of my wrists, shaking in sobs as the blood rained down my arm painting the scene a bloody red. I had almost forgotten…

“Yusuke…”

Chapter two completed I hope you liked it. Review. Flames will be pointed and laughed at then used to melt the ice on my sidewalk. Reviews are welcomed thanks.