Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Pain of Pleasure ❯ Pain of Pleasure 2 ( Chapter 2 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Youko-Kurama 
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.18.2003 | Updated On: 08.18.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 916 | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.18.2003 | Updated On: 08.18.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 916 | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
"...Kurama?"
I shifted my gaze up to him. To his suddenly sympathetic eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me before? I--I didn't know...Why do you keep me in the dark?"
"I--I was afraid you would react the way you did."
There was a long stretch of silence between us.
"...Kurama, if I agreed to giving you more than what we have right now...would you go all the way with it? Or would you look back and regret it?"
"Hiei..."
"I'm afraid for you, Kurama. I'll take you to hell and back if you let me." He gazed at me with tortured eyes. A look I never saw before on his face. A look that told me he had gotten over the shock of suddenly realizing I felt the same way about him as he did about me.
"To hell and back? I think being that close to you would be more like heaven."
"I'm not a gentle lover, Kurama. I wouldn't know what heaven felt like..." He looked away, remembering some past memories of lust and pain. I thought I understood now, just from the look on my friend's face just then, the reason Hiei didn't let anyone touch him was because he lost control when they did.
"...You don't want to hurt me..." I whispered, wrapping my arms around him in a tight embrace.
At first Hiei tensed in my grasp; but then I felt him give up the fight and let himself grasp the back of my nightshirt. "I already have..." I felt him run his cold fingers up underneath my nightshirt and touch the bruised area of my back where I hit the wall. I winced a bit at his touch. He felt this and looked up at me. "Do you want this? There's no turning back if you do..."
I traced his face with my fingers, "Yes."
"Kurama..." Hiei's gentle stroking of my back became painful suddenly as he ran long and sharp fingernails down my torso. I bit my tongue, trying not to cry out whenever he scratched over a fresh bruise. Hiei pushed me back onto my bed and sat across my thighs, one leg on each side of me as he began unbuttoning my nightshirt with skilled fingers. I watched his face, unsure of what was going on in his mind. Hiei glanced up from the buttons at me, as though he read my thoughts.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you. I'll stop." He looked at me sadly. When my shirt was fully unbuttoned, Hiei pulled it off of me and discarded it on the floor next to the bed. When I sat up, he grabbed a hold of my sidelocks and opened my mouth with his tongue. I gave into this and kissed him back. He growled and violently drove his tongue into my mouth. I felt like he was tasting me. Testing to see how much I was going to tollerate. But I was determined to show him how much I cared for him and I lay back down on the bedsheets. Hiei followed me down, never leaving my mouth, now laying across my body. It became apparent that Hiei was hard against me and I felt myself follow suit. I reached for him as he ravaged my mouth but his pants were in the way and he grabbed my wrist and held it above my head.
I was starting to have a hard time breathing through Hiei's violent kissing and I tried to slow him down by brushing a hand through his thick black hair gently. The temperature in my bedroom must have risen ten degrees (not including my own personal body temperature) and had it gotten any hotter I was sure my windows and mirror would steam up.
"H-hiei...I can't...breath..."
Hiei ceased his sensual attack on my mouth and licked his lips and leaning his head down to give the same attention to my neck as I struggled to catch my breath. The heaving of my chest seemed to heat him further because I felt him scrape his canine teeth across my now extremely sensitive skin. I didn't cry out until he bit me. It wasn't a nibble by any stretch of the word, Hiei all-out bit me a the base of my neck and shoulder.
"Ah! Hiei, don't bite..."
In response, Hiei licked the spot he had bitten and pressed his body hard onto mine. If he was looking for a reaction, I involuntarily gave him one. My body was not about to obey me now. Hiei's hot mouth made it's way down my chest as did his fingernails. Hiei dug those nails in so hard that I had to hold the bedsheets and close my eyes to keep from crying out. Hiei scraped long lines down my chest and abdomen, causing searing pain to almost block out the hot lust Hiei was elicting out of me at the same time. He watched my muscles tense under his fingers and a grin formed from the corners of his mouth. He licked where he had drawn blood, once again pulling away the pain with that tongue of his. This was the same tongue that refused to tell Yukina he was her brother. The tongue that cut down Kuwabara time and time again when they were at a disagreement. The tongue that never bull shit anyone. Never lied. The same tongue that had called me a traitor when I betrayed him....
I shifted my gaze up to him. To his suddenly sympathetic eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me before? I--I didn't know...Why do you keep me in the dark?"
"I--I was afraid you would react the way you did."
There was a long stretch of silence between us.
"...Kurama, if I agreed to giving you more than what we have right now...would you go all the way with it? Or would you look back and regret it?"
"Hiei..."
"I'm afraid for you, Kurama. I'll take you to hell and back if you let me." He gazed at me with tortured eyes. A look I never saw before on his face. A look that told me he had gotten over the shock of suddenly realizing I felt the same way about him as he did about me.
"To hell and back? I think being that close to you would be more like heaven."
"I'm not a gentle lover, Kurama. I wouldn't know what heaven felt like..." He looked away, remembering some past memories of lust and pain. I thought I understood now, just from the look on my friend's face just then, the reason Hiei didn't let anyone touch him was because he lost control when they did.
"...You don't want to hurt me..." I whispered, wrapping my arms around him in a tight embrace.
At first Hiei tensed in my grasp; but then I felt him give up the fight and let himself grasp the back of my nightshirt. "I already have..." I felt him run his cold fingers up underneath my nightshirt and touch the bruised area of my back where I hit the wall. I winced a bit at his touch. He felt this and looked up at me. "Do you want this? There's no turning back if you do..."
I traced his face with my fingers, "Yes."
"Kurama..." Hiei's gentle stroking of my back became painful suddenly as he ran long and sharp fingernails down my torso. I bit my tongue, trying not to cry out whenever he scratched over a fresh bruise. Hiei pushed me back onto my bed and sat across my thighs, one leg on each side of me as he began unbuttoning my nightshirt with skilled fingers. I watched his face, unsure of what was going on in his mind. Hiei glanced up from the buttons at me, as though he read my thoughts.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you. I'll stop." He looked at me sadly. When my shirt was fully unbuttoned, Hiei pulled it off of me and discarded it on the floor next to the bed. When I sat up, he grabbed a hold of my sidelocks and opened my mouth with his tongue. I gave into this and kissed him back. He growled and violently drove his tongue into my mouth. I felt like he was tasting me. Testing to see how much I was going to tollerate. But I was determined to show him how much I cared for him and I lay back down on the bedsheets. Hiei followed me down, never leaving my mouth, now laying across my body. It became apparent that Hiei was hard against me and I felt myself follow suit. I reached for him as he ravaged my mouth but his pants were in the way and he grabbed my wrist and held it above my head.
I was starting to have a hard time breathing through Hiei's violent kissing and I tried to slow him down by brushing a hand through his thick black hair gently. The temperature in my bedroom must have risen ten degrees (not including my own personal body temperature) and had it gotten any hotter I was sure my windows and mirror would steam up.
"H-hiei...I can't...breath..."
Hiei ceased his sensual attack on my mouth and licked his lips and leaning his head down to give the same attention to my neck as I struggled to catch my breath. The heaving of my chest seemed to heat him further because I felt him scrape his canine teeth across my now extremely sensitive skin. I didn't cry out until he bit me. It wasn't a nibble by any stretch of the word, Hiei all-out bit me a the base of my neck and shoulder.
"Ah! Hiei, don't bite..."
In response, Hiei licked the spot he had bitten and pressed his body hard onto mine. If he was looking for a reaction, I involuntarily gave him one. My body was not about to obey me now. Hiei's hot mouth made it's way down my chest as did his fingernails. Hiei dug those nails in so hard that I had to hold the bedsheets and close my eyes to keep from crying out. Hiei scraped long lines down my chest and abdomen, causing searing pain to almost block out the hot lust Hiei was elicting out of me at the same time. He watched my muscles tense under his fingers and a grin formed from the corners of his mouth. He licked where he had drawn blood, once again pulling away the pain with that tongue of his. This was the same tongue that refused to tell Yukina he was her brother. The tongue that cut down Kuwabara time and time again when they were at a disagreement. The tongue that never bull shit anyone. Never lied. The same tongue that had called me a traitor when I betrayed him....