InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stream of Consciousness: A LiveJournal Collection ❯ Remorse ( Chapter 24 )

Title: Remorse

Community: Iyhedonism

Theme: Spank

Place Earned: none

Genre: Hentai

Rating: R

Word count: 553

Warnings: sexual content, content bordering on domestic violence

 

A/N - This is a sequel to “A Small Victory,” my week 69 entry here. As per house rules, it stands fine on its own. Keeping in line with the original story, I again did not specify characters.

Universe: AU

 

 

Remorse

 

I sit on my porch nursing a bottle of scotch, wondering how things went so wrong. It started this morning at work, where the boss laid me off. Safe to say we had it out. Fucker.

 

Instead of going to the bar too cool off like I should have, I came straight home. In an effort to make me feel better, my wife lured me into the bedroom for some of our D/s play. Now, she usually enjoys a good spanking after sex, particularly when I have something else going on down there. But the rough, loveless fucking I gave her beforehand probably felt more like rape than making love. What thoughts ran through her head as I bent her over my knee? Did she know I would hurt her worse than I ever have before? Did she know I would beat her hard enough to leave welts that would last for days? Did she comprehend that I would destroy our marriage…again?

 

Because that is what I have done, and there will be no saving it this time. No apology can ever atone for my sins. Not even if my mind was so clouded with rage that I didn't realize what I was doing until I felt her tears dripping down my bare leg. No, I don't deserve her forgiveness, and I won't ask for it.

 

I hear the door slide open behind me. I jump when warm, delicate hands come to rest on my shoulders. She comes around in front of me, caressing my cheeks and urging my head up. I shut my eyes as tight as I can, the movement causing thin lines of moisture to stream down my face. This isn't right! Why is she doing this?! Why can't she just go and leave me to my misery?!

 

But she is persistent, this wife of mine. Her fingers massage my eyelids, finally coaxing them open. When I lock eyes with her, I am completely humbled by the love and forgiveness I see. In this moment, I will do absolutely anything to redeem myself, refuse her nothing. And she knows it.

 

She leads me back to the bedroom and pushes me face-up on the bed. I lie there limply, content for the first time to let her do what she will. After spending so long in the dominant role, being submissive is new and frightening to me, but I won't complain. Not even as the ropes wind around my wrists and ankles, pulling my extremities to opposing corners of the mattress. I gulp as she climbs up on the bed, but she doesn't touch me. Instead, she begins to play with herself. She closes her eyes and throws her head back as she manipulates her body, my manhood straining painfully to get a taste of those juices flowing down her thighs. Finally, she straddles me and lowers herself onto my prick. But my relief is short-lived. It takes her under a minute to complete her orgasm, and then she goes to take a shower. My punishment is my throbbing erection, to go unsatisfied as she did earlier this afternoon. I accept it; I have gotten off very easy.

 

Now she is watching TV in the other room, and I'm starting to get a little worried. She still has not untied me.

 

 

A/N - the next batch of LJ deadlines aren't for almost two weeks, so don't expect any more new chapters here until then. But with “Genderbender” and “Dress-Up” on the docket, you can expect probably expect some comedy at the end of the month!

 

KB