Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Just Let Me ❯ Chapter 5

Standard Stuffs and Ratings: Weiß belongs to Koyasu Takehito and Project Weiß. I almost cry every time I have to state this *mutters incoherent curses in various languages* Rated NC-17, pairings RanxKen/KenxRan, yaoi, highly citric fruit (lemon), and shounen-ai. I think my characters are getting a little OOC. It's haaaard!! >.< Denotes thought

Just Let Me

The kiss was so deep and soulful that Ken couldn't help but moan into Ran's mouth. Ken spread out fully on his back while Ran shifted and leaned over Ken. Their tongues danced together, drinking in their unique flavors of their mouths. Ken allowed Ran to get as comfortable as he wanted. The heat coming from Ran's bare chest was wonderful and he could feel an erection through the pale man's pajama pants. They broke kiss only to remove Ken's shirt and feel their muscled chests, to feel that hot skin-on-skin contact. Ken brought his hands up to skim across the smooth, flawless skin on Ran's back to gently grope his ass. Hearing a slight moan from Ran, bronzed hands went underneath the pants to knead the soft skin.

Ran made the kiss even deeper as he felt warm hands slowly pulled down his pants. He brought his lithe hands down and unfastened the jeans and stroked the erection trapped inside. Hearing encouraging sounds from Ken, they helped each other get rid of the last remaining clothes. Naked, they continued the kiss and grinded their lengths together. "Ken…I want to taste you," whispered Ran so that it could barely be heard. Ken gave a loving smile and watched as Ran slowly kissed down his neck and chest. Playfully nipping and licking at the hard nipples on Ken's chest. He took a minute to adorn kisses on every inch of the sculpted chest before giving a long lick down Ken's dripping erection. Groaning, Ken stopped Ran.

"…" "Shh, don't worry Ran. I'll make it better" whispered Ken as he turned 180 degrees and made himself parallel to Ran, but facing the ivory length nested in cherry curls. Giving a little growl, Ken went ahead and began kissing it. The stimulation nearly made Ran buckle, but he controlled himself and began mirroring the actions he felt on Ken's length. Moaning at how wonderful Ken tasted, he slowly began to take Ken in his mouth as he gently fingered the soft sacs in the back.

Ken gasped loudly when he felt himself go into the wet, hot cavern of Ran's mouth. "Oh god, Ran…" he breathed harshly. Ken gave long licks to the erection on front of him. He kissed up and down as far as the base. Using his hand, he firmly pumped the pale length, lapping away the pre-cum on the tip. Ken's mouth went back down to mouth the globes behind the length and dragged his hot tongue up a trail and sought out Ran's opening. Pushing a little harder, he got his tongue inside the tight ring.

"Hnghnya…" moaned Ran. He'd never experienced this. It was uncomfortable at first and even a little strange but now, incomprehensible noises were all he could make. In return, he suckled harder on Ken's length, taking it as far as it would go down. Both were lost in a swirl of heady sensations. They went faster, harder, deeper every second. Their bodies started shaking in warning of their soon coming climaxes.

Ken was the first one to come. He spilled himself into Ran's mouth in hot waves, throwing his head back and screaming Ran's name. Ran suckled Ken dry, taking in every precious drop of nectar Ken had to offer. The taste could by no words be described even loosely. It epitomized everything Ken meant to him, perfect. Ken worked his hand twice as fast, causing Ran to climax right after him. Ken milked the weeping length and lapped up every drop. After falling headfirst into pleasure, they came back to reality, taking a moment to breathe.

They unwound themselves and shared a soft kiss, each tasting the other's passion when the two mixed. Ran smiled and brought Ken down to rest on his chest, while his lithe arms protectively went around Ken. "Ken…you want to know my reason for living?" whispered Ran. Ken smiled for a second then suddenly winced. His head started to throb as those words seems to trigger something in his memory. Something he couldn't bring up too quickly due to the amount he had to drink earlier that night.

'My hands…they started to shake again,' he quietly said. Ran simply nodded his head. 'I couldn't find any reason for my existence yet. I couldn't find for what other reason than bloodlust I kill…'

'…Ran, you do have an answer to my, uh, question?'

*the kiss*

'Why do you want to die?' 'Because there's no reason to live. You see Ken, I'm a criminal, just like you. I'm a bitch. And even though there's no reason to live, I can't help but keep living.'

'Reiko… Reiko… '

Ken's heart started to pound like crazy. He looked at Ran with scared brown eyes. Ken looked deep into Ran's amethyst jewels and suddenly he remembered what he did, that something that caused his heart to beat wildly with fear, and with guilt. Images of him throwing Reiko on the floor and basically screwing her in a mad frenzy floated in front of his eyes. Sounds of her gasping and him groaning and shouting echoed inside his head. No, no, I didn't, please God, I didn't do that! I didn't betray Ran! he silently begged. I don't love that girl! I love this man with me here! I don't deserve him! He'll hate me forever, but I'll hate myself for lying to him… "Ken?" asked a concerned Ran.

Eyes down, Ken sadly pulled away from Ran's warm embrace. "Ran, I… have something to confess. I'm so sorry!" he cried. Bewildered, Ran continued to hold Ken, pretty sure he wasn't going to like what Ken was about to say next. "I… slept with a woman. I was drinking and I practically raped her… " he whispered, bringing his hands up to his face. Ran's warm eyes went subzero immediately. The violet eyes looked so dead and barren… and hurt. Staring blankly, "Get out, Ken."

"Ran! Listen to me please! I was drunk and acting like a depressed idiot and-" "GET OUT!" Scared, Ken got out of the bed and hastily put on any clothes he found on the floor. "Ran… listen, you have to believe me! I still-" "OUT!" yelled Ran, not wanting to hear Ken finish that sentence. Looking up at the hard, angry eyes, Ken tried to make his argument. Ran quickly grabbed the pants beside the bed and stormed over to Ken. Giving him the coldest, meanest, harshest, most brutal glare he had ever managed, he shoved Ken out his door and slammed it shut.

Ran leaned against the door. Not knowing that tears were falling. Ken was on the other side, loudly crying. "…love you. Do what you want, think what you want, but I'll always keep loving you. Do anything you want, but just please, never stop… just let me love you, Ran. Always…" he weeped. Ran listened until he heard soft footsteps leaving. Ran slowly sank down the down into a puddle on the floor, the tears now freely falling over his eyes. He wasn't furious at Ken, not even angry. He was just disappointed. Disappointed with Ken and with himself. Ran knew Ken was weak when he was in his infamous moods. And he knew that Ken loved him and him alone. Ran felt disappointed with himself because he felt he failed to permanently bring Ken out of his depression. He failed Ken, he failed to protect him. He was definitely not worthy of Ken's love. I'm sorry Ken. I couldn't give you the protection and solace you needed. I have to make it up to you somehow. I'm not angry with you, Ken. Never, ever. I'm angry with myself. I'm so sorry Ken…

The next morning, things were obviously awkward between the two. They refused to make eye contact and did everything to not even make physical contact of any kind. But with this mission coming up, things would change. Hopefully for the better.

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"Shit, Omi! Just tell me where the targets are!" said Ken in an impatient voice. All four in their assassin gear were staked out behind a shrine under the cover of night. Ken kicked open the wooden door to a shack that seemed to make muffled noises. Yohji quickly ran over and found the kidnapped girls tied and gagged. He and Omi started to untie the girls and as planned, Ken and Ran would go after the targets. Omi and Yohji disposed of two of the four targets with their long-range weapons, leaving the boss and a woman running from Ran and Ken.

The targets ran through a small pond, which slowed their movements. Yelling as he leapt, Ran slashed down the man, the water becoming stain with his blood. "No where to go! You're the last one left!" Ken screamed. He jumped and tackled the running woman from behind. Ken clenched his fist, protracting his Bungs, "DIE!" Looking up into the enraged brown eyes, the woman realized who it was.

"Ken? Ken, it's you!" "You're…Reiko… you're the gang's manager?" he asked, tears filling his eyes. "Yes! I am. Ken, you came for me, didn't you? Please, save me… save me from this, please Ken!" she cried. The clawed assassin looked conflicted, but shut his eyes and with a wild scream, tore through her chest. "Uhghn… Ken, we're together. And I'm in your arms… just like I wished…" said Reiko, tears mixing with the blood on her face. "Reiko… I can feel you…" he gasped, indeed feeling her heartbeat at the end of his fingers. He pushed the claws in deeper. Ken felt the heart thump a few more times, then stop completely. Ken retracted the Bugnuks and dropped the newly disfigured body into the water. Staring at her life being washed away, he felt a piercing pair of eyes on him. Ken looked up and saw Ran watching him. He had heard everything.

Preparing for hell to open itself up, Ken stood upright and faced Ran, a swirl of emotions flooding over him. Ken couldn't read Ran's eyes but his own widened as Ran walked into the shallow pond towards. Ran stopped right in front of Ken, gazing into the brown, soulful eyes. Ken still couldn't read Ran's face, until the expression suddenly softened to that of concern. Ran embraced Ken and held his head to his own chest. Ken was completely taken by surprise. He clutched back and returned the hug. Slipping his eyes to the now red water, Ken began to cry, hard. And Ran didn't let go.

~TBC~

*yawwn* Sorry about that. This is seriously getting worse and worse. And they were acting like idiots for a while too. Gomen for the short chapter, I meant it to be longer. *reads what she's written* What the hell was I snorting? @_@

Ken: Ya know, you coulda just had us talk it out.

Ran: *nods*

kami: Shut up. Angst is fun. Or I could have let you two talk and nothing but talk…

Ran: *covers Ken's mouth with his hand* No, that's quite alright.

kami: *eyes him* yeah….

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