InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Final Understanding ❯ Too Good For Me ( Chapter 3 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I hate these things . . . well I don't own Inuyasha, cause I'm not Rumiko Takahashi! So there . . . *sigh*
3

Good For Me
cocked a blue eyes open as she looked around at her surroundings. It wasn't a dream, she was really in the Kagome girls body. She sighed getting up from her current postion which she found was very difficult with a very starved looking kit looking at her with the cutest expression she'd ever seen. Too bad she would ever admit it, but this was Kagome's body, so whatever she said didn't have any affect on her whatsoever, but it wasn't Kikyo.
cute." she smiled picking the kit up and holding him in her arms. "You hungry?" she asked letting him jump to her shoulder to nuzzle her. She almost blushed at the little act of affection.
hungry Kagome!" the kit whined, his green eyes staring homlessly into her supposedly blue ones. Than she watched him flinch and bend down to sniff her. "Kagome you smell like . . ."
hungry Kagome!" Inuyasha grumbled jumping out of his tree to land soundlessly beside her. "I want ramen." he commanded. His amber eyes glaring at her, but she could've sworn there was a claim in the glare he gave her.
sighed, so this is how the girl lives her days with Inuyasha . . . like a house wife. Kikyo felt her heart fall slightly before she brightened, she was making him this ramen stuff. Kikyo looked around and spotted a big yellow bag by the edge of whatever she had slept on [Sleeping bag]. She crawled to it, not noticing the certain monl who had awoken, staring at her undergarments.
sighed grumpily wondering why Sango never wore anything as short as Kagome. He opened a eye seeing if Kagome had sat down already, to his excitment she was still bent over her bag, taking out things he had spotted before and had asked about but she had refused to answer him.
Miroku. I can smell you gettin aroused! So stop staring at Kagome's ass!" Inuyasha growled angrily at him, getting ready to hit the monk if he tried anything on her, to his dismay Kagome quickly sat back down and cast a dirty look at the monk, mumbling something about 'stupid bouzo'. He smirked slightly at the comment, but the smirk quickly changed into a scowl as his stomach growled. "Oi, can you hurry up, Kagome? I'm hungry!" he whined as he sat crossed-legged in front of her.
glanced at him, before finally taking out a bowl of instant ramen. I guess this is ramen. Instant noodles, huh? She thought reading the instructions and than waiting. She had to make five cups, since there was her, Inuyasha, the kit, the bouzo and the girl that had lay next to her.
mumbled his thank you before dumping the whole ramen cup in his mouth throwing the container behind him. Kikyo smiled slightly at the gesture but quickly fetched the piece of garbage and put it back into the yellow bag. She stared around again. I wish this was just a dream . . . but I get to spend time with Inuyasha. She thought turning back to her thoughts about Inuyasha the night before.
moment of false betrayal, the reason why she was dead. The reason why she had shot Inuyasha, she wanted him to follow her so they could go together. That was the reason for her selfishness, but than Inuyasha wasn't there and she was reincarnated into another body. She sighed finishing her cup and putting it back into the yellow bag along with the rest of the supplies she put back.
wasn't much to say about it, but that not seeing him follow her got her angry. Plus the fact that he had attacked her, but with her hatred for him, she couldn't kill him once she learned the truth from that girl. The girl whose body she was stuck in, the body that wouldn't let her use her powers for bad. She was pure just like she use to be, before she was attacked by an Inuyasha look a like.
would it have been like if Naraku hadn't killed her and she shot Inuyasha? Would they be married and old by now? Would they have a child and train him or her to be a archer?
questions flowed throuh her mind as she got up and left the camp coming to the river. She stared into the water casting an angry look at her reflection, she felt betrayed at him. This was how he treated the girl, like a house wife, the kit was their son. It just made sense, that was how he treated them . . . like family. A single tear fell from her blue eyes as she stared at the little girl that she thought Inuyasha loved.
truth the same thought were running through Kagome's mind as she stared into a spring.

would not fall for her as she stared deeply into the water, into her own grey eyes. Wishing Inuyasha would find her and take her in his arms and hold her there and comfort her. But that wasn't Inuyasha, he was gruff and the closest affection he ever offered her was was asking her if she'd stay with him and than he held her hand. She had to admit after that he was a lot more affectionate, but he chose Kikyo not her.
thought was strong, so was the feeling that went with it and she started crying. No, she was supposed to be emotionless, just like Kikyo. The more she thought about Kikyo the more she cried, it was so hard to lose the one you love to a girl who looks just like you and you don't know if when he looks at you he sees you, not her.
harshly dried her eyes, than looked around like she did so many times wishing it was all just a dream. Some memories made there way into her mind, one of her friends saying that Inuyasha was dangerous, and Shippo calling Inuyasha a jerk, and her holding his hand while they walked, Sango walking in on them as Inuyasha said he cared about her and would do anything for her, that he was happy she'd stay with him.
what lovers do, they do anything for you, but so do friends. She smiled as the memory of Inuyasha holding tightly onto her as Koga tried to get him off her. That was one of the funny memories that made her laugh.
I miss you already . . ." she whispered averting her eyes away from the pond and her deathly reflection. She wasn't like Kikyo at all, and the guys would probably figure out sooner or later. There was a difference in their appearances. Kikyo had grey eyes while she had blue, Kikyo had a cold and empty voice she had a light airy voice that was full of happiness. They were so different.

I wonder if Inuyasha ever noticed that. She pondered closing her eyes as she pulled her nees to her chest like she did so many times when she was thinking or on the verge of crying. She needed a comforting embrace to be in right now. But there was no one in sight, and she wasn't about to go look for a tree to sit in.
she held herself letting her shoulders shake with silent sobs, it was the best she could do, Kikyo's body repressed her tears and it hurt.
she turned around at the voice. Her eyes narrowed as she stared at him, letting go of her legs and getting up.
she asked venom coated her words. This was how Kikyo sounded when she was angry. "What?" Kagome repeated in even words. Waiting for an answer she stood and let the feeling of Inuyasha watching her wash over her dead body.
did you do with Kagome?" He asked, his voice stern as his amber eyes gazed at her through his silver locks.
didn't do anything." Kagome said sounding surprised. This was what Inuyasha wanted to talk to Kikyo about? She smiled slightly at his concern for her.
eyes narrowed making Kagome want to turn her head away, but she didn't. "Her hands bruised and I just bandaged it awhile ago." he answered. "So don't tell me you didn't do anything to her while I wasn't around."
almost felt tears at the accustion but answered anyway. "Maybe she punched a tree in attempt to get rid of her anger?" she guessed. "And why don't you ask her anyway?" she asked turning her head for an answer.
watched as Inuyasha began to blush than he turned his amber eyes away from her. Is he scared I'll see his emotions? Kagome thought as she walked over to him. Placing her cold hand upon Inuyasha cheek in a comforting gesture. "What do you see in her?" she asked her eyes turned serene as she gazed into Inuyasha's eyes. He than closed them.
see . . ."
on."
sweet, nice, kind to the kit, determined, stubborn, makes me feel happy when I'm around her, and she's . . ."
love with you." Kagome ended for him as he snapped his eyes open to look directly into her eyes. He didn't see Kikyo in her eyes, he saw . . .
. . ." he whispered staring into her depths than looking away. "Yeah, right." he said filling in for his loss of words before.
huffed at him. "Just the way she acts around you shows she's in love with you, what's the matter with you!" she yelled at him, causing him to fall back against a tree. "She even asked you if she could stay and she came back when you told her not to, she stayed by your side when you chose . . ." she stopped. Kikyo never yelled, she just talked and expressed but she felt so much better after telling him that.
looked away still. "I still chose you, she means a lot to me. But I don't deserve her, the way I act to her, the way I treat her. I don't." He whispered walking away. "Forget we had this conversation, Kikyo." he told her disappearing into the dark woods in front of her.
scowled, if it was possible in Kikyo's body. Yep, it was. Sighing she sat by the pond again, looking at her reflection, ignoring the grey eyes and the cold glare she saw her soul wanting to be free and go back to its own body. So Inuyasha thought he didn't deserve her? That was stupid, he always saved her and he's saying she was too good for him. Is it becasue he's hanyou? She wondered closing her eyes and ignoring her surrounding in favour of sleeping . . . she didn't get much last night with her thoughts. She smiled before drifting off, almost at once the soul snatcher demons surrounded her and protected her from preying demons.


like this story cause I can get into feel with it easily, cause I sorta' know how Kagome's feeling. Well I hope you guys enjoyed it, it's a bit of angst. I don't really know. Well R&R, plz?