Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Patience ❯ Prologue ( Prologue )

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, if I continue it will eventually go up.

Disclaimers : Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.

Warnings : Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC for Youji, angst, illness, some scenes are not very nice to read since the illness and the state of the sick character is gonna be described.

Pairings: Youji/Ken, Aya/Ken (one-sided), Omi/Nagi. If I continue this there'll be some changes and new pairings.

Notes : Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Prologue (revised chapter)

"Oi! Maaaanx!! Why don't you send Mr. Iceman-sama to the mission instead of me? I didn't get my beauty sleep last night, if you know what I mean..." he trailed, a childish pout forming on his face. A pout that disappeared instantly when a very blushed Ken kicked him hard. "K's- Oiii yame-!!" he tried to get his hair out of his boyfriend's grasp "Mou KenKen!! Why did you do that?"

He was greeted with an angry scowl in the brunette's face. But since Ken was so bad at glaring, he just looked cuter. "You! Stop talking in such a horrible way and about _that type of things_, you're corrupting Omi!" he yelled as he let go of Youji's hair.

"Hidoi yo" he said to Ken, turning his face away stubbornly, his arms embracing himself in a rather childish way. "No Yo-tan's glomps for you today!"

"You deserved- NA-NANI?! You said no Yo-tan's glomps for me today?" he asked, his hands on his hips as he glared at his koibito.

Manx cleared her throat, remembering them that she was still there. "Balinese, are you in or will I have to give this mission to another group?"

The blonde sighed softly.

He didn't want to go to that mission, and he wasn't feeling very well today. His head hurt a little, but it wasn't from alcohol. Lack of sleep, probably. Maybe he and Ken had to change their 'sleeping habits'.

He took a new cigarette from his pocket. Manx was looking slightly bored as she waited for his answer.

He had to accept. Ken's birthday was coming in nine days and he didn't have enough money to buy him the present he wanted. And asking Omi or Aya for money was ABSOLUTELY out of question. Especially Aya. So he had to take this mission. At least, he wasn't going to be alone, he'd be with his KenKen.

"I'm in" he said almost happily now.

"Sugoi!" the former soccer player exclaimed and placed himself onto Youji's lap with a jump, hugging the older man, who pulled him away with a sadistic smirk.

"I said not Yo-tan glomping for you today" he said playfully.

If he had known that it would probably be one of the last times (because I don't want to say the last) he was going to be able to hold the brunette, he wouldn't have acted that way.

But not all humans could know that, and unfortunately for the tall blonde, his ignorance was going to cost him a prize too high.

.::.::.::.::.

They got to their knees as they tried to pass through the small hidden corridor.

Luckily for them, their gloves kept their hands to touch the corridor's floor.

But their clothes didn't guard them from the spiderwebs and insects that touched their faces, now covered in dust too. It was obvious that nobody had been there in a very long time.

Youji tried to kill the urge to throw up. The humidity there made the place smell much worse that it should, making them feel the nausea wash over their bodies. "C'mon Siberian, move that cute little ass of yours so we can get out of there" he said when Ken stopped for a second. "Hayaku!"

"It splits in two." The brunette murmured, trying not to scream when a rather giant cockroach touched the little portion of tanned skin that separated his gloves from his jacket. "Y- Ba-Balinese..."

"Nani?"

"Cock.. cock-cockroach!!!" he screamed, slapping the insect away and entering through the left corridor in a rather inhuman speed.

"Matte!! Koi!!" he tried to equal the younger man's speed, but he had to stop when a sharp pain entered the right part of his brain.

He bit his lip to refrain himself from scream in pain, not wanting to scare Ken. A minute later or so, the pain slowly disappeared, and he continued going after his teammate.

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They were home at last. The mission had been a success. It hadn't been hard, just collect some information.

After they gave the report to Omi, they headed upstairs, feeling a little better than before, but just a little, since they reeked and were completely covered in dust and spiderwebs. But at least, they had gotten rid of the insects before.

Now they just wanted to shower.

"I go first! Wait for me in my bedrooooooom!" Youji announced and locked himself into the bathroom, letting an angry Ken outside.

"Hidoi yo! Hidoi yo! Hidoiiiiiiiiii!!!" he yelled at his lover who was now probably putting that gorgeous body of his under the hot water. "Bah. Whatever." He murmured and headed towards the blonde's room while he removed the dirty gloves. Once into the room, he removed the jacket, his shirt and the orange one he usually tied around his waist, tossing them carelessly into a corner.

A few minutes later Youji entered the room, now clean and with his hair still dripping water. The essence of his vanilla shampoo contrasting with the smell of Ken's dirty clothes. Youji was only wearing a pair of boxers.

He grinned at his lover as he closed the door. "Now's your turn, love." he said ceremoniously, making a mocking bow.

Ken glared at him. "Leave me alone. You're not being very nice today, you know" he murmured."And anyway, why did you wanted me here if you don't want glomps today?"

Youji took a few steps forward until he had cornered Ken against the wall. "I said there weren't going to be glomps today, but did I say something about kisses?" he asked, his voice husky and his eyes hungry as he ran a hand up the brunette's chest, stopping it at his cheek to clean some of the dirt that was still there.

Ken blushed as he understood the position they were in. They had to stop it, at least until Ken took a shower. There was no way he was going to let Youji touch him anymore while he was this dirty.

He prepared for the kiss that was going to come.

Knowing Youji like he did, he knew it was going to be passionate and forceful, and Youji's free hand (the other was still touching his cheek) went to the back of his neck.

That seemed to confirm Ken's suspicions.

But they say that you never go to sleep without learning something new.

And Ken's eyes widened in surprise when instead of the savage tongue's fight he was expecting, he felt soft lips kissing the tip of his nose as the hand that was cupping his cheek moved to put a spiderweb away from the soccer player's hair. "Go shower" he whispered and brushed his lips against his boyfriend's, letting them linger there a little.

Ken was startled by this. They had been together for almost two months now, and Youji had never been so tender. Of course he loved Ken and all, but he had been too passionate he usually forgot to be softer, not that the brunette had cared a lot of it, I have to say. "Yo-tan?"

Youji opened his eyes, looking at his lover with darkened eyes, a question there.

"Are you.. are you okay? You're acting weird today.."

The older man just laughed and gave him a soft kiss on his lower lip. "You're imagining things. Go clean yourself, you reek."

"Hey" It's you the one who didn't let me go take a shower!" he said pulling the blonde away and exiting the room.

When Ken closed the door, Youji grinned evilly. He turned off the lights and entered into the bed, covering his almost naked body with the blankets. Just for today, to frustrate his boyfriend, he was going to sleep in his boxers. He'll discover it when he comes here and will think I'm asleep already, and then I'll get him and... He started to chuckle, until the sharp pain in his head made everything disappear.

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Ken felt so warm inside... He hadn't expected Youji to kiss him so tenderly, that little gesture seemed to scream 'I love you'.

The blonde had never said those words to him. And neither had he.

Even if he had been in love with the lanky assassin since they met, and of course he knew how much he loved the older man, he just couldn't allow himself to say those words.

He hadn't though they would have been needed either. Even if their relationship was almost basically physical, the friendship they shared and some little moments left them content.

But sometimes, he though that it wasn't enough. That he should tell him how he really felt, how deep his feelings were.

Because you never know it you will have the chance again.

He opened Youji's door slowly, trying not to make a lot of noise to avoid disturbing Omi, who had gone to bed a few minutes ago.

So once he entered the room, he saw how dark the room was and turned the lights on so he could reach the bed without dying while he tried.

"Ne, Yo-tan! I was thinkin' th-" he turned to look at his lover...

And screamed.

Screamed in panic at the sight of his boyfriend with his eyes wide opened, his mouth was oddly curled at the right side with a thin trail of saliva running down his chin. He noticed that he wasn't breathing right. Ken continued screaming, running towards Youji and then stopped, not knowing what to do.

"Yo-Youji! Oh, shit! Can you hear me?! O-OMI!!! AYA!!! COME HERE!!! HAYAKU!!!" he screamed as tears of fear and impotence streamed from his eyes.

A tight pain on his chest made him fall to his knees as their teammates entered the room.

tsu zu ku?

Yo minna! Here I am, torturing ya with some angst (it seems it's the only thing I can write ¬¬).

Do you like this? I really, really hope you do.

I have to be sincere. While I was writing this, and before posting it, I've been about to delete it. The reason? I know that this kind of plot is not nice, and there are parts that are really hard to read, and you'll see that if I continue writing this. Things that would go from the guys having to carry Youji anywhere to even having to feed him, and I'm not talking about how Youji would act, or how would the others feel around him and all yet.

So, because of how weird this is, I don't know if I should continue it or not.

Oi, I know I'm babbling too much, but I think I had to say it.

In case I continue this fic, I'll tell you in the next chapter a few things about Youji's condition and all that stuff.

Well, I dun wanna sound too depressing, so I'll tell you from where the title of the fic came from. I have some kind of mania to give all my fics the name of a song. So this fic couldn't be less and it's called 'Patience' in honor to my favorite song of all times, that's from Guns N' Roses. I also think that the title suits the fic.

Please, I REALLY need your comments about if I should continue this or just drop the idea. Any idea, suggestion, or note of encouragement will be gladly received and answered.

Nos vemos!