Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Why so hard? ❯ one sad life ( Chapter 3 )

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Well here is another chapter and it is another one i would like reviews on.....
well I hope its good....

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Later that night....

Serenity was crying again hopeing no one was to hear her. She started to sing in a soft melodic voice. She sang the lonely tune that came straight from her heart.

I'm walking through these roads
Don't know where to go
To get away from all of this
To free my heart and soul
I'm trying to find a way
To get out of this maze
To a place where I can be myself
To a place where I belong
I find myself
Running away from who I am
Eeryday I go further away
I've lost myself along the way

But now I'm tired of running
Tired of all this pretending
I wanna be who I wanna be
I wanna be me
I'm standing in the crowd
Watching my colors fade
I'm screaming out loud
But no one hears what I say
I've been lost for too long
Now I can't find back my way
'Cause I find myself
Running away from who I am
Everyday I go further away
I've lost myself along the way
But now I'm tired of running
Tired of all this pretending
I wannna be who I wanna be
I wanna be me
Hiding in the shadows of the night
No one knows and no one sees
I've locked myself away
Now I can't find the key

Serenity started crying harder and started singing another lonly tune...

In the darkness I am sleeping
Avoiding all the nightmares creeping
All the things that I despise
Planning out my dark demise
Your shedding light all in my space
To show the scars upon my face
The face that you somehow defamed
The face that's scarred, scared and ashamed...
Ashamed of all the things I'e done,
This cant be settled with a gun,
The thoughts that leave my mind impaired,
The thoughts that you and I have shared,
To just let go and be set free,
Get rid of this insanity...
I cannot dwell in the past,
Of all selfish things I've asked,
To just give up, leave debts unpaid,
Would assure that I cannot be saved,
Ashamed of all the things I've done,
This cant be settled with a gun,
The thoughts that leave my mind impaired,
The thoughts that you and I have shared,
To just let go and be set free,
Get rid of this insanity...
After she was done singing Hiei found it his que to comfort her and since she was done singing he decided it was the perfect time to walk in and comfort her and talk to her. He himself just found out why she was so very sad Kurama had recently told him.

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"Hiei, we need to talk its about the girl." When Kurama said that 'its about the girl' it peaged Hiei's interest.
"What is it Kurama is she hurt?" Hiei asked worriedly.
"No Hiei she is not hurt its just her family has been slaughtered and all she has now is us. With her condition it would seem she needs us. Without her you would still be quiet and hardly talk to anyone but now you are talking alot more so I am greatful for her being around and would hope she stays."
"But Hiei tonight is a time of mourning." Kuarama said sadly.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hiei walked into her room and saw her sitting on the floor katana in hand and she was prepared to die. Quikly he grabbed the katana from her and held her as she cried into his shoulder getting his shirt all wet which he would normally get all mad about but with her case he didn't get mad. He did not know how to comfort her so he gently rubbed circles on her back. Yes he realized today is a day of mourning, for once he agreed with the fox. That is when he realized she had stopped crying and was looking in his eyes.
"Hiei-san will you sleep with me tonight. Just to sleep so you can keep the dreams away. Can you hold me and keep me away from harm that is all I want. If you do not want to then I....."
Hiei had interrupted her "I would be delighted to join you." He picked her up and sat her on the bed andgot on the bed himself and he then pulled the covers over them and they drifted of into a quiet slumber no dreams attached.

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Well that was a long one. I hoped you all liked it. The songs again are made by me.please review.

Thanks!,
Angela