Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Loneliness is not for me! ❯ A night like the past ( Chapter 3 )

I haven't had the time for this fic but I'll set another chapter up just for fun! Sorry for my grammar! I m Swedish so English isn't my first language! I would really like to write this story in Swedish but no one would understand me then. Men det kan jag inte (but I can't in Swedish)

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A night like the past

I m his everything? That's what he said. I can't believe it. After such a long time apart, I m still his world? I can't be mad at you, love. My Endless Blue.

I warp my arms around him, holding him close. I feel the tears running down my cheek. Yes, I can't hold them back any longer. I have cried for years but right now it feels like I have never cried before. It feels so good…

"Sweet Eyes? Have I hurt you again?"

Such a soft voice. How can you believe that you have hurtled me? I have waited for you, do you really think that you can hurt me with your percents now?

I cup your face in my hands. My Endless Blue. I love you, I know that now. I was wrong to hate you. Before the war, during the war and now… after the war.

"Don't say anything, Heero… just be here for me from now on. Promise me… I lied when I said that I hated you… forgive me…" I finish in a soft wispier, one that only he can hear. I press my lips to his, the softness have yet not left him. He is so warm. Have I under these years felt warm at all? Can't remember, but I know now that I m burning. I feel whole again.

His arms are still around me, holding me close like he is afraid that I'll be taken away any second. Don't worry. I m not going to loose you again. You aren't the only one that has had a piece of hell under our time apart. I have wished that death was going to take me… end my pain. But you must have begged the angels to keep me safe, for here I m.

I lie back on the bed, bringing him with me. I haven't smiled like this sense you left me. Can you see my love for you? You are the one who makes me smile where others have failed. You are the one who makes me warm where blankets have felt like ice around me for years.

I kiss your scar. I don't feel disgusted if that's what you think. That scar will prove the fact that you fought a hard battle to come home to me. I kiss it, from the bottom of your eye to the end of the white line at your chin. I can feel your hands caressing my sides. Don't tickle me, lover, remember how I react.

When you touch me a fire is passing over my skin. I must throe my head back, it's getting hard to breath. I need you so much that my chest forces me to try harder to take a breath. That is how you affect me, love. No one can bring that reaction out of me.

I throw my head back into your shoulder when you rub against my lower part. I have almost forgotten how it felt to be hard there. I have never touched another, not even myself after your leave. Yes, many have offered me, but I turn them all down. You are the one.

I bite my lower lip when your lips travel down my throat and down my chest. I hold my hand in your hair, afraid that you'll stop if I don't hold on. Your hair is still the same silk that I learned to love ages back. No tangle, no dirt… nggg! How can I still think when you are playing my body like that? You know that my nipples are sensitive, I think that you take average of that when you nip me lightly. Endless Blue, God forbid that you stop now!

I run a hand over your well muscled back, feeling your muscles bounce under my finger tips. Where ever you have been, love, you must have trained hard. When your hand touches my hardness, I drag my nails over your back. You arch into my fingers, moaning in what I can presume is rapture. I give you a moan back in reply when you caress me slowly and hard.

"I have missed this, Sweet Eyes, I missed you body and your voice… would you allow me to make love to you once more?"

I smile and press on finger to your lips, silencing you. "Lover, call me by my name. I have missed you so much that I have almost forgotten how my name sound on your lips…"

You grin at me and I feel your free hand dance up my thigh, over my belly and to my mouth. I know what you want, I'll give it to you. Your fingers are so soft, as you round them over my lips. I capture the in my mouth when you press down. If you only knew, Heero, how much I would like to do this to another part of your body.

You squeeze me a little hard on my manhood there, love, I have to bite on your fingers to quiet my moan. You draw your fingers back, finally. I have waited for this. You bring your fingers to my entrance, I know that because I have done the same thing to you. I know there will be some pain, but don't think I regret the decision to allow you to make love to me. I want this pain, I want the thing that follows.

I can only gasp when you penetrate me. It hurts, but I concentrate on your hand on my hard member. Dang it, Endless Blue! Hurry up! I'll explode if you don't take me now!

It must have been an eternity when you are finally inside me. I warp my arms around you, I m afraid that you'll vanish again if I let you go. You are panting in my neck, love, a warm and pleasure filled pant reaches my ear. Move! I want moment or I'll go crazy!

It's funny really. I said that I hated you, and now look at us. We are making love like nothing has happened, like all those years were only our fantasies. I'll never forget our first night. I hope you haven't ether.

You make a sudden movement that brings me back to you. Sorry if you missed me there, love, I'll do the thinking later. I grunt when you bite my shoulder, you are on the edge. I reach down to finish this love making with you, but you slap my hand away. You bite harder, it almost hurt, when you claim me as yours again. I scream in rapture when I finally find my release.

I think I blacked out…

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I got another comment on this fic and put out another chapter. Sorry if you didn't like it! R&R