Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Loneliness is not for me! ❯ Back from a trip in hell ( Chapter 2 )

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Chapter two: Back from a trip in hell

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Light. That is what my mind register. A softness under me, a perfume that smells so familiar. I must be in heaven. I open my eyes, my sight is blurred for the moment. I can see a face in my field of vision. The face is not one that I can remember. The face is looming over mine, searching my eyes. For what? What are you searching for?

"Hi, Sweet Eyes".

That name. That name I haven't heard for years. I know that I and my lover are the only ones that know that name. My lover's nickname for me. Sweet Eyes. And he was my…

"…Endless Blue…"

Why did I say that?! I don't know this man and I say my lover's nickname? What has happened to me?

The face smiles. A soft smile. His face is so nice, though a scar that runs from his left eye, across his face to end at the chin. I can see black hair in a big mess on top of his head. He is also shirtless.

I panic. I back up to the headboard. I m scared. I haven't forgotten what happened… when did it happen? How long has he kept me here? Those blue eyes gaze at me, but it doesn't make me uncomfortable. Those eyes are so soft to look in. There is a longing in those depths. I have lost myself in them.

I can't stop to think that I remember this. That face is so familiar, yet so new to me.

"How are you, Duo?" his warm, soft voice drifts from his lips. Those lips, I feel like I know how soft they are. What are I m thinking?!

"Who are you? Why did you save me? How come you know who I m?" I ramble on. His fingers presses to my lips, I can smell his scent. I know you from somewhere, but from, I don't know.

He is smiling sadly. His eyes are fastened on my cross that is hanging outside of my shirt. Never leaving that cross, he whispers. "From hell and back. I never expected to end up in heaven, though. I lived in heaven before I had to have a taste of hell. Returning and finding my angle being torn apart by the devils sons, I can't stand beside and watch. Don't you remember me, Sweet Eyes? I have fought my way back to you, so please don't tell me that you don't remember me…" tears are flowing down his cheeks.

I lift my hands to his face, wiping away the tears. I struggle to remember you. I want to remember you.

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You smiled at me, teasing me from the door. So? I can't help that you have tied my braid to the tv table when I slept.

"Come on, Sweet Eyes! Quatre wants us to come early to his party. You can't sleep away the whole day in front of the tv!"

Your eyes were twinkling with laughter. That twinkle I gave you during our first night together. I struggle to free myself when you lay on top of me. Kissing me, you stayed there. We never left that apartment…

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I see know. You never left me, lover. All these years I have suffered from your lack of love.

"I hate you"

Yes, that is what I say. I can't believe that he hasn't returned to me if he was alive. I have missed him, longed for him. Now he sat there, like nothing had happened. `From hell and back', phe! I have seen hell through my entire life! You showed me heaven, you loved me. Then you left me like that. Years of misery and suicidal thoughts has affected me. I m not the one you used to know. This is the cold side of that person.

Your eyes are swelling with tears. That was me just a few years back, love. Feel my pain.

"Sweet Eyes… I wanted to return to you… but…"

I cut him of. I don't want to hear his story. I have thought of many different ways of how you died. Sometimes I thought that you were cheating on me.

Tight! Can't breathe!! His arms are so tightly around me, that I can feel his heart beat through his chest. His face is buried in my shirt and he is sobbing softly. I stare down at his head. He is acting so unlikely him.

"I missed you, Sweet Eyes. Please! Don't push me away!" He is sobbing hard. Then he lifts his head, staring into my eyes.

A kiss followed the words, and we lost it.

"You are my everything…"

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Ahh.. so softy I m! No, I really don't like to write like this, but sometime there is going to a first time. I promise a lemon in the next chapter, but that is up to you now…

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