InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Sealed Fate ❯ Chapter 24
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
A/N: At last! The long awaited reunion scene! Theres about three
more chapters left to this fanfc! Thank you all so much for your
reviews and encourgaments!
This fic is rated M for a reason. This chapter contains a LEMON.
You've been warned!
He ran faster than he had in ages; the dog demon wanted to put as
much distance between himself and the well as he could manage. His
sensitive ears twitched at every sound coming from her. At first
her protests and screams, later the rapid panting that came from
panic, and finally the sighs of defeat. She was still slung over
his shoulder. He considered stopping to adjust her, but this
position seemed like the best solution. If he carried her bridal
style, he would be forced to make eye contact. He just was not
ready for that yet. If he allowed her to ride on his back… he
might just lose his mind. He would fall back into his memories,
into the feeling of touching her bare thighs, her breasts pressed
close against him… he simply couldn't handle that at this
moment.
With each leap and bound he drew in a deep breath, and each time he
was surprised and delighted to catch her scent. Wild flowers. It
dominated everything. It was so strong it had his head
spinning.
“Inuyasha, can we please stop? This is uncomfortable. I think
I'm getting sick.”
He didn't reply. The hanyou didn't trust himself to speak. Not
yet.
But he did heed her request. In truth they had already been close
to his destination. He had found this area immediately after she
left. He had disappeared for weeks, staying at random spots with no
destination in mind. When he had found the site, isolated with
blooming trees, nearing a hot spring, he could hear her delighted
squeals in his mind. At that time he had sat under a tree and
imagined she was with him to enjoy it.
And now she really was here.
Inuyasha placed his clawed hands on her hips as he set her down
gently on the grass by the base of a large tree. When the soles of
her shoes hit the Earth, his fingers lingered, his eyes downcast.
He was afraid to look at her, afraid to speak. If they could only
stay like this, in this moment, it would be enough.
Of course his stubborn wench had to break the spell.
“….Inu…Inuyasha…” Kagome bit her
bottom lip, trying to think of something to say. Words failed her,
she had so much bubbling to the surface that she couldn't decide
how to proceed. Why did he bring her here? What was going on? Was
he still mad?
When he finally spoke, his voice was small.
“How could you?” He tightened his hold on her waist.
His hands…. Were they trembling?
“Wh-what?” She was startled. He spoke! She was finally
taking to Inuyasha…
“How could you leave me like that, Kagome?” He sounded
so vulnerable, so hurt.
“I…I did what I thought was best.” She bit her
lip so hard she winced in pain.
The dog demon scoffed. He still couldn't look at her.
“Best for who? Best for you? So you could go back to you time
and go to that school of yours? Or be with other men? Who exactly
was that best for, bitch?”
She couldn't see his face; his head was still downcast, causing his
silver bangs to conceal his eyes. But she couldn't miss he snarl
that came out when he spoke. He wasn't just mad. He was
furious. Kagome squared her shoulders to face him. How dare
he! She was the one who was hurt, who had sacrificed, not him!
“I did what was best for you, Inuyasha.”
That was it. He set his hard amber orbs on her grey and he noticed
her shiver.
“AND WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO DECIDE THAT?! Did I ever once
ask you to fucking go?! Weren't you the one who said you would stay
by my side? I should have known you were no different.” He
spit out, the words tasting bitter in his mouth.
No, this was not how he had intended it to go. But he was so damn
angry that he couldn't control his temper! He wanted to scream at
her, punish her for making his life Hell this past year. He wanted
to push her to the ground and devour every inch of her.
He wanted to hold her, to kiss her gently, to show her his passion
and love. He wanted to claim her so that way she would never pull
something so stupid again.
And he wanted to do it all at once. He was twisted with conflicting
emotions and it pissed him off! Only his damn bitch could
get him in this state.
“Now wait a minute! Its not like I wanted to leave! The only
reason I went was because of you! Do you have any idea how hard
this past year has been for me? DO YOU? But I did it or you.
It's what you wanted!” She challenged him with a
fierce look. “Gods, you never think of anyone but yourself,
do you! Why are you so upset anyways? Things seemed to have worked
out pretty well for you, so you should be thanking me!”
Inuyashas eyes widened in shock.
“Th-THANKING YOU? What the fuck for?!”
“For giving you the chance to be with Kikyou, stupid!”
She raged. Kagome took a breath to calm her nerves and spoke in a
softer tone. “I'm not an idiot you know. From the very
beginning, I always knew it was her. I knew that I couldn't come
close to Kikyou. It… it was never a competition. She was
right, I was a place holder. For a while, I fooled myself into
thinking that you felt something more for me, especially when our
relationship became physical. But even then, I was aware that I was
not enough.
So when Kikyou came back, and you asked me to stay… I wasn't
sure what you meant. I really didn't have a purpose, you know? I
measure short in every way to her. At first, I was resolved that I
would fight to stay by your side. I was convinced she came to bring
you to Hell. I wouldn't let her do that. All I have ever wanted,
Inuyasha, was for you to live and be happy.
That's why…. That's why when she said she wanted to be with
you, to pick things up where you left off before Naraku, I knew
what I had to do. No matter how much I loved you, it would never be
enough to heal the scars from Kikyou. In order for you to be happy,
truly happy- you needed to be with her. To have that chance that
you missed out on. I… I was just in the way. I was
unnecessary and a burden. The last thing I wanted was for you to
feel obligated to keep me around because I was in love with you. I
left so you could have the life you have with her now. Do… do
you understand?”
Inuyasha was frozen. He, for once, was at a loss for words. Did she
really not know? Did she really have no idea how he had suffered?
How up until the minute he caught her scent, laid his hands on her
body, that his entire world had been void and shallow?
“Ka…Kagome…” He swallowed hard, unsure of
what to say first. She had just bared her soul.
“So, I'm sorry that I couldn't stick around. And Im sorry
that we didn't get to have a proper good bye. Its just that leaving
was hard enough. I was so in love with you Inuyasha. It tore my
soul apart to leave you. This past year has been Hell for me. But
please understand why I couldn't stay by your side… it would
hurt too much to see you be together. I couldn't just be your
friend, not after everything. I guess I'm really a jealous person
after all.” She said with a small laugh as she rubbed the
back of her neck.
“ I want you to be happy Inuyasha, but there is only so much
I could handle. Seeing you together… even I have a
limit” She said with a sad smile. She could feel the hot
prick of tears in her eyes. “And, really, I hope you are
happy. I… When Jiro confessed to me, I realized that
something was holding me back. I realized that I couldn't move on
with my life unless I saw you once more… unless I found out
if you were happy. Are you… happy?” Kagome gave him a
little smile. She hoped that she looked encouraging and friendly.
Her tone was low, pleading. “I can't be with Jiro, or anyone
for that matter until I know that. I need to hear you say those
words. I need to hear you say it's over. I can't let go until you
do.”
When he didn't speak she began to get nervous. She babbled out a
string of nonsense. “I…I heard that the village is
giving you a hut. That's really nice. I always thought that they
would do something like that. I hope you accept it. It would be
good for you to be around people! Im sure Kiyou is looking forward
to being a house wife. I'm sure you will love having a home with
her, that's something you've always wanted, right? If you had made
the wish to be human you would have had a hut together, so its
exactly like you guys wanted! If she can cook anything like her
sister you will be a lucky guy! What am I saying, it's been a year
now, I'm sure she has cooked for too many times to count. By the
way have you gotten married yet? I always-“
Kagome was cut short by a growl and a firm hand clamped over her
mouth. His lips curled, showcasing his dangerous fangs. He was
taking deep breaths, trying to calm his tattered nerves. What the
hell was she on about? Married to Kikyou? Kikyou living in his
house? She wanted to let go of him? Move on? Well, he wasn't about
to let that happen. And who the fuck was Jiro? She wanted to
give him up to be with some bastard? His demon was stirring. No.
That would never happen. Kagome was his, and his
alone.
“NuYaha?” She mumbled, her eyes wide with shock.
He brought his face close her hers, her eyes level with his
own.
“Who the fuck is happy Kagome? How in the Hell am I supposed
to be happy when you left me? After all that we have been through I
thought you knew me better than that! You decided on your own that
Kikyou was the one I wanted. I know Im a screw up and I didn't show
it in the past, but the one I want is you.” He grabbed
her hip to draw her in closer. He growled out the words that shook
Kagome to her core. “I love you Kagome.” Her
eyes welled up with tears. Just what was he playing at?
“No.. No you love Kikyou…”
“Are you fucking deaf? I just told you that I don't! What I
feel for Kikyou is nothing in comparison to what I feel for you.
When you left me I thought I was going to go insane. You said its
been Hell for you this year Kagome? Its been worse for me! Do you
have any idea what happens to a demon when his mate leaves him?
“M-mate?”
“That's what I fucking said. It felt like I was physically
dying. And you're off in your time with some bastard Hiro.
Well I got news for you Kagome. Your mine. I aint saying I'm
happy, cause I'm damn miserable. I won't tell you it's over because
it's not. You belong to me. Only me. I'm not letting you go.
Your mine!”
Kagomes mouth fell slack and that was all the opportunity he
needed. He crashed his lip down on hers with all the passion and
force he could muster. He was determined to show her how he felt,
to let her taste his need.
Gods, her taste. How had lived this long without it? She was the
sweetest thing he had ever sampled. She was reluctant at first, but
with his eager coaxing she fell into rhythm. Inuyasha wanted to
savor every part of her, map out each inch of her mouth, commit it
to memory. Kagome ran her shaky hands up his neck, working their
way into his hair. He heard her moan into his mouth. The hanyou
felt as if his body was on fire. He nearly fainted from the
sensation of her delicate fingers rubbing the base of his ear. He
rumbled deep in his chest, causing Kagomes knees to go weak.
When they broke apart for air, both girl and dog demon were
disoriented. Kagome ran her knuckles over his cheek and stared into
his honey eyes.
“Do you mean it? Do you… really love me?” She
asked.
Inuyasha pulled her in closer. “So much that it drives me
fucking crazy.” He nuzzled her neck, breathing in deep. Her
scent was heavy with arousal. He closed his eyes, content to drown
himself in it. He placed light kisses along her neck.
“But... but what about Kikyou. I thought-“
He growled and gave her a hard look.
“There is nothing between Kikyou and me. I've always felt
like I owed her. And when I told her that I loved you, she guilted
me into staying with her. She said she would kill herself, that her
soul would die angry and never find peace. After you left, I was
really fucked up. I couldn't handle that on top of the pain I was
already in. But even still, I never did anything with her. Even if
I wanted to, I cant be unfaithful to you. After I defeat
Naraku… I was going to ask Kaede to put a sleeping spell on
me. I was going to find you in your time. I couldn't bare to be
without you. I just figured that until I finish off Naraku, it
wouldn't hurt to appease Kikyou. Once I found out that you were
coming back on the new moon, I told her that I couldn't stay with
her any more. I wasn't going to let you get away,
Kagome.”
“But, but I thought that the hut-
“The only woman that's going to be living in the damn hut is
you Kagome.” He growled out. When Kagomes eyes
widened, he blushed. He hadn't even asked her if that was what she
wanted. All this time, he just assumed that she still loved
him.
Panic struck him. What if she was over him? She had said she came
here to move on, to be with that bastard. Its not like she
was the one who kissed him. He basically forced it on her.
Insecurities welled up inside the hanyou.
“I mean, if that's, if that's what you want.” He spoke
in a low voice, averting his eyes to anywhere but her beautiful
face.
“You want me to live with you? To…to be as we were
before?” She felt stupid, but she had to ask. She had to be
sure.
Inuyasha snapped his attention back to her.
“No, not as we were before. As my mate, in every sense of the
word. To be my wife.” His words were stern, leaving no room
for error. There had been enough of that in their relationship.
“I want you Kagome, if you'll have me.” It was tender
and open. It left him exposed. It was a feeling he was completely
unused to.
Kagome worried her lip and she studied him. He meant it. Every
word. She wanted to preserve this moment. It was one she had
dreamed of both before and after her departure. It was something
she had never believed she would hear. Kagome realized that her
pause and silence had made him look uncertain. There could be none
of that. She grabbed his hair, yanking him forward, capturing him
in a searing kiss.
Kagome ran her tongue over his sharp fangs and shivered. He was a
predator, a beast made to kill. She knew she should feel afraid of
the claws that were running down her sides; they had torn apart
flesh with less pressure than he was currently applying. She
couldn't find it in her to feel fear from him. The only sensation
she had was pleasure. Each gentle stroke of his hand made her feel
wanton with lust. Her body was begging for his. She was certain
that she would die if he didn't touch more of her. Inuyasha rocked
his hips into her and she moaned his name.
She parted from him, taking the time to nibble on his bottom lip.
They panted heavily as Kagome looked up to meet his gaze.
“Yes, Inuyasha.” He felt his heart skip a beat.
“Let me become your mate. Let me be your wife. I want all of
you.” She said as she reigned kisses chest. “I love
you.”
Inuyasha held her body close to his, letting out a breath he didn't
know he was holding. “Say it again.”
“I love you Inuyasha.”
He was on her once more, only now he was urging her to lie on the
ground. Kagome eagerly complied. She wanted this more than she
could explain. She wanted him to take every inch of her, to consume
every last bit. She felt the pressure of him on top of her, his
legs straddling hers. Kagome looked up at him through half lidded
eyes as he removed his fire rat. As if on their own accord, her
hands few up to his hard, chiseled chest, and she delighted when he
hissed in response. She eyed the white fabric with distaste. She
wanted to feel more of him. Her fingers found the opening
and worked the cloth off his shoulders.
She wanted to stop, solely to admire his physique. His was a body
that should be sculpted, one to be worshipped. His skin felt hot
under her hands. She couldn't stop touching him; she wanted to
become familiar with every inch of his body.
She ran her fingers of his nipples, discovering just how sensitive
they were. He growled with satisfaction. Kagomes hand retreated
concerned she had done something wrong.
“Did- did that feel good?” She asked in a shaky
voice.
Inuyasha leaned down, his voice hot in her ear. “Let me show
you how good it felt.” His voice was husky and thick with
want. He brought his lips to hers, while concentrating on the shirt
she was wearing. Kagome shivered at the touch. It was a slow,
agonizing journey, as he gathered the material to lift over her
head. Inuyasha found, much to his annoyance that there was still
material obstructing his prize. Losing a battle with patience, he
grasped the dainty fabric and sliced it open, exposing her large,
perky breasts.
His mouth watered at the sight. He closed his lips over one dusky
nipple, giving it a long lick. Kagome arched against him, letting
out a whimper. He brought his hand to pay homage to her other
breast, firmly squeezing it, teasing her nipple until it was hard
and she was moaning his name.
Kagome could feel the strain of his erection against her as he
rocked into her hips. The sensation was driving her wild. Her
entire body felt as if it were on fire. With each stroke, each lick
it both quenched and ignited it. She had to have more.
She felt his hands trailing down her stomach to toy with the waist
band of her skirt. She lifted her lips, welcoming him to slide it
down her thighs. When he made no further move she repeated the
action, begging him to continue. Inuyasha brought his lips to her
ear.
“I want you, Kagome.”
The words were so erotic. She could feel the heaviness of her want,
the pressure that he had been building inside of her. She was near
tears she need him so badly! She replied with a moan as he ran his
tongue over the shell of her ear.
“Say you want me too.” He hissed.
“I want you too” she breathed out.
Inuyasha removed her skirt in one swift motion. He ran his thumb
over the lacy material of her underwear. He rumbled deep in his
chest when he noted that it was soaked with her desire. With each
teasing stoke, she bucked her hips, trying to feel more of his
elusive hand. He gave her a cocky smile. His bitch wanted him.
And she had the most enticing aroma. The air all around them was
fragranced with her arousal, with her need for him. He
crawled down her body, pressing kisses along the way to her core.
He breathed in deeply, the scent of her driving him wild.
“You smell so fucking good Kagome.” He said, inhaling
once more. Kagome bit her lip at the erotic image. Something about
his head between her legs make her quake with need.
With one careful finger, he moved the lace cloth to the side, hell
bent on tasting her. If she smelled that phenomenal, he
could only imagine what she would taste like.
He snaked his tongue out to taste her juices. She cried in
response. Inuyasha was in a state of euphoria. He was sure he could
sustain himself on her desire alone.
He circled the sensitive nub with the tip of his tongue, reveling
in her moans, encouraged by her desperate thrusts. He opened his
amber eyes to get a good look at her. He had never seen anything
more beautiful in his life. Her breasts were heaving, her back
arching with desire. Kagome caught his gaze, forcing him to stop.
It felt like heaven and hell all at once, but this was not enough
for her.
“S'not fair.” Kagome managed to mumble out. “You
still have your clothes on.”
Inuyasha raised an eyebrow at her. Had Kagome always been so bold?
He stood up to remove his clothing, loving the way her eyes never
left him. She looked hungry for his body.
When her eyes moved to his erection, she bit her lip and blushed.
He was huge. She worried how her body was going to
accommodate to fit his enormous member. She couldn't tear her gaze
from it. She looked up at him, blushing furiously. “Can
I… Can I touch it?” She squeaked out.
It was the hanyous turn to redden. He nodded his approval and
closed his eyes in anticipation. Kagome slowly brought her hand to
him, wrapping her fingers lightly around his cock. He moaned at her
touch. “Did I hurt you?” She asked, worried. She always
knew that it was a sensitive area.
“No,” he ground out. “You can touch it
harder.”
Kagome obeyed. Getting a firmer grip on his erection, she moved her
hand slowly up and down. The dog demon moved his hips to match her
rhythm. She savored this. No one else had ever seen Inuyasha in
such a way.
And no one ever would.
Mine. Inuyasha is MINE. She thought, as she circled the head
of his cock. A bead of moisture leaked out, and she spread it with
the pad of her thumb. He growled and pushed her back against the
ground. Inuyasha brought his claws to her thin underwear, ready to
slice the sides.
“Kagome, are you sure you want this? It… its not too
late to stop.”
She raised her legs and hooked them around his back, afraid he was
going to run off.
“Don't you dare.” She breathed out. “I love you
Inuyasha. I want this. I want you.”
That was all the encouragement he needed. With one quick motion he
removed her panties and positioned himself at her entrance. His
bitch was ready for him. He could feel the heat radiating, urging
him to take her. He kissed her as he slid his throbbing cock into
her wet core.
He felt the barrier with his tip, the one that told him no one else
had been there before. He rocked his hips into her, breaking the
delicate flesh. She gave out a startled cry. It had hurt, but not
as bad as she had expected. Inuyasha waited, straining against his
animal instincts to pound ruthlessly into her. He knew she needed
time to adjust.
He pressed light kisses to her cheeks and forehead, trying to sooth
the dull ache she felt. Giving her a gentle kiss, he let her set
the pace. It was slow to begin with, but soon it became hungry and
needy.
“Can I move now Kagome?” He begged, his voice
husky.
As soon as she relied yes, he retracted his hips, only to rock them
forward once more. Each thrust was a little deeper, a bit faster.
Soon Kagome found herself raising her hips, trying to meet his. She
felt something building deep inside of her. He pounded in and out,
a rhythm that had them both on the edge.
Inuyashas body was dripping with sweat. He leaned down to take her
lips once more.
“Mine.” He said through clenched teeth.
With those words of ownership, Kagome let go and lost herself. She
cried out his name as her body contracted around his member, urging
on his release. He spilled his seed with her name on his lips,
clamping his fangs down on her shoulder.
Once the shock had worn off, Inuyasha rolled over, attempting to
catch his breath. He snaked an arm around Kagomes body, dragging
her against him.
“I hope you know, Im not letting you leave me again,
wench.” He rumbled in satisfaction as she snuggled against
him. He kissed the crown of her hair, breathing in her scent. His
Kagome. His woman. His mate.
At that moment in time, Inuyasha had never been happier. He never
wanted to leave this spot. He idly wondered if Kagome would be
opposed to forgetting everything behind at the village and living
here for the rest of their lives.
He knew once they returned they would have to deal with reality;
with shards and friends, with damned kitsunes who always wanted her
attention. With his dead ex-girlfriend and her life on the other
side of the well.
But for now, they had this moment, and it was perfect.
If only things could have stayed that way.