Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Patience ❯ False ( Chapter 3 )

Patience

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, it will eventually go up.

Disclaimers : Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.

Warnings : Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC for Youji, angst, illness, disturbing content, some scenes are not very nice to read since the illness and the state of the sick character is gonna be described.

Pairings: Youji/Ken, Aya/Ken (one-sided), Omi/Nagi. There'll be some changes and new pairings.

Notes : Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

And now to thank all those wonderfull reviewers! *glomps 'em all* I'm happy a fic like this one's getting so many good comments. And what makes me the happier is that I get most of 'em on mediaminer, and fics usually don't receive lots of 'em there. But now, the ill Youji dolls go to Lucifer Morning (Arigatou! *glomps* I can't tell if Ken will fall for Aya or not, but I'll tell you that I'm rather against Ken loving RanRan, but it could happen anyway. Pues la verdad es que me alegra mucho que haya mas gente que hable español por aqui, que somos mu poquita gente!! *glomps again* I hope ya like this chappie ^^), Minoo (arigatou! *glomps*), lara (Arigatou for reviewing! I try to update fast but it's not easy *sighs*), Hermes (Arigatou! *glomps* Hope ya still like it!), also wanted to thank Hikari (Arigatou! *glomps* I'll send KenKen to you so you don't get sad! Youji will get a little better now, but I don't know how much better, or how much worse it will turn later. I'll try to mantain it as YouKen, at least I'll try. RanRan wants Ken to forget 'bout Youji to have Ken himself. *glomps* again arigatou for reviewing Hikari-san! And hope you update soon!^^), and larisa (thank you very much for your email! *glomps* I'm sorry I couldn't answer before, but I'm sending you a mail tomorrow, kay? You said really interesting things there! ^^). If I forgot anyone, I'm sorry! I'll try to remember next time.

And thanks to all the people who reads and doesn't say anything!

Chapter 3. False

He just kept staring at Youji until Aya appeared a moment later with two nurses.

He didn't have to call them since they were already coming there for the first morning visit to the patients.

"Ohayo" the older one greeted "We're going to change Kudou san and wash him up a little. Will you stay here or do you rather wait outside?"

"I stay here. I have to know how to take care of him anyway" Ken said slowly, gathering strength to what he was going to see. But he had to learn some way, and it would be better to see it and not having to discover it himself.

Aya left the room.

"It's okay with us." the nurse assured him while she closed the curtains to avoid disgusting the other patient's family and give Youji and Ken some privacy. The other placed all the stuff they needed at the top of the table they brought there and prepared everything while the younger one uncovered Youji, showing the custom hospital clothes most of the patients used.

"Ohayo Kudou-san! How are you feeling today?" the nurse greeted, checking on the noddle at his arm.

Youji looked at her, his face showing how scared he was. "Oh, don't look at me like that Kudou-san! We have to do this. Don't worry, look, your friend's here too. See? Do you remember him?" She turned to look at Ken and pointed with her finger.

Youji stared at Ken for a couple minutes "'..'ju-kka." he murmured, closing his eyes briefly and opening them again to look back at the woman.

"Okay... well, we're going to have to wash you a little, I think. So why don't we start already?" she turned to look at Ken. "You want to learn to do this, don't you.. etoo.."

"Ken."

".. Ken-san? This isn't going to be a pretty sight, are you sure?"

Ken gulped and tensed slightly, but he nodded, biting his lip. "I have to learn."

The nurses moved turned Youji to his side carefully and pulled the clothes up, revealing the diaper he was wearing..

Ken found himself staring at it. But when Youji noticed what he was doing and reached down with his sane hand and touched the plastic material he had to look away, not wanting to see Youji's expression when he discovered that he was wearing diapers. If 'he' even aknowledged it. Because he didn't know if Youji understood what was happening around him, if he was even at least a little conscious of his state.

And by doing that, he completely missed the look of resignation and emptyness in the older assasin's eyes.

"Ken-san? We're going to start, okay? So pay atention, this isn't as easy as it looks." she put on latex gloves and handed another pair to her co-worker.

"See, Ken-san?" The other nurse asked while separating the adhesives of the diaper. "You have to be careful with this. Diapers aren't cheap and you won't be able to use therm if you break the adhesives."

"Oh, I don't think he'll be so clumsy as to do that!" her co-worked reprimanded her.

"That redheaded guy told me to say this, I'm just doing so."

"Anyway, we better show him how to do this."

But if putting a diaper on someone who's not moving isn't easy, it certainly wasn't with a struggling twenty-two years old man, sincer Youji wasn't letting them do anything.

"Kudou-san! Onegai! You have to let us do this since you can't." The oler nurse explained seriously.

"Iyee.." he murmured, squirming as much as he could aparently to avoid them touching him.

"Ken-san can you calm him so we can do our work? We don't have an eternity."

Ken nodded and sat on the edge of the bed and held his boyfriend's hand. The other one caressed the ruffled blond hair "Hey Yo-tan.. Will you let them do it? I promise that when they finish I'll comb your hair, hn? You have to look to the ladies! And to Omi, he's coming here later." he tried to sound cheerfull even when tears threatened to fall. But he got Youji to nod and allow the wash up the nurses were about to give him.

All of Ken's attention was concentrated on what the nurses were doing, and he didn't tear his eyes away until they 'closed' the diaper, dressed Youji again, covered him up and left the room after changing the bottle conected to the needle on his arm.

"See, baka? It's easier if you behave." he said softly, caressing the left side of his face. "I'm going to the bathroom to see if there's something to fix that hair of yours koi." he placed a little kiss on the hand of the already asleep man he was holding and left the bed to go to look for one of those cute white ones you can find in every hospital, the sad smile never leaving his face.

It was instantaneous. When he closed the door of the bathroom and was finally out of everyone's sight, he rested his back against the wall and slided down, crying like a little kid.

.::.::ThE nIgHt BeFoRe::.::.

After a rather long wait, the door opened. Nagi looked a little haggard, slightly flushed and looked like he had put on his clothes in a hurry. He also smelled weird, but Omi didn't notice.

He just launched himself to the other teenager's arms and hugged him, expecting the hesitant embrace that came after he did that.

"Omi... Why did you come to see me? Has something new happened to Balinese? Brad said that he's ill and that-" the Japanese boy asked softly.

"Oracle knows?!" he put away from the telekinetic "Then we... if he knows that we don't have Youji-kun..."

"Daijoubu, I know he won't, at least not yet." Bright blue eyes looked at him questioningly, but he just shrugged.

"It depends of how I manage the situation" he said after pondering about it for a few moments.

"Can you?" the older boy asked softly.

Nagi held his hands "Yeah. Anyway, why are you here? I wasn't expecting you. It's a good thing that Brad's sleeping and Schuldig went out to spy on his 'kitten', and you know you don't have to worry about the psycho, but..."

"I needed to see you."

"Why?"

"Well... eto... I don't know, it's just that Youji-kun was there... he looked so.. so..." a single tear rolled down his cheek as he buried his face on the other teen's shoulder.

"Shh... it's okay Omi. Daijoubu..." he said emotionless. "I think... why don't you go back home? We can meet at our place tomorrow morning before school."

"Why tomorrow? I need you now."

"Omi, Brad knows about us." he'll kill me and then you if you continue here, I'd even bet he knows you're here right now, so it's better that we meet tomorrow. Okay?"

"D-demo..-" Nagi's cold lips cut him with a soft kiss before the younger boy closed the door, leaving the blonde out.

.::.::.::.::.

"...Hai, the name's Kudou Youji. When could we intern him in the clinic?. Aha, hai, arigatou."

Aya hung the phone and headed back to Youji's room afte he got something to have breakfast for himself and Ken.

Now Ken wasn't going to suffer trying to take care of the older assasin. He had arranged everything to 'get rid of Youji', if you want to call it that way.

But what he didn't know was that the owner of a pair of mischievous blue-green eyes had seen and heard everything.

"Kitten won't be happy when he hears this..." he chucked and left the hospital while Aya entered the elevator.

tsu zu ku...

Waa! I'm really sorry it took me this long to update and I did it with a shorter than usual chapter! But I've been a little busy lately and haven't been near my computer in all the weekend so I couldn't finish the chapter before.

Anyway, how was it? It was very hard to write this chapter. At the end I had to rewrite the first part because I didn't like it, and there are a few things I wanted to include, but since it would take me a lot of time, I decided not to.

RanRan's still being a little evil, don't ya think? And KenKen, I think he's being strong (if you look at the situation). Omi-chan... well, he has some problems with Nagi-chan, who looks rather suspicious... Of what? You'll see in later chapters. There's also Yotan-sama, the poor thing's having his diapers changed *tortures the nurses, lucky bitches..*.

If you have read any other of my fics (I highly doubt it, but anyway), you'll have seen that I always write SchuKen along with the YouKen. And this fic 'aparently' hasn't that pairing. But I'm really considering to add it. Ya know, poor sad histeric KenKen looks for some relief and release in our sexy psycho Axl Rose, I mean Schu (hey, I have a belief that Schu is based on Axl when he was younger!), and then Aya notices and gets all jealous. *chuckles* Nop, is not a good idea for this fic, but who knows? Maybe in a future fic?

Also have to say, since my fics look even worse with my rather bad English, I'm looking for betareaders for this fic and for one of my other fics "Don't Cry". If you're interested on betareading one or both of them send me an email (slashsnk@hotmail.com).

I would say more things, but since the note is getting too long, let's leave it here. BUT DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE ME A COMMENT!! They make this bitch so happy and inspired to continue writing..!

Nos vemos!