Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Love and Hardships ❯ Breaking News and Belonging ( Chapter 12 )

A/N- WOW! I got four reviews in one day! I feel so loved! Okay because of all the reviews I got right to work on this chapter! So.... You think she's pregnant? Hmmm... she could be. Let's find out for sure shall we?

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Warning- Heh heh. Sadness, sex, language, and all that yummy good stuff.

Chapter Twelve

Breaking News and Belonging

Hiei eased through Hala's open window and she shut it tight behind him. When he turned to face her he saw a grim look upon his face. "Hala," he said, letting his concern flow through. "What's wrong?"

"Sit down," she said softly. Her voice had changed so much from before that Hiei was scared. He did as asked. Hala sighed and sat next to him, not looking him in the eyes. It's now or never, she thought. "Hiei, when I went to visit my aunt I fell gravely ill. Right now I am on medication for the pain but this is something that won't go away. Not now, it's just developed too far."

Hiei felt his heart stop. He was sure he knew where this was going. "I see. Don't bother saying it Hala. I know."

Tears formed at the crests of her eyes. "I am so sorry Hiei. I wish things were different but... I should have had things checked before."

Hiei wrapped one arm around Hala's shoulders. "Are you going to tell him Hala?"

She looked at him, confused. "Tell who Hiei?"

"Ghalib."

"Why would I tell him this?"

Hiei was taken aback. "I know he raped you Hala but it is his child. You should force him to take responsibility for his actions."

Hala looked really confused now. "Hiei, what child are you talking about?"

Hiei's eyes widened. "You mean you're not...." Hala shook her head. "Then what's wrong with you?"

She looked away again. "Hiei I'm not pregnant. Compared to this I wish I were." Hala stood and walked to the window. "I'm not scared though. That's the last thing I am. I just want to go back and change it. I don't know maybe see someone and maybe something could have been done about this." She put her head in her hands and massaged her temples. "It's just going to hurt so many people."

Hiei was scared now. Something was terribly wrong with Hala. He stood and wrapped his arms around her. "Please Hala, tell me what's wrong."

She turned to face him and looked into his eyes. "Hiei I have a brain tumor."

He raised an eyebrow. "A what?"

She sighed tears now falling freely. "A brain tumor. It's a cancer that grows inside of the head. Sometimes they're removable but..."

"Why can't they just take it out? I've seen ningen doctors do it all the time on TV."

"It's not that simple Hiei. The one I have, if they tried to take it out, I would be worse than dead. My body would remain alive but I wouldn't be able to do anything. I'd be a vegetable."

"It would turn you into a food?"

She smiled at the way he took that literally. "No, I would just lie there kept alive only by machines. I wouldn't walk, talk, think or anything. I'd never even know if I had visitors."

There was an awkward silence between them. Finally Hiei asked, "How much time do you have left?"

She sat on the bed, tears stopping. "The doctor told me I should have been dead three months ago. It's a miracle I've lived this long."

Hiei froze where he was, attempting to grasp what she was saying. "You mean you could... you could..."

"I could die at any second," Hala finished for him.

Hiei sat down on the floor. "No," he declared loudly. "I just got you back you can't...NO! I WON'T ALLOW IT! We'll find someone in the Makai! Someone who will be able to help."

"Hiei, there is no one. It's over. I'm going to..."

"DON'T YOU DARE SAY IT!" Hiei was on his feet now. Glaring at her. "Don't you dare say you're going to die."

Hala smiled a weak smile. "Not saying it won't stop it from being true Hiei."

"The fucking hell it won't!"

"Hiei listen to me. Death comes to all humans, it's unavoidable. My time should have ended a long time ago but something held me here. That something is you. I love you Hiei, and I don't want to go but we have to accept..."

"WE DON'T HAVE TO ACCEPT SHIT!" Hiei fumed around her room and Hala sat there quietly, attempting to keep her sobs from coming.

"Hiei, please calm down. I don't need this now, not from you."

Hiei looked at her and suddenly felt like scum. Here she is, trying to stay calm and deal with this and I am yelling at her. What kind of boyfriend am I? If she had died when she was supposed to I would have only had her a week. I am getting another chance to be with her and instead of taking advantage of that, I'm biting her head off. What the hell is wrong with me? Hiei sat beside her again. "I'm sorry Hala."

"It's all right Hiei," Hala said, massaging her temples once more.

"What is it? Does it hurt?" Hiei started to panic, thinking that he had caused her discomfort that could kill her.

Hala smiled wider this time. "It doesn't hurt, it's just that, I haven't told my parents yet and if this is how you're taking it I don't know if I want to tell them."

Hiei held her close. "You really should let them know, that way they're prepared."

"You're right Hiei. I'll tell them in the morning." She laughed looking at the clock. "Looks like it's been morning for an hour. It's one in the morning!"

Hiei laughed with her and walked to the window. "I'll go and let you rest."

"Hiei," her voice sounded scared now and he turned back instantly. "Please don't go tonight. I'm not afraid of dying but I am afraid of dying alone. Please, hold me, just until I fall asleep."

Hiei's face softened and he walked back to the woman of his dreams. "Of course I'll stay Hala."

They walked to the bed and he held Hala to him like there was no tomorrow, which, he reminded himself, there might not be. She rested her head against his chest and closed her eyes. Minutes passed and then she spoke. "Hiei," she asked.

"Yes Hala."

"I think that I may be ready."

Hiei paused. Had she just said that she was ready to fully be with him? "Are...are you sure Hala? I mean, just because of this news you don't have too..."

She cut him off. "Hiei. I want to be with you. I should have been with you that night after the fair but we were separated and now that we're together, I want to be yours, fully."

"Hala I... I...," words failed him just then. "Hala, ai shiteru."

Hala smiled at him. "I have always known my love. Ai shiteru."

Hiei leaned forward and his lips caught hers. Gently his tongue probed, pleading for entrance into her mouth. She immediately allowed entrance and their tongues danced together in pure joy. Hala's hands now had a mind of their own. She slipped his shirt up his chest and their lips broke apart only to throw the stupid thing across the room. Taking this moment Hiei practically ripped Hala's nightshirt from her body and his mouth immediately gave attention to her swollen nipples.

Hala leaned backward with a soft moan. Hiei gently bit and suckled at her. Her eyes rolled back into her head with pure bliss. Hiei then removed her pants and underwear, then stared at the beautiful nakedness before him. The first time he had seen her like this had been after Ghalib had raped her, but now he was seeing her the way he was supposed to, in love.

She sat up and tugged at his belt, her hands made quick work of his pants and she was delighted that he hadn't even bothered with underwear. Finally she reached for his bandanna and uncovered his Jagan, which closed and she kissed the lid lovingly. She then bent her head downward. His erect penis was before her, calling to her. Taking his shaft with one hand she began to slide it up and down. She kissed his tip before enveloping him with her mouth. His hands wrapped in her hair and reluctantly pushed her head away. Unable or unwilling to wait anymore, Hiei positioned himself above her. Their eyes locked and he knew in that instant he was the only one in her thoughts. Gently he pushed himself forward until his tip was buried within her. Then coming down to her lips for another kiss, he pressed on harder, letting her embrace him fully.

Hala felt no pain as he entered her, only wholeness that she had craved to feel since she laid eyes upon this gorgeous man. He rocked back slightly before pushing forward again. "Oh....Hiei." It felt so good and so right to hold him deep within her. She wrapped her legs around his hips, allowing him to slide deeper still inside her. He started a slow rhythm and she soon found it. Her body moved, one with his. She gasped with each thrust. Part of her wanted him to move faster and the other wanted to draw out this wonderful experience as long as possible. She felt herself on the brink and with one more thrust she soared to a peak that was beyond all description. "OH HIEI!"

Hiei continued moving onward, even as her inner muscles clamped down upon his member he somehow held his control. He felt her relax only to tighten in orgasm once more. "Ha...Hala," he gasped. "I... I love you... so.... so much."

"I... lo...love... you... to...too," she said coming down from her peak. "Please Hiei, faster, harder."

He obeyed but somehow found the strength to keep himself under control. All he wanted was to release himself into this woman but he wanted this to last even longer. She soared once more only to be the victim of multiple orgasms. The breath flew from her body and she mouthed his name. Knowing he was almost beyond all control he pressed on, stretching her so wide with his swollen manhood. He could feel his strength fading and he could no longer stop it.

She felt him spasm within her and then felt his warm seed pouring into her. This happened just as she climaxed once more. "Hiei," she cried out again. He rested himself above her and as he emptied he felt his love for Hala intensify greatly. All he had ever wanted was her and now he had her. He grew limp within her and gently pulled himself outward. She curled up next to him and said, "This was what was meant to be Hiei. This is where we belong. No matter what happens next Hiei, I have truly lived, for I have loved and that is the only thing I ever really needed to face this. I needed to live and love. Thank you so much my beloved. I feel as if I could live forever."

She fell asleep in his arms and all he could think was, if only you really could live forever Hala, we could be so happy. Hiei closed his eyes and fell asleep, dreaming about their lovemaking over and over.

Morning came and the sun struck Hiei directly in the face. He opened his eyes and looked at Hala, sleeping next to him. "Hala," he said softly. "It's morning. You should get up, get dressed, eat then tell your parents. Hala?" He gently shook her and his eyes widened, as she didn't respond. Her skin felt cold. Hiei quickly felt for a pulse and found none. Hala had died in her sleep.

Quietly Hiei stood from the bed and dressed both himself and Hala, not wanting her parents to find her naked. He kissed her gently on the lips and left through the window. He was in denial and sat atop her roof. It was only when he heard Hala's mother's petrified screams did he leave for his own home, knowing that Hala would not wake up.

A/N- I am sorry I did that. However from the moment I started this story I knew I would kill her off. Please don't hurt me! I have just one more chapter to this story and even if you hate me right now you should read it.

Eirwen Lai