InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Simple Complexity ❯ Birthday Suit ( Chapter 5 )

The words thudded onto his brain somewhat hard, as if it should have hurt; only he felt that if someone were to punch him he wouldn't even have felt it at that time. There was this small voice shrieking in his head as if trying to wake him from his stupor; only the persistent buzzing noise that filled his mind was drowning it out. "Your hotel room...I want to...see it..." The words over and over began to replay in his mind as if they were on a broken record. They were trying to bore there way into him forcefully, and he knew even in his daze that he would take her hand and gently lead her back to the exit, yet those words would forever remain buried into his brain...

Why was she saying things like that? He had to ponder over this for several moments, trying to defeat the buzzing noise that had rendered him motionless and his thoughts slow. Suddenly he felt how heavy his limbs on either side were, almost like lead, and his inhuman claws dug into his thighs sub-consciously. At that he felt at a loss as to her reasoning behind her statement, how could she settle for him? A perfect contradiction in his own right, only spitting in all others' face and criticizing them for their decisions; feeling scarred about things he was sure he had caused to come to pass. And he had honestly felt he was the victim at one point, then becoming hardened in the soul later in order to avoid the pain this world had supposedly been chucking at him from all directions. No one could ever accept him for the strange combination of two opposites that he was. The demons were disgusted by him. The humans feared and hated him. He'd never let anyone in.

Why had he never realized how pitiful that existence was?

Yet here stood someone who had foolishly decided to step into his whirlpool world that was only a reflection of the bitter testimony of rejection that his soul had been consumed by. These tall walls that stood around him, remained there, and she was convinced that his fence had not been erected in order to keep her out of a certain doom, which was the endless black hole he'd himself fallen into? It was almost laughable that such an exceedingly intelligent and lovely creature that stood before him, exceedingly gentle and kind, who seemed so happy would ever want to come into this dark, ignored corner of the universe just to join him in his ignorant pursuit of nothing.

But he wasn't laughing. He was simply bewildered.

Somehow he found that perhaps he was only avoiding the subject at hand, what should be commencing next was the approach toward Kagome to tell her, "It's too late, how about we go get that cab?" The conflict of this was the fact he couldn't move himself at all and he realized, after being in an alternate dimension entirely of his own mind, that she had been prying his being with her unavoidable gaze. It wasn't that her eyes were forceful or contained the manner of which you had to succumb to, but they were the kind that brought your guard down entirely and almost coaxed you into letting them into your soul.

They hurt for him to survey for too long however, when he could sense such a great disappointment in them.

"I only want to see it...sorry if I gave you the wrong idea," she laughed pitifully. Not the cheerful, humorous laugh one becomes accustomed to hearing, but such a quiet forced laugh, he voice seemed so hollow and light, yet dense at the very same time.

When the actual belief that what she was saying now was true entered his thought path, Inuyasha was certain he had lost his sanity. His logic attacked his unsupported faith immediately, as an immune system lurches at a dangerous virus infiltrating the blood system.

Normally it is futile.

No matter how much he killed the pieces that made up the faith in his mind, it still didn't stop him, from taking the card key from his pocket and saying, "Alright."

The two walked to the western portion of the lobby. Inuyasha couldn't bring his eyes to directly look at Kagome; he didn't want to know if she seemed overly excited about the entire thing. He was sure it would make him far more nerve wracked; yet he was already shaking when he pushed the card into the slot, which unlocked the door to the elevator room. He took in a deep breath as they approached the elevator doors and was unable to exhale it as he fumbled over the buttons, which dictated the direction either of elevators would be taking them.

"I bet it's a really nice room isn't it? Does is have any decorations like the lobby?" Kagome inquired conversationally and at that moment Inuyasha failed to tune out everything coming from her.

He got a strong whiff of her sexual arousal and shivered as the elevator doors opened. "Sure."

However, he sensed something else, something similar to what he had seen before in her eyes, a disappointment and uncertainty radiating from her. Snapping out of his befuddlement was the movement of Kagome's leg that caught his eye as she thrust it before her in order to stop the elevator doors from closing.

"I can't get in without you," she informed him, taking Inuyasha off guard. He forgot to keep his eyes averted and mistakenly looked straight at her face and her ingenuine smile. That emotion from her eyes was muddled with crisscrossing feelings...he wasn't sure what to gather from it. An over all sadness caused his heart to sink.

"Alright," he returned, now realizing how little he'd been talking. He stepped into the elevator, at that moment considering if he ought to have not. The doors closed abruptly behind him, and he turned to face the door, keeping his eyes on the numbered buttons. He pressed the one marked with the number nine and stepped back from the numbers next to Kagome.

It was as if a shield had surrounded the both of them from anything else in this world, a shield away from all other thoughts, from reality, from what for Inuyasha was sanity as he felt himself perilously balanced on the edge, sure that at any moment he'd fall of off. The harder he tried not to look at her, the closer his eyes wandered to her, whose gaze he could feel was on him every now and then. The anxiety and the indecisiveness streaming from her was hard to ignore and he truly wondered how he had gotten himself into this position. He felt his ears stinging red and his legs were numb and felt as if they'd collapse under his weight at any given moment, he clutched his hands into tight fists not desiring whatsoever to know if they were shaking or not. How could he have done this? Put himself in what seemed to be an inescapable situation, but it was, wasn't it? It wasn't as if he was under some sort of spell where he couldn't control his actions...

Inuyasha's body lurched and he felt a very noticeable swelling of a certain unmentionable area...he realized Kagome had touched his arm and before he realized what he was doing once again gazed at her without realizing. "You alright?" She inquired, an expression that was somewhat unreadable to Inuyasha but only because he chose not to read it. After a short silence he tore his eyes away from her somehow and viewed the ground feeling the strange sensation that he was slowly leaving his body so that now it didn't quite feel like his own. Only he could quite clearly feel one part of his body quite coherently. The one that was happening to be the most controlled by his sex drive, why him? He honestly wondered what he had ever done to be put into positions like this. Sure, most men his age would love to be in his position right now, riding in an elevator alone with a gorgeous woman who had some of the largest breasts known to mankind and a short skirt to boot, and a teeny tine waist which one could easily wrap their arms around...

He shook his head, snapping himself out of what he realized was only making his sexual excitement worse. It didn't matter, though, how beautiful she was, how kind, thoughtful, sincere, cheerful, nice to be around she was, how big of breasts she had, or how she seemed to be the only person who excepted him for who he was. Or even the fact he could be feeling more deeply for her in one day than about most women in years... What mattered was that he knew that there was no possibility he could offer her nearly as much as she deserved... How would he know what the hell he was doing? If he was anywhere near correct about her love life than obviously what she could be aiming for...he wouldn't be able to give her...

He felt his heart thumping harder and harder and faster and faster as he opened his mouth to reply but only a croaking sound came. The most precious little concerned frown that had already formed in her forehead only deepened and Inuyasha felt more need to reply to her, but couldn't find the means to. His brain felt scrambled and melty, a little like it had before when she kissed him...and the thought of that made him even more conflicted before. "Inuyasha?" He coughed; he needed to say something, no matter what it was.

"Lasagna."

Lasagna? LASAGNA?! What FUCK is the matter with me?! Where do I GET this stuff?

"Huh? What about lasagna?" Kagome inquired, as she rubbed his arm consoling. Inuyasha's left leg made a slight jerking movement as his erection worsened.

She's only touching my fucking ARM what the hell is the big deal?

"I--uh--I was craving some se--I mean lasagna, LASAGNA I was hungry for lasagna!" The puzzled expression on her face only seemed to be muddled with more confusion, and Inuyasha found his nervous sweating becoming more profuse. Fortunately, the elevator doors opened then and he sighed with relief, he hoped it would distract from him having explain himself and say something even more unintelligent. Only he realized at that moment that they'd be arriving at his hotel at any moment and a huge lump forced in his throat making it impossible to swallow.

"So where's the room?" Inuyasha found he was beginning o hyper ventilate and took a step away from Kagome staring at her in an alarmed manner.

"I...uh...I...uh...well--" he felt his face becoming a deep red and sweat dribbling down it. "...m-may th-this isn't such a good idea--I'll show you some other time!" he stammered nervously, gently pushing her back toward the elevator.

"Wh-why?" Kagome inquired, struggling against him now and planting her feet firmly on the ground and she turned to him. "I really wanted to see it now..." She said it in such a blank innocent manner, he could only stare at her in pure awe.

Maybe...maybe... he thought looking thoroughly dumbfounded, she's really does just want to see the room...I mean, isn't it possible? He watched as she turned a little more toward him, folding her hands in a very proper and pure manner, eyeing him with big goo-goo eyes that seemed to resemble that of a young girl. Maybe I've just read all this wrong... He surveyed her longer and jolted when he realized as she lifted her shoulders more and pushed her arms closer together in a seemingly nervous way, her breasts pushed together and bulged out to almost jaw dropping proportions. He found his mind perfectly incapable of logic, it filling instead with devious fantasies. "U-um..." What could he do? She seemed to be a victim of innocent curiosity, and he under the spell of lust...what if he let loose on her without even realizing? That would be even worse if that wasn't what she wanted, what if she wanted to have nothing to do with him because of that? But after he thought about it for another moment he came to the conclusion that he wasn’t so drooling mindless beast and he had enough will power and reasoning to keep himself in line. "...okay, if you really want to see, I'll show you..." She brightened slightly, and Inuyasha realized with a heart stopping recognition that her indecisiveness and discontent had vanished. He wasn't sure why this had struck him in such away and disregarded it a moment later, figuring perhaps she had been unsure the entire time he would say no to her request.

But why would she want to just see the hotel room so bad? He thought, his eyes widening momentarily as the two walked down the hallway. Wait, what do I mean about 'so bad' there's nothing to prove she wants to see it really bad... His thoughts drifted when his eyes found there way to her back side which shifted as she walked side to side...very sluggishly... Blinking repetitively he took his view off of Kagome, who was somewhat ahead of him and stopped suddenly. "Which number is it?" she inquired, facing him slightly. He stopped when he reached her, finding another lump forming in his throat.

"Uh-um...here it is..." Inuyasha returned awkwardly, gripping the door handle on the door before him. Kagome stepped up right behind him and he could feel her breath on the back of his neck. He quivered as he slid the card into the slot that was located directly under the door handle, waited a few seconds--seconds which felt elongated somehow as he felt a few more of her exhalations trace the skin on the back of his neck--then pulled the card out once more and swung the door open to reveal a lavish-looking room. "There you go, the--" but he was interrupted by a loud gasp and Kagome dashing passed and looking all about her around the room, looking utterly enchanted.

"Wow! This room is so pretty...and big! For Japan anyway--I hear the hotel rooms in America are bigger but--oh what a pretty mirror!" she exclaimed walking up to a golden-framed mirror. She traced the vine carvings in the metal frame with her fingers, and caught sight of the shining dresser that was located just below it, doing the same to the surface of that. Her eyes fell onto Inuyasha who was captivated by the way her fingers gently ran down things, and abruptly looked away when she gazed at him. After a short time period where Inuyasha didn't dare look at Kagome he finally was curious enough to cautiously look again, when he discovered she wasn't there. He turned around and saw her turning the lamp, which was designed like a traditional Japanese candle lamp used in festivals on and off. He took a few steps into the room, letting the door go, so it shut with a resounding click which caused Kagome to look up from the lamp she was analyzing and stare straight at Inuyasha. The gaze she through at him scared him out of his wits but set what had been somewhat controlled hormones at the moment to be come anything but. He stumbled over words to explain.

"S-s-sorry...accidentally shut it," he said nervously, watching on as that unbelievable fire in her eyes died down substantially. Kagome's gaze turned back shortly to the lamp which was located on a nightstand right beside the bed in the center of the room which had an overly complex design weaved on its comforter. It wasn't long before she took noticed and walked a few steps to the bed, again touching her fingers to it and feeling over its hand stitched embroidery which glimmered in the dim light. He gulped finding his throat becoming very dry, the way she stroked the bed wasn't helping him keep down his arousal. Oh god...oh god...she must want--how am I going to...what the fuck am I going to do? He nearly died when her eyes came on to him, and stayed for a few instants, that seemed far longer than they really were as she caressed her fingers down the fabric that covered the bed. Is she...? He didn't hear what had so quietly left her lips, maybe she hadn't made a sound at all, he only could see her lips move and hear nothing, only the pounding of his heart and blood filling his ears.

He shut his eyes and sighed when she finally took her hand off the bed and walked over to something else that seemed to catch her interest. It could be assumed that after he was sure he had mistaken her actions as an attempt to seduce him and he'd been convinced of otherwise, that his arousal would die down a little... That assumption would be incorrect, however, as he only stood there, watching as she walked across the room, and he felt the burning inside him increasing though he saw no reason for it to do so. The yellow and red fire in his eyes was revealed once more when his eye lids no longer covered them, and he could see her approaching him. Not in a way that should startle him, but with a pleasant smile, a content smile as if she was finished looking about the room. Only, every time she came nearer to him he found himself startled. "This is such a nice room, you're lucky."

Nearly failing to contain a sigh of relief, Inuyasha nodded, "Yeah...so can I take you back now?" He didn't want to seem rude and asked the question hiding his anxiousness as well as he could.

"Well...can you show me where the bathroom is, I bet that's decorated nicely too..." Kagome returned to Inuyasha's horror. How much more of this can I take before I do or say something really stupid? he thought. What if I start thinking about those fantasies again? Unfortunately at the mere mental mention of it, he'd already pictured Kagome without her dress on and doing something rather lacking in innocence to the lamp not too far away... He brushed it off, leading her to the bathroom door, as he did so inevitably picturing her doing the very same devious thing to himself... Inuyasha felt his fingers trembling over the door handle of the bathroom, he couldn't believe his erection was actually somehow intensifying! "Are you tired?"

":Huh? Nah..." But then he realized if he had said he was, then perhaps she would have felt bad and left... Perhaps he didn't want her to leave, though... God dammit, what am I DOING? He quickly turned the doorknob and threw the door open and Kagome's pushed ahead of him, stepping into the door way and gazing at the very gold interior of the exceedingly decorated bathroom. Her eyes fell onto one of the nicest showers she'd ever seen and a smile came to her face, one of the most real looking ones Inuyasha had seen her sport since she asked to see the room. "Mmm, this is so nice..." she murmured, touching her fingers gently on the shining faucet and the slinked around d the knobs a while... "Let's go!" he said abruptly pulling her away from the bath and shower. He pulled her roughly in his frenzy, which caused her to spin around and fall into him once again, and he really considered the universe was uniformly against him and had positioned fate to always deal him a bad hand.

They were trapped in that position, that moment, such a long moment, again enclosed in each other's presence, in each other's eyes with no foreseeable escape, so much that Inuyasha truly startled when she spoke and broke the silence. "You're in such a hurry to shoo me out, aren't you?" Inuyasha gulped, what he had been fearing had finally occurred, she had taken his anxiousness to get her to leave the wrong way. He longed for her to be around always but...

"No...it's just I--" He was interrupted and became extremely fluster when she leaned in close and all he could do was gaze pitifully, unable to move. To his surprise she began sniffing him, though he hardly understood why...

"Hmm...I see, you don't smell to good do you?"

"Wha..." Inuyasha returned quite at a loss, he suddenly felt mortification beyond what he felt was necessary.

"You should take a shower..." she said, motioning toward the shower behind her. Inuyasha suddenly realized e was still gripping her arm and abruptly let go, feeling his heart again thrashing the inside of his chest and felt his face flaring. "...no offense..." She murmured it ever so gently Inuyasha knew that he should be struck down because as she was now, her eyes half closed, her face coming closer to his...he didn't have the will to deny her.

"W-w-w-wait K-kagome..." he trailed off, finding his eyelids unbelievably heavy.

"Shh..." she whispered, her lisp so close to his he had the insensitive to just move that inch and press his against them. "...I just wanted...to give you a kiss goodbye..." Before he could respond at all to this, she pushed herself up to him somewhat forcefully and the instant she pressed her lips delicately yet firmly on his she slid her tongue between his lips and pushed it along his gums causing him to open his mouth wide immediately. She gently caressed it over his own tongue tediously resulting in a muffled, "Mmmmm..." from Inuyasha to vibrate inside her mouth. Feeling him return her kiss lusciously by slipping his tongue out from under hers and gliding it along the sides of her tongue, she moaned softly her voice also muffled and sounding within his own. He moved his lips over hers gently but quickly, sucking a bunch of air before he plunged his tongue in at another angle inside her mouth and twisted it along her lower and upper teeth on the left side, pushing his tongue up to the roof of her mouth. She nibbled at his lower lip as she massaged her own into mouth, pushing along the top again, but slipping to the under side on the right of his tongue and tracing it up and down for some time.

The whole heavenly experience took Inuyasha away from any thinking he'd previously been having, as he realized she'd wrapped her arms around his neck and his hands were moving around her waist as his tongue and hers traveled amongst each other, synchronized with their lips. He felt all the flowing movements speeding up then slowing down, feeling every time it sped up he was on the brink of stripping the seductive woman in his arms, or maybe he'd simply bring his fingers up along under her skirt... As these ideas entered they began to get countered by a now entering rational thinking. That was the good-bye kiss...now she needs to leave... Her tongue's movement somewhat out of his mouth startled him and he pulled her in closer, but she was only digging into the corner of his mouth momentarily with it, then retuning it back passed his lips. The farther she journeyed in his mouth the more glorious he felt, and when his hand begin to slide down from her wais tot he edge of her skirt... No! rang his thoughts desperately and he stopped his hands. He felt a distinct shudder against him body from Kagome, who had obviously wanted the very opposite then him to stop and he abruptly pulled away from her, feeling as if he had just crashed down from a higher world and was back into reality where he no longer felt whole and he no longer felt as if he was floating on air...

"Alright..." she sighed in a disappointed manner, straightening her dress. "...be sure to take a bath, right?" she giggled, Inuyasha blushed, his eyes lingering on her curves... "...I'll see you tomorrow...then...you don't have to take me, I can get a cab on my own, you'd done enough... Thank you for a great time, bye..." She then turned and opened the bathroom door, which he hadn’t realized until now that she had closed, and walked out. Inuyasha stood there for an instant feeling as if he was the biggest chump in the world. Follow her! Don't let her leave just yet you didn't even say bye--plus you want to--to-- He didn't even have to say it in his thoughts that he wanted to make love to her...regardless if it was unintelligent or not.

He opened the door hastily and dashed out, just in time to see her disappear out the hotel room door. After he saw he go he felt that the world he ad dropped into after they stopped kissing, he was no leaving, falling into an even darker world. The one without Kagome around. He sighed looking at his feet coming to the more intelligent realization that he couldn't possibly please her the way she deserved... It was better, he knew, that she had gone, what could he offer her? Besides...she was right, he really did need a bath...


She leaned against the wall, clutching her package of Aero, a piece quickly melting in her mouth. This is...this is insane... Her thoughts rang, as she gripped onto the plastic packaging harder against her chest. Before she had felt so sure about what she was doing, now she wasn’t sure whatsoever, it simply seemed like lunacy. The more she pondered over whether or not she should follow through with what she had planned the less likely she felt inclined to do it. Me and my schemes...I never follow through with them... her eyes traveled after a bell boy who pushed a cart of food, the scents wafted up into her face and pleasant smells filled her lungs. Her mind quickly shifted gears however, thinking again of Inuyasha...

Her eyes were closed, and she opened them, realizing her hand was placed just below her waist, what was she about to do subconsciously? She didn’t even want to know. Obviously, her subconscious didn't realize she was in public. Or that she was morally against what it was trying to do. Before she realized it, her eyes were closed again, and she was picturing another sexual escapade with the hanyou once more... The instant she recognized what was happening, her eyes shot open to discover her hand even closer to where it aiming for and she quickly move it away from her body, glaring at herself. She quickly brought her body off the wall and started down the hall. I bet it's time by now... she thought, though she had no reason to believe that time would ever come.

Every step she took--the closer she got, it seemed made the anticipation increase exponentially, which was rather unbearable as there were many steps that lie between her and her destination. Her entire body was throbbing in its need and she simply would not take no for an answer...even if it wasn't the right time, she couldn't be kept waiting could she? A sigh escaped her at her poorly formulated plan...


Inuyasha scooped up a bunch of the bubbles in his heavily foamy bubbly bath and blew them off his fingers. A few of them lands on his noise and with a loud exhale out of his noise they flew off. He slid down more into the water and foam, smelling the aroma of different soaps all around him to the point it made him dizzy, but in a pleasant way. His thoughts came to Kagome and he began to dream about her as he fell half sleep, surrounded in bubbles, the warmth of the water feeling much like her warmth could have felt... He was in a dense wood, running quickly from something, but he didn't know what it was. That was when he had stumbled upon her figure, so slender, so fragile, so smooth, so perfect to him... She smiled at him and he forgot all about what he was running from he came to her. "What are you doing here?" he asked, feeling very confused.

"I came for you," she returned in the most seductive voice.

"What?" he asked, pretending to be perfectly clueless.

"Come with me," she beamed, turning and dashing off. He followed hr, somehow finding her very difficult to keep up with. The sun was very warm he could almost feel it burning his skin as he attempted to keep up and the trees became more scarce and covered the sunlight less and less. He shut his eyes in its glint and opened them, seeing kagome had stopped and was facing him, he fell into her and landed on the ground, finding the feeling of colliding into her and landing on her to name his body feel very hot and gooey... She laughed as he blushed and she put her arms around him laughing more, he realized she suddenly was naked underneath him and blushed far more furiously.

"K-kagome let me go, please, I beg you." Though he didn't really want her to let him go.

"You'll be begging me for something else if I do this."

"Do what?"

'This," And she began to rub herself up and down his pelvis, he crumbled under this and began to lean into kiss her, but began coughing furiously instead. He couldn't stop coughing and he felt as if he was drowning.

Inuyasha's eyes shot open, he realized his mouth was submerged in the water and he had swallowed a lot of foam and liquid. He rubbed his face drowsily with his hand. "Dream," he muttered, realizing how obvious it was now.


Kagome stepped into the darkness, shutting the door behind her. She found her breaths difficult and fast, and she found it was very stuffy inside. Was what she was doing as poorly thought our as she figured it was now? Regardless of her doubt she took another step forward listening for any sign of movement, breathing, anything. A sound finally came to her ears, and it was the very sound she had been looking for. Her steady fingers gripped the straps of her dress, which she pulled off her arms, and with a slight wriggle, the light fabric fell off of her and created a pile around her feet. The pile grew when her underwear and bra soon joined it after dropping from her body. She took in a deep breath as she stepped over the circle her clothes formed around her and kicked off her shoes.

She fingered the door handle, regaining the uncertainty she thought had left her for good. Her nose pressed to the door and her breaths wheezed back and forth past her lips. The fear was bubbling at the pit of her stomach, the anticipation over coming it and excitement conjoining them together as she slowly turned the handle and soundlessly opened the door a little. A smile came to her face when she caught sight of a closed curtain and knew that her prediction had been correct, the anxiety still failed to leave her however. Tediously, she brought the door open more and stepped into the room, pushing it behind her, lightly however so that it failed to close. Her tip toes touched to the floor slowly as she walked and lifted off briefly then touched to the floor again. She stood still a moment, wondering exactly what she was doing, and froze entirely when his voice came.

"Dammit...stupid bubbles..." he grumbled. She sighed in relief and decided to take another approach, tip toeing back to the door and leaving the room, only peeking her head through.

"Inuyasha."

"WHAT?" he shrieked, splashing noises following. "Wh-wh-KAGOME? How'd you--"

"One of my earrings fell off...I came back to find them, is that okay? I'll be gone before you're out I swear..."

"Uh...sure..."

"Kay." Inuyasha was very still, his mind feeling numb. How had she gotten back inside the room? He quickly forgot this when he realized something had spelled different about her.

"Wait kagome?"

"Yeah?"

"Are you wearing something different?" There was a pause.

"Mmm-hmm, I changed..."

"Into what? Something more revealing?" he joked.

"Well, I don't know."

"Come on, what are you wearing?"

"It's nothing." Which was true.

"Ok, I guess if you don't want to...tell me," Inuyasha said awkwardly, feeling it was strange that she wasn’t telling him. At that instant Kagome's body jolted when her mind got a somewhat dangerous idea.

"Well...I guess you can...see it..." she returned slowly, opening the door. She entered the room and shut the door noisily.

"W-what?" he stammered, "but I'm--"

"If it's a bubble bath, then I won't be able to see you, right?"

"Guess so..." he returned. An instant later, the soft scraping notice of the curtains rings against the bar they hung on came to Kagome's ears as he began to pull the curtain aside.

It wasn't long before Inuyasha could see Kagome. and he felt his slight erection from the dream intensify to extreme bounds, his face turned beat red as he saw Kagome's naked body before him, covered only by her arms held precariously over her nipples and lower private area. In a swift motion Inuyasha threw the curtain closed and his body back down into the bubbles, the area between his legs pulsing. He pushed his knees together trying to ignore the most extra arousal he had faced. "K-k-k-Kagome--wh-wh-wh..." he could hardly speak he found and tried to get through the huge lump pin his throat and ooze he felt floating up from between his legs.

"Inuyasha..." came her voice and to his horror, a moment after, he saw the curtain's being pulled back again, Frantically he reached over to grasp them and close them but he became transfixed by her body. Especially whence was slowly sliding her left arm off her breasts and revealing them in full to him.

He was beside himself, and finally snapped out of it, thrusting the curtain closed and feeling his face steaming more than ever. "Kagome--pl-please...don't...you can’t...THIS IS ONLY OUR FIRST DATE!"

"I know but..." he heard her begin. He prayed she didn't opened the curtain... "...but..."

"But what?" he demanded, unhappy with how angry he was sounding, but he didn't know how else to feel. He was frustrated already that he couldn’t ouch her, this only made it worse.

"Just look at me Inuyasha..."

"No...don't make this hard..." he returned, feeling saddened now. Before he knew it he had heard the familiar rattle of the curtains and turned to see Kagome naked body in full, and blushed to his roots, struggling to avert his eyes, but finding it far difficult than he could have ever imagined. "K-kagome..." He finally managed to turn away. "St-st-stop it..." He managed to close the curtain yet again, but he couldn't get Kagome's naked body out of his mind, and the things he wanted to do to it... He shifted uneasily, finding it somewhat difficult to move, he was so hard there....

"It might be our first date, Inuyasha, but...all this time...I..I...I've wanted--no I've needed--I've need you to--touch me...it's been so hard lately I..." she paused taking in a deep breath then letting it out, "...I've come so close to..." She trailed off and Inuyasha shivered when she pulled on the curtains again. He grasped them tried to grasp them before she could pull them far enough for him to see hear but he was stunned when she violently through them open and stood before him with such firm expressing Inuyasha was somewhat startled. "You try to ignore me....I try to ignore the thoughts and how much I want you because...I want you...so...bad..." Inuyasha averted his eyes when she placed her hand right underneath her left breast, "...so bad that I...can’t help but...imagine things...you touching me...then...I want to..." her breaths shuddered. He couldn't help but look without meaning to, he wasn't quite sure what she was doing, and he soon realized with a deepening of his blushing and erection what it was. His whole body shook, as hers trembled as she brought her hand slowly down along her stomach and toward her pelvis, "I've never felt it...I can only imagine what it would be like but..." He tore his eyes away from her, feeling as if he was going to explode, his yearning was so intense.

Kagome hand traced lower and lower, Inuyasha sensed her need growing bigger and bigger, then he could sense when it was starting to be satisfied when she was pushing into herself. The impact it was having on him was incredible. He heard her moans float to him as if they swam through the air, they were suffocating him, it seemed, he could not breathe. How was he going to keep this up, she had to leave or he wouldn't be able to control himself. Only he couldn't find it in him to ask her to leave...

Her eyes were closing, she was feeling slight pleasure from this, but only because she's was imagining that it was him, but it could never be good enough... She pushed in harder and searched herself, wondering if she could ever achieve him to feel any sort of arousal near to her own. They were warm and wet, the two something's that had latched onto her shoulders... She began quivering violently and her breaths rattled as she opened her eyes to see him, one of his hands had left her shoulder and grasped her arm, pulling it away from her. They had another one of those moment where neither could never force their view from the other's eyes, Kagome felt as if they were drawing her in, and slowly came closer to his naked body that the bath water clinged to. His grasp tediously lessened from her arm and both sets of his fingers fell onto her sides and slowly traced down them, as he closed his eyes and leaned nearer to her. He felt hr body vibrating under his finger tips and he came closer and closer to her until he finally touched her lips and felt a sensation like a fire cracker streaking through his entire body.

He pinned her against the closed door forcefully, his tongue curving into her mouth and the both of them kissing vehemently and breathing so hard Inuyasha wondered if he might faint. He felt the front of his body burning every time it touched onto hers, and his lips getting s similar sensation when she lashed her tongue across them and stroked it past them again. One of this hands was still firmly placed on her shoulder but the other hung freely, when he subconsciously brought it up, he felt it touch her breast and he shivered, pulling away from her immediately and getting a horrible sinking sensation in his stomach. How could he be so stupid? "I-I'm sorry..." he blurted, wanting to hit himself directly after he said it, face heating up horribly.

"You're aloud to touch it you know, and run your tongue all over it...and whatever else you'd like..." she said eyeing him seductively. Inuyasha took in a staggering breath wondering what he had gotten himself into.

"I haven’t told you something..." he said slowly.

"What?" Kagome asked, pushing her body against his but positioning her pelvis away from his, he knew she wanted to prolong it. He shut his eyes for a moment hardly able to breath at the feel of her breasts and nipples smoothing against his chest.

"I'm a..." he opened his eyes attempting to clear his mind, a bout of nervousness settling in his gut, "...I'm a virgin..." Her eyes widened and she stared into him, he felt his heart throb, he should have expected as much and hated himself once again for making such a poorly thought out decision. He knew he couldn't do this right, why did he have to be so mentally challenged? He sighed, his insides feelings as if they were deteriorating, "...I knew you wouldn't want to--"

"No," she cut in, still looking perfectly stunned, "I just never would have though that...you..." she never finished her sentence and instead kissed him. Inuyasha forgot about any awkwardness he had previously felt, her being so enwrapped in his, that he couldn't help melting in that kiss and it soon became heated and passionate he felt his tongue slipping out and hers too. She pressed into him hard opening her mouth so wide he felt as if she'd contain him for ever as he wrapped his arms around her, caressing his fingers down her back. Suddenly, she leapt onto him, wrapping her legs about his waist, and clinging onto him with all her power, her mouth and tongue over taking him so quickly and entirely, he nearly fell over. He felt his fingers shaking when they moved over her skin, his desire immeasurable now, when his skin was tantalized by her opening rubbing into him and pushing itself open against his body, it opened so entirely when she rubbed up against him far enough that he could feel the inside against his flesh making him perfectly breathless, "ah..." he breathed, between vigorous kisses. To his extreme dismay she pulled her mouth away from him.

"I wish I was like you...it's not as if it's a big deal you're a virgin...I've only had sex once. The only time I did was with that jerk, Koga--and I didn't even love him--he left me, and I was hurt that I couldn't make love to anyone again...but now I don't know what's...happened to me..." she trailed off as she lipped his mouth again. Inuyasha grasped at the sides of her hips and readied to push himself in, just when kagome realized what he was doing. Appropriately, she ended the kiss, leaned in to his ear and whispered, "Big boys can wait, can't they?" after which she immediately preformed a feisty nibble on his lobe and slinked away from him, slowly getting into the tub. She lay flat on her back in the suds, an instant later her leg surfacing and being snapped out then gently bent back and slinked toward her body as she ran her fingers down it. Inuyasha didn't waste any time in dashing for the tub and clambering on top of Kagome. "Look anxious you are..." She grasped his dog ears and squeezed them causing him to moan quietly and lean down toward her.

She let go of his ears and he touched his nose to hers, "I don't want to get you so big headed but...you are the most...beautiful woman I've ever seen..." he breathed, "...and the most kind, smart,...sexy..." Kagome chuckled.

"yeah well you're only saying that because I'm laying under you naked and I just made you moan..."

"No..."

"Hmm? Do you want to keep arguing?"

"Shut up..." he murmured, sliding his body downward. Before she knew it his head was entirely hidden by the foam all around them and she soon felt something diving into the area between her legs what caused her to open her legs immediately. She felt it slide down her and push inside somewhat hard, so hard she cried his name involuntarily, pushing her boding into the source of the pleasure, which she knew was his tongue. He was doing what he had on that imp that seemed to have been exchanged light years ago, and now physically it was far more amazing then she ever you have imagined. Her legs were entirely numb, and she had to slide herself down using her hands, wanting more and more. But he soon surfaced, gasping for breath, and lie onto running his lips and tongue over her breasts, Kagome felt as if death was possible from pleasure, it was so unbelievable. She gripped his shoulders and rolled him underneath her gripping between his legs and massaging sensually, causing him to moan hoarsely but audibly.

"K-Kagome?" he asked, his breathing heavy.

"Hmm?"

"I-I...I mean...this...this might sound ridiculous but--well I don't want to scare you or--"

"What is it?"

"I'm...I..." She knew it wouldn't help him say it, but she couldn't help herself, the adorable way he stumbled over his words causing her arousal to explode, pushing herself up against his leg toward... "I..." he grunted, feeling her pelvis working is way up to his own, "...think I might be falling for you..." She froze, feeling a sickening shudder come over her heart.

"Wh...what?" she inquired, her eyes feeling moist. No...no it can't...this can't be...happening... She thought.

"Oh no...Kagome did I--please don't freak out--I said I might be but I don't...I mean...Kagome?"

Kagome stared vacantly unsure of what to do or say, she forgot everything for a moment, simply wrapped in horrors she thought were long since forgotten, but they somehow still plagued her now and today. She told herself mentally over and over to forget it, move on, how could she let something like that dictate her life? But what he had said was too much...


He grasped on her black hair, and it caused her scalp to throb, a mischievous laugh emerging from his lips and onto her neck, he slid his body up and down hers roughly, she squinted feeling his hardness covered by his shorts prodding into her uncomfortably. He lurched up against her suddenly, causing her shoulder to slam into the seat belt of the right passenger seat as he tore her skirt off. "Wow babe, wait till the guys hear about this," he murmured sucking on her neck. She squirmed awkwardly wondering if it was supposed to feel so strange.

"No they won’t," she said stubbornly, pinching his arm.

"Ow," he said pulling away.

"This is special between you and me," she growled a form frowning on her face. Koga's body shook with laughter over her own.

"Sorry, babe, you know I was kiddin' right?" She still glared at him.

"I mean it."

"I do too. You know you mean everything to me." A smile came to her face and she felt herself go a little pink.

"Yeah..." but then a frown replaced it once more, "but be a little gentler, kay? I'm your girlfriend not one of the guys on your football team."

"Fine, fine..." he trailed off, putting his tongue to her stomach, which was bare, and running it down her. She blushed furiously.

"Um...Koga?" her voice quavered.

"What?" he huffed.

"I'm just so nervous...are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yeah, come on babe, don't ruin this for me...why don't you do a little of the work?" he whined.

"Alright," she returned with a nervous forced smirk as she leaned into him and took his shirt off. She slowly wrapped her arms around him and ran her tongue over his right nipple.

"Ah...that's right, babe..."

"Mmm hmm," Kagome returned with uncertainty, laying back down again. He soon joined her down on the car seat and tore her bra off gruffly, it flew over to the front seat and Kagome could see there were torn seams now. She opened her mouth to protest the damage he had done on her delicates, but he had ungracefully put his mouth on hers already.

"Now, why don't you take my pants and underwear off so we can get to the best part?" kagome got the strong notion that this wasn't a good idea and her face flushed uncomfortably once more.

"Um...I..."

"Kagome?"

"Yeah?"

"I. ..think I might be falling for you..."


Inuyasha surveyed her for several heart wrenching instants when finally he couldn't bare the pressure anymore, why did he have to pen his big mouth and be honest with her? Why couldn't it wait? "K-kagome, please...say something..." She was silent and seemed to be deep in though and Inuyasha honestly thought he had ruined everything. Just like usual he had ruined absolutely everything for himself.

"You have to promise me..." Kagome trailed off, looking up into his eyes, which searched him more deeply than they ever had and he stared back feeling somehow better that she was looking at him. He realized then that she was far more fearful and uncertain then himself. "...that you won't hurt me...ever. Promise?" Inuyasha simply stared at her, at the sheer seriousness that statement contained the way her eyes demanded from him yet their fear could be seen behind that firmness and sullenness, if one looked close enough if once understood and felt the same way he did then. yet he did not have any idea where that had come from, was she afraid he'd hurt her? He supposed it was a little unusual for a man to say something of the magnitude he had so early on...so perhaps she thought he was plain lying to her...

"I promise, I swear on anything," he returned, surprised at the earnestness of his reply. The longing on her face was extreme and she let her desire take over as she slowly leaned in, he saw again how her lips shown in the dim lighting and was sucked in as her eye lids and lashes fell over her gorgeous brown eyes. He was taken fully off guard when an instant after she kissed him, she bent her legs upward and pushed her body as forcefully as she could up into him. He slid into her that instant and was blown away by everything he felt in his body especially where she had collided into him. They kissed violently, their breaths rung with moans every time their lips parted between kisses. Kagome let as if she had entered into some sort of other realm, one where one could only feel millions times more lovely than they had ever felt...and she felt his body shaking and lurching when she rolled her body into him sluggishly causing him to sink into her further. Never had she ever felt so unlike herself, yet the more she thought about t the more she realized it wasn't that she was unlike herself, in fact she was more as she truly was than ever before. The fact of the matter was, however, that she was more unlike the false lie she had been putting out for everyone to see, she was finally the whole person that she had been striving to be all along and felt the lost fragments of herself starting merge once again. And he's falling for me! He said he's falling for me!

"Inuyasha!" she screamed unexpectedly as he thrust himself deeply into her once more. She groaned several more times unable to think of a place she'd rather be, nothing could ever compare...

"And you..." he panted, "thought I was going to be an old man." Kagome frowned at his joke.

"Oh be quiet," she snarled, pushing herself into him with as much power as she could muster.

"Oh Kagome!"

"That's more like it."

"But really..." he breathed, a smile on his face, causing one to spread across Kagome's face, "...did you ever think this would happen?" Kagome leaned in close to him, feeling as if she was hovering over all her problems on a cloud and nothing would ever bring her down.

"My mind never would believe it..." she whispered, "...but my heart knew it all along." She kissed him then and he ran his fingers through her soaked, soapy hair, till they clasped onto her shoulders pulling her toward him one last time. That intense longing finally felt as if it was being put to rest, a contentment washing over him as she once again moaned his name, swirling his fingers along her body. Quivering as she leaned in again and placed her mouth on his, Kagome suddenly understood what made her type what had seemed so ridiculous at the time, the words that him inside her would be so incredible she'd never want it to end... She no longer found it to be ridiculous whatsoever, and could no longer fathom how she could have ever felt that. Even if this was doomed to not last, which she didn't even want to try to imagine, she simply felt grateful that she had met Inuyasha at all, that he had revealed to herself how she truly was and should be.

Yet the more she pondered over it, though she was grateful, she couldn't stand a world without him.

Isn't that so silly of me though? I just met him and I already feel like I can't live with him...there must be something wrong with me.

It wasn't long when they were through making love and Kagome gently rolled off of him after placing a small and soft kiss on the tips of his lips. She was panting still and let what was left of the foam surround her as she shut her eyes, hearing Inuyasha's hard breathing accompany her own. All around her was a hushed darkness and a lovely aroma of different soaps filling her being, the cool air from above the warm water sticking to her surfaced skin and the warm bubbles cushioning her submerged portions of her body. After several minutes of this serene silence filled with nothing but faint thoughts of the hanyou laying next to her, she felt something wet, bubbly and cushier on her stomach. She giggled as it tickled her when it moved up her body, her eyes opened partially and she saw what she expected, Inuyasha with what she referred to as the "washing thingy" scrubbing her lightly. He glided the sponge over her breasts and she realized how much this reminded her of something...

Wordlessly, he swung one leg over her and gently place his body on her own, dragging the source of the oozing stream of soap suds down her body as he did so. She laughed again, the feel tickling badly still, "What are you doing?"

"What do you think?" he inquired, pushing the sponge into her harder as it traveled closer and closer to what Kagome thought would be free from for at least some time. Though she figured she should prevent any more unprotected activities, she didn't say anything in protest or do anything to stop him from moseying that sponge along to her pelvis. When it surpassed her shields and tipped them first into herself, she knew she couldn't resist, getting the feeling s all her desire that had existed previously was returning. as her legs gave way for him to wash her deeper.

"Mmm...oh...yes, that's nice..." she murmured her back arching into the pillowy fuzz deepening inside her.

"And...how about just like your dream..." he said, moving closer to her.

"No, wait<" Kagome put in, sitting up and gently pushing him back, "that's enough for one night, I'm pretty tired." Kagome stretched, forcing a false yawn. She was unsure why she felt restraint in telling him the real reason.

"Well...all right..." Inuyasha returned slowly, as Kagome stood up and stepped out of the bath tub. "...I didn't really want to anyway...I thought you did..." he lied quietly, leering at her nude body. A smirk came to her face as she pulled a towed off a rack and tied it around herself, noticing a disappointment come over him.

"Sure...that's why you're ogling at me."

"Wha?" he said, feeling his cheeks heat up slightly, "yeah...well you're body's so goddamn prefect, what's a guy to do?" She laughed shaking her head.

"It's not perfect...in fact my boobs are way too big for my body..." she returned, squeezing one of them. Inuyasha felt the sudden very powerful urge to do the same to them. "My build’s just way too little...don't you think?"

"Never...you're a luscious babe goddess..." Kagome's face turned pink and she couldn't stop a nervous high pitched giggle.

"Goddess? I wouldn't go that far... Not nearly--besides, there are girls with bigger breasts than me..."

"So...you still have the prettiest face and I still think you have the sexiest body..." Inuyasha said, getting out of the hot tub. He noticed her eyes had fallen onto what he covered next with his towel. "...ha, caught you, looking at my...twig and berries!" he joked pointing at her with a grin on his face.

"Yeah--well--I..." she trailed off, her face flushed slightly. "...haven't quite seen one so...." she trailed off realizing one of her breasts was showing and covered it quickly with her towel, noticing his "twig and berries" was pushing the towel farther and farther away from his as it swelled somewhat. "......active before!" she chimed with a laugh.

"You weren't going to say that." She coughed nervously as she opened the door. "Go on, just tell me..."

"It'll only make you're head swell."

"So?"

"Well already one part of your anatomy is swelling."

"Yeah, and?"

"Well you could explode if I told you..."

"What?"

"Just never mind," she returned, somehow feeling flustered as she opened the door and waved her hand at him in a careless manner. He followed her out of the bathroom, looking somewhat confused.

"Wait, aren't you clothes in there?" he asked, pointing to the bathroom.

"Nope," she returned as she walked to the pile of her clothes still lying by the hotel room door.

"Oh! So you were PLANNING this, all along were you?"

"I thought of it when I saw that bath tub...I must confess...but I thought it was pretty insane at the time," she explained, gathering her dress and other clothing.

"Well it worked didn't it?" he returned, grinning at her.

"Yeah, like a charm," she murmured, finding her gaze locking with his for a long while. Kagome fidgeted awkwardly as she gripped the top of the towel around her. "um...care you just going to watch?"

"Uh, why not?"

"I don't know," she responded, shrugging and letting the towel drop to her feet, "old skipper down there might start deciding your actions instead of your brain..."

"Hmm, what?" Inuyasha inquired distractedly, drool spilling out of his mouth. How he REALLY wanted to squeeze those breasts...

"Exactly," she grumbled very dead pan, "not turn around..." She moved her finger in a circular motion.

"But---"

"Turn around."

"Alright," he sighed in a whiny stone, turning his back to Kagome. he crossed his arms in a pouty huff. Kagome wasted no time in throwing her bra on, hooking the back, throwing her dress on...now where we her shoes? Her eyes soon caught site of them and she snatched up the heels, briskly heading for the embroidered bed. Inuyasha watched her curiously then felt another bout of disappointment cling to his stomach as she sat on the bed and began putting on her shoes. But his hope wasn't entirely diminished. A slight smirk came to his face, which he tried to suppress as he slowly approached her.

"What are you up to?" she asked suspiciously, trying to buckle her right shoe, her attention turned away from him and she glared at her shoe, "this stupid metal buckle won't go in the hole..." Suddenly, she found Inuyasha sweeping onto her, and abrade her causing the pink dress to push up off of her private area which Inuyasha kneaded repetitively with his erection.

"You're not wearing underwear," he breathed, "were you like that the whole time?" After she got over her resounding pleasure, she looked dup at him with a slight scowl.

"No, I'm not like that, I just forgot my underwear on the floor over there, now you should get--" but she stopped mid-sentence feeling his tongue grinding into her neck then pushing down her dress. Her eyes lids fell over her eyes and she murmured something unintelligible as his tongue wandered over her left nipple, causing her to body to billow into him and her legs to subconsciously wrap around him. She bulldozed him with her equivalent to his pushing her fingers down along his skin causing his towel to lift away from his body as her hand traveled beneath it. His mouth soon fell onto hers, as his hands crawled upon her breaths grasping them hungrily when her hand traced his hardness causing him to lift his lips from her own and take in a staggering and moany breath before he plunged into her into her mouth once more. She writhed underneath him, feeling his warm phoenix wings embracing her and enwrapping her in a sense of sharp, burning desires also content in the snug heat that caused a gentle pleasantness all throughout her.

He sipped her succulent, pouting lips with took him gratefully, as her hands stroked along between his legs, grasping and letting her fingers fall lazily unexpectedly so that he would sharply gasp then let the risen tension in his shaking body fall at ease, only to take in a quick deep breath again when she massaged her fingers into his hardening area once more. Her palm fell upon it and dragged itself up, causing him to vibrate more violently, and stop kissing her for a moment, trying to control his heavy panting beginning to get out of control. He moaned loudly, falling onto her once more, limply this time, filling her lungs with his sentilatingly tempting breath, which pulled her in immediately once more, as she wrapped her hand around entirely, curving the flow of her fingers into the hardened but not inaccessible lines, pushing with enough pressure to feel them which caused him to freeze, grasping her shoulders desperately. After she did this for several exhilarating seconds he rubbed his leg against hers impatiently, finding the wait unbearable now.

He strung his finger tips along her bosoms bring his head nearer until his nose touched to it his breaths floating across her skin. "So this is what it's like to be at the total mercy of someone...never quite felt it before..." Kagome laughed.

"Inuyasha, you were at my mercy from the minute you met me..." He smiled weakly at himself, finding he was incapable of denying this statement whatsoever. slowly, his breath wheezed back into his lungs as he felt more vulnerable than he ever, yet somehow safer than he had in his life... "I'm only kidding," she assured him after a brief silence.

"No, it's true..." he murmured, "but not for long," he finished mischievously bringing his tongue down along her chest and curving it along her naval. She giggled at the light touch, then moaned when he pressed harder, pushing her body into him. But she regained some amount of her cool, managing to hide some of the gaining arousal.

"Do you think I will give up so easily?" Her hand had been slipping away from him but it still remaining beneath his towel and suddenly sprung to life as she moved herself lower underneath his body squeezing him with a powerful grasp. His breath was buried in her chest, and contained murmurs, which resulted in a pleased grin from Kagome. Especially when he gripped her arms and brought himself into her more. "Can't quite gain control for long can you?"

"Fuck..." he returned softly, nudging her lips with his own which were now level. Yet Kagome could feel his lips curve into a smile over her own, at first she assumed he couldn't deny the pleasure whether or not he was at the mercy of her or not...then again, that smile...it seemed to be one of scheming to her...it appeared her suspicions had been correct when she felt his hands skimming the surface of her body, running his fast fingers over her legs and delving them into her pelvis, causing her to dip out then in violently, forgetting entirely her quest to be the one leading. She forgot everything in fact. Even her pursuit to stop this...though it seemed long forgotten it had still been an irritating buzz bothering at the back of her mind, but even that was gone at this point, her mind was filled with an entire loveliness now, and her excitement was taking the front seat. He pushed in even farther, which she hadn't some how fathomed before hand, as she cemented her being into him.

She cooed his named over and over, pressing her legs more and more into his back, leaning her head back as far as it would go as she arched into him to such a full extent Inuyasha was unsure how he would go about doing what he planned. "O...okay..." she whispered desperately, "...you have me..." Out of his endless fathoms of amorous intentions, incredibly enough he found himself lifting away from Kagome and removing her deeply rooted legs from around him.

He felt so incredibly heavy and hard to move, his legs feeling like instable small sticks and his heart pounding throughout his body, the area between his legs fighting against him with everything. When Kagome opened her eyes to see Inuyasha standing above her and even more horrifyingly, walking away, she sat up abruptly, jumping to her feet. She clutched the bed, finding it almost hard to stand, her legs squeezing together when she felt the inevitable liquid. "Wha--what are you--"

He side glanced at her a moment and began walking to the fore part of the bed. "Only laying down...I may fall straight to sleep after we make mind numbingly, hot, steamy, intense, passionate love..." he told her with a humorous smile, "I should tuck myself in...and get ready for you...." as he got onto the bed and began to lay out on it. Before he could get himself fully lying flat on the bed, Kagome had already thrust her body onto him with so much force his head hit the bed post. "Ow!" Inuyasha yowled, rubbing his bruised head.

"You deserved it," Kagome simply huffed a millisecond before she threw her tongue into his mouth and clamped her lips on his, rubbing her hips into him. He felt the movements of their mouths so fast his thoughts and actions all felt numb and conjoined, as before one ended the other felt as if it was already beginning before his mind could fully grasp was happening. Suddenly it stopped trying to all together and his mind was a scalding, dim noise that only knew the heat pressing against his erection and all the smells radiating from Kagome in a wild dash for his senses.

His hand had seemingly placed itself of its own accord on the thin pink satin of her dress that fell before her pelvis which he caressed quickly, feeling the material was drenched. "Oh...please...I can't...." she trailed off hoarsely, grinding herself up against first his hand, then abruptly removing it and rounding her arousal onto his, causing him to now let her take the driver's seat. She pushed herself downward, shoving her dress upward against him as her fingers slinked onto the edge f his towel, which she removed shakily. Somehow she found a great mixture of anticipation and exhilarating fear as if it was again a first time for her... or perhaps as if she were about to enter a new world.

But just before she was sure she would do this a strong notion stopped her... Dammit... She thought feeling her expectation of the pleasure fading, but her arousal cruelly the same I could get pregnant, what am I doing? "Wait..." she said, at the word she felt Inuyasha's body jolt under own.

"What?" he panted, and to her surprise she felt him slowly sitting up then begin to lightly bring her to the bed, his body falling lightly onto hers. "Don't you..dare..." Be began to massage her rear and to her horror, her eyes were suddenly shut, her lips enabling encouraging moans to escape. She couldn't help it if it felt so good... Then, somehow, she remembered. A vast relief over took her so quickly, she almost felt the slight change overwhelming.

"Oh--I have something--hold on--just a sec--" but he didn't stop delving his fingers into her even more so deeply, causing the reach for her purse even more difficult. Her body was quaking so badly, she nearly dropped the hand bag when she finally gained a grip on it and brought it over to herself. "...I forgot I had them...how stupid am I?" Kagome murmured, revealing a box from the inside of the somewhat big pink bag. She almost burst out laughing when she spied how far his eyes had widened.

"Y-you...why?" he stammered looking shocked and bewildered. She returned with a pleasant smile.

"...oh Yuka packed all this junk, I protested but then she did her famous and lethal 'Yuka puppy-dog pout...'" She noticed his dog ears suddenly, "no offense..." Her fingers traveled to his left ear before he had realized and caressed it deeply. Inuyasha's body leaned into her quickly, but gently, a smirk forming on his face after he got over the daze he was gaining from her touch.

"...I'll forgive you if..." he murmured trailing off. Kagome knew exactly what was left unsaid even before she felt the rough texture of his towel wash against her skin downward more tediously than almost anything. An instant before he was unleashed on her, she had lightly touched her fingers to his hand, causing him to stop his dragging of the towel...

"Take these first..." she whispered handing him the box of condoms.

"...right..." he returned distractedly, his fingers clenching it as she delicately pushed it into his hand.

"You know what?" Kagome asked with a smile as he became absorbed struggling to pry open the box.

"Yah?"

"Never change, because I don't think there would be anyway in this world that I'd be here with you if you were any different." His gaze swiftly flashed from the box to her face in a nanosecond and he simply gawked at her. How in this world could what she was saying be true? No one, not anyone had ever said such words to him, no one had ever seemed to care for him in the slightest or accept him at all, in exception of his mother. "Really," she assured him at the silence, "I don't care what anyone says...I feel like a piece of my life was taken a long time ago...maybe by Koga...or maybe way, way before him...but somehow, you've given a lot of it back to me... You're the only person who’s ever done anything like that for me."

He continued staring, stunned by the power these words contained in such quantities. It seemed utterly impossible. How could this happen to him? HIM? Inuyasha. The hanyou. The fool. How was it HE could be blessed by such an angel? It had to be a dream, how could it not? Why in reality would such a flawlessly beautiful woman ever give him the time of day, let alone need HIS touch, need HIM? It absolutely made no logical sense in his mind. She actually was asking him to never change, telling him she wouldn't ever be able to be with him if there was any varying quality of himself, while everyone else screamed with their disapproving and judging glances for him to change everything...

Even...even...she wanted me to change...but...Kagome...Kagome just wanted me... Is this some trick? Some dream? I hope I never wake up...I don't want to wake up... What happens if this is all real and then I have to lead that corporation, what if Kagome gets hurt? I promised her she would get hurt I promised--

The most horrible sensation lurched through hi s body.

Oh no...I forgot that...how could I? But...it'll all be fine...because she's stuck there--she can't get to Kagome...it's not as if Kagome will ever meet her...I have to--

His thoughts melted away when Kagome's mouth fell around his. She broke away far to soon, his eyes were shut and he searched blindly before him for her warm nose to nuzzle against...then to find her perfect lips hiding behind to... "You okay? You don't think I'm lying do you?" He found light entering his retina only to see Kagome's eyes, which contained sorrow and desperation.

"Never," he breathed, "I just...can't...believe that you...could ever..."

"Well believe it," she cut in firmly, "I don't know what's to come but I know one thing, that this day has given me more than years of my life...and I want to..." Inuyasha never heard the rest as at the next instant her lips fell onto his. I want to wake up in the morning...roll over and find you laying next to me...smiling at me, either in your sleep...or with staring at me with those gorgeous eyes...that's all I want...



Hee, to be continued, long chapter, no? Sorry, I wanted to split it, but it just REALLY wouldn't have worked well. It was almost 20 pages, yippee, long.

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*Aero: a popular nestle snack in Japan which is chocolate filled with air pockets so that it literally melts almost immediately in your mouth”